I'm an idiot
"Which orphanage will we go?" Asked Nana to Zein.
"I think, White Lily Orphanage"
Ashley walked toward Amy as he gave her a smile. "Hey"
"Hi"
Things gotten awkward and Ashley's brain work hard to find a topic to talk. "Umm... you kno-"
"Sorry Ashley, they are calling me" said Amy as she excused herself. Ashley sighed disappointed.
"I should've talked earlier"
Ice rolled eyes in annoyance, same to Stephanie. "Why should you be here?" She mumbled.
"That's my line. By the way, that necklace suit your outfit" said Stephanie sarcastically, knowing that the necklace didn't match Ice's outfit.
"You too, your shoes perfectly fit you" said Ice, also sarcastic. Both laughed, sarcastically+annoyingly.
"Bitch" both mumbled in unison as they both glared at each other before walked toward their gang.
Nana sitting on the bench as she reading a book. Suddenly, someone greet her.
"Hi, Nana"
"Oh, hi Alex" reply Nana as Alex took a seat next to her.
"What are you reading?"
"A novel... 'Mr. Whatever, I love you' " said Nana as she showed him the title of the book.
"Sound interesting"
"Yeah, did the bus arrived?"
"No"
Suddenly, they heard a hon sound.
"The buses arrived" said Mrs.Helen as the impatient students rushed going into the bus, making a small sized boy to fall down.
"Hey!" yelled Mrs.Helen. "Do you have civic? Show some manner! Are you kids who needed to be taught how to quit?"
In instant, the students shut up and enter the bus one by one.
At last, Ice went up to the bus before she sat at a seat. The seat besides her was empty and all the other girls already have their seat partner.
Niya sat with Amy while Nana sat with Zein.
All the other seats was occupied, until Mika enter the bus then happily sat beside Ice as he don't have other choice.
"Why do you have to sit beside me?" Asked Ice, annoyed with Mika's presence.
"Did you see any other empty seat?" Said Mika as he looked around.
"Well... that?" Ice stood a little as she point the empty driver seat, making Mika to chuckled.
"What?"
"That's the driver seat, ice brain" Mika burst into laughter at Ice's stupidity as Ice face turned red because of embarrassed.
"W-well... don't laugh, stupid! I-I just want to test you whenever you stupid enough to not know it" Said Ice but Mika can't stop laughing. "I said, stop!" Ice slapped Mika's arm many times but Mika didn't feel anything while continue laughing.
"Attention please" said a voice as they all pay their attention to Mrs.Helen in front. "I want to check the attendance, okay?"
Jean who was sitting besides Ashley, pissed off. He glared Ice and Mika who were joking with each other. He gritted his teeth in anger while his clench his fist, ready to punch. He don't know why he felt angry and all he want to do is punching Mika right on the face and scream "Don't go near her!"
But, he's holding it back. Why he felt so irritated? And weird? Ever since he broke up and date with Stephanie, Snow couldn't get out from his mind.
"Let they be, Jean. She's not your girlfriend" He tried to advise himself as he tried to distracted himself by looking out the window. Getting bored with the scenery, he turned his attention to his best friend.
"Ashl-, where are you looking at?" Ask Jean puzzled as Ashley keep stared in front, going out of reality.
"Ashley?" Jean called again. Jean shook his shoulder, making Ashley to gain consciousness.
"Are you alright, where are you looking at?" Jean about to look front he immediately blocked by Ashley.
"None of your business, bro" said Ashley as he cover Jean's eyes.
"Hey, quit it" Jean manage to take Ashley's hand away as he saw Ashley looking at Amy.
"Aw~ someone looking at his crush"
"Shut up, Playboy"
"Thanks for the advice, Daydreamer"
Ashley ignored what Jean said. He keep staring at Amy who's reading a book.
'Studious as ever' thought Ashley. But he confused. There're times when Amy removed her view from the book to the window. She kept doing it and each time she does, there's a pain expression on her face. Ashley wonder why.
When he looked at the window where Amy was looking, nothing interesting. This made Ashley to confused more.
Time skip
(A/N: I'm going to skip the time when they're at the orphanage because I seriously have no idea what to write)
"That was fun! The kids are cute and it's not a waste for you to donate your clothes. Seriously, most of your clothes are fabulous. Why didn't you give me instead?" Said Nicole to Stephanie who was texting her mother.
"It's not me but my mom asked me to"
"Anyway, don't you feel suspicious of Jean? I mean, he seems so angry today"
"Of course, it's strange...."
While on the other hand, Mika was smiling as he stared at Ice who's playing with her phone.
While, behind Mika, is a masculine guy with his anger boiling.
"Dude, are you okay? Asked Harry to Jean.
Beside Jean is another angry guy, Ashley. Mika, who was sitting beside Harry, started to feel worried.
"Ashley, you don't look fine"
"No, we're very fine" said Ashley as he faked a smile. "Consume your business, please"
Mika and Harry turned front again as Ashley's smile disappear.
Oh how lovely would it be if he could just gave Harry one little cute punch on the face. Jean also have imagination about strangling the blonde haired guy named Mika.
Flashback
As Ashley glanced Amy, he saw Amy stared at someone and the person is... Harry.
Amy's expression pained as Harry came to Anna's side. Ashley know that Harry have a crush on Anna plus, they have such a close relationship.
Now he know, who's Amy's crush and he is definitely not him. Looked how upset Amy look making him wanted to kicked the guy who made her upset. But, it's not just Amy who felt upset, but he also felt it.
Why? Why Amy doesn't feel that way to him? Wouldn't it be nice if Amy secretly feel jealous when Ashley with someone like she did at Harry?
Ashley remove his view from Amy as he walked away. Amy suddenly noticed Ashley's figure. But, she didn't make any reaction. Why should she care about a stranger? She only care about her feeling and how totally she felt unloved. She doesn't even notice the feeling Ashley felt for her...
Jean felt the same, anger boiling as he saw Mika and Snow together playing with the kids.
Why the one who make Snow smile is not him? Why Mika? Why the one who's with her is not Jean Conbolt? Why can they be toget-
Oh, yes... the one who making all this happen is him. If he didn't break her heart, wouldn't it be happy?
The thorns of jealousy and regret continue to hurt. Regret for letting her go, he feel that he's stupid, a big idiot because foolishly throwing away a diamond that he thought it is just a toy.. the similar toy with the others that he used to play with.
Toys that he played then get the new one before throwing the old one.
He keep getting the new toys and throw the old one until he didn't realise that he just threw the precious one.
"I'm an idiot"
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This chapter is too cringy ._.
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