Ok maybe living with Taehyung wasn't that easy. Not that Taehyung was a bad roommate but it was the fact it was...him.

Everyday he wakes up and first thing he sees is Taehyung's pretty face and his whole body cuddled up with Jeongguk. He just can not wrap his head around the fact that indeed Taehyung is the one sleeping next to him. It makes him feel like they are lovers when they are most definitely not. He really needs a reality check so he can survive.

He is surprised Taehyung hasn't caught on to his panicking yet. Jeongguk is head over heels for this man,he wonders if Taehyung has even a slight idea,i mean Jeongguk is very obvious so Taehyung has to be extremely dense to not notice.

The fact that Taehyung is having a small hiatus from his work because of everything that went on. He is almost home all the time except the time he has to go to his daily session with his therapist. Yes he is going through therapy.

Everyone by now knows why. All those trauma he suffered past year still haven't left,his abuser is in jail now but that doesn't mean he is completely okay,that's not something you can move on from overnight. Taehyung being the very paranoid person he is,feels scared and insecure sometimes. He feels like one day Rowon would just come out and ruin his life again or this is all just a big dream and he is going to wake up to his hell hole of a life again back with Rowon.

He occasionally gets nightmares,crying and screaming in his sleep just for Jeongguk to wake him up immediately and comfort him. He is thankful that Jeongguk is here to protect him,its not easy to move on but he has to.

Also what was the most weird thing was how tense Taehyung was sometimes. When he newly moved in,Taehyung used to ask Jeongguk's permission for everything. He would ask him to use basic things which he didn't even needed to ask anyone for. He asked if he could turn off the lights because he is going to sleep early,asking if he could eat again,asking for his permission like he owes it to him which he doesn't.

This made him seem inhuman,Rowon really fucked Taehyung up. Making the poor older boy feel like he needs to ask for everything. Jeongguk one day sat him down and had the whole talk with him.

"Taehyung you know you don't need to ask for my premission for this right?" Jeongguk asked him,Taehyung looked genuinely confused.

"I dont? but Isn't it rude ? this is your house i don't want to do something you dont want here and Rowon-....oh" Taehyung stopped himself mid sentence realising the sitaution now. Jeongguk cupped his cheek with his hand,looking at him with a soft gaze.

"Yes,oh. I don't know how many times i have to tell you hyung but i am not Rowon and i will never be. I promise you,the day you feel like I'm turning into him you can gladly leave i wont even stop you but right now i know myself and i know thats not what i am. I don't want to control you in any way or form,i want you to be your own person who doesn't have to ask me for things that you dont even need permission for. You understand what i am saying right?" Jeongguk explained it to him in detail,looking for an answer.

Taehyung broke the eye contact and looked down into his lap. "Yeah,i am sorry...for comparing you to someone like him. You are so much better than him,its just i lived there for a long time so old ways didn't changed,it will take some time sorry"

"You dont need to be sorry tae,you are making an effort thats all that counts though i think you should definitely contact a therapist"

After discussing it with Jeongguk,he decided to see a therapist just for his own well being. They both knew it was for the best. Though Jeongguk doesn't know how it all correlates but Taehyung has gotten clingier? if that's a word. He has been super clingy and who is Jeongguk to complain?

Whenever Jeongguk comes home from work or Taehyung come home his session. Taehyung hugs him immediately,wrapping his arms around his shoulder and burying his neck into the crook of Younger's neck.

They stay like that for awhile as Taehyung whispers "I missed you" like they didn't saw eachother hours ago at breakfast. That doesn't mean Jeongguk doesn't blush everytime and feels his heart is racing. This is probably one of those moments when Jeongguk feels a bit of hope that maybe...just maybe Taehyung likes him back too.

The reason Younger hasn't made a move yet is just because he wants Taehyung to be mentally and physically stable before he puts more into his plate then what he has already. This month is for Taehyung to recover and he can wait,he will wait for Taehyung forever if he has to.

"Gukkie~" Taehyung whined

"what baby?" Jeongguk replied,looking at his left where Taehyung head was laying on his shoulder as he played with his fingers.

"I am bored!"

"Me too"

"You know...i want to start working from tomorrow" Taehyung claimed,Jeongguk immediately looked at him.

"Are you sure? do you think you could handle all that workload? i dont want you to feel burdened,Namjoon hyung said You can take as long as you need to recover, the shooting can wait"

"I know Gukkie but not everyone is as patient as Namjoon hyung. I have multiple brand deals,sponsorships and photoshoots. Those people wont wait for me. Even if they do,i am just super bored here,you are also getting super busy because of the new movie you started to work in and I'm here alone after my therapy sessions and afterall,My therapists recommended that i should go back to work if i think i can handle it,it will help me feel distracted and i will be able to forget,move on from that dark phase you know,i think im ready to go back" Older was really into it,he was made for this workline,who is Jeongguk to stop him.

"Then you should Tae. I will be here if you need anything. I also kinda missed you at work. Its been awhile since i played Jiwon" Yeah he was missing his character why wont he? unlike his real life,his fake character was almost to the end meaning he would get to kiss Taeyong and probably act like his boyfriend and all lovey dovey for the scene. Something he cant do in real life.

"Oh yeah? you miss Jiwon or you just miss flirting with me platonically?" Taehyung smirked,knowing very well.

"I wont lie i miss that too. Though i can make it real if platonic bothers you,love" Jeongguk looked at him with endearment. Taehyung heart skipped a beat at 'love'.

"You can try Jeonggukie,just to let you know its not very easy to woo me,i am very hard to get" he shrugged with a smug on his face.

Younger scoffed and narrowed his eyes,trying to seduce him with his eyes. He pushed Taehyung with force,making the older fall on his back on the couch. Taehyung was now laying down on it,as he saw Jeongguk crawling on top of him,getting more and more closer to his face.

Jeongguk looked beneath him and saw the older guy looking at him with shock. There was a tint of red on his cheeks,finding it rather hot at how good Jeongguk looks on top of him. His fingers lingered on Taehyung waist eventually grabbing it as he laid on top of the boy. He could feel Jeongguk's breath on his lips.

"Are you sure you are not easy to seduce? because Kim Taehyung i can hear your heart beating loudly for me" Jeongguk placed a kiss on his cheek. Before Taehyung could say anything else he felt Jeongguk crotch onto his.

Oh no,he quickly looked away not being able to handle it. He really doesnt want to pop a boner when Jeongguk is literally on top of him. He needs to get out of here.

"Yah! get off me you muscle pig" Taehyung tried to sound tough when he was melting from inside. He pressed his hands on Guks chest trying to push him off himself But it wasn't working.

"what will i get if i get off?"

"I'll cook you dinner?"

"Hmmm,no you can't cook for shit"

"well fuck you too,i dont know, what do you want?"

"Kiss me"

"ok" Taehyung quickly said it,surprising Jeongguk. He really didn't expected him to be okay with it. But he wont say more so Taehyung wont change his mind.

Jeongguk puckered up his lips,slowly moving towards his lips,the inches between their lips slowly decreasing. Just when he was about to kiss him,Taehyung grabbed him by jaw,pulled his face to the side and kissed his cheeks.

"w-wait what the fuck!"

"what?"

"This is not a kiss"

"Well you never specified what kinda kiss so a cheek kiss it is!!" Taehyung replied witb a innocent smile. This sneaky bitch. Jeongguk rolled his eyes and got off him. "Fine whatever"

Before Taehyung could say something back,his phone vibrated,he got a notification. He picked up his phone and checked who was it.

"Who is it?"

"Hoseok" Taehyung replied as he started to reply to hoseok's text.

Hobi hyung
Tete :(

Tete
hyung hi wassup

Hobi hyung
nothimg i just miss you

Tete
aw really hyung

Hobi hyung
yeah i havent see you since
the trials ended,
how are holding up so far

Tete
ik i miss you too,I have been well Jeongguk has been with me the whole time so im pretty good now

Hobi hyung
Jeongguk ha👁👁

Tete
hyunggggg stop teasing me

Hobi hyung
i said nothing,is he next to
you right now

Tete
yeah he is reading our messages

Hobi hyung
oh? hey Jeonggukie i hope you
are taking care of my best friend

Tete
Im hyung :)

Hobi hyung
...creepy wait am i interrupting
both of you or something ?

Tete
How would you interrupt us

Hobi hyung
idk both of you can be
fuckin for all i know

Tete
HYUNG😳😳😳😳

Hobi hyung
hehe anYGAYS
i wanna meet you

Tete
i would be back to work
tomorrow so see you on set?

Hobi hyung
REALLY? wait fr
i mean are you sure

Tete
100% i am bored
doing nothing anyway

Hobi hyung
i cannot wait to see you,
i will give you the biggest hug :))))

Tete
you better,Jimin has your attention most of the time,would be nice if you pay attention to me

Hobi hyung
thats not true

Tete
it is!!!

Hobi hyung
well your whole attention is on Guk,where do we go from here

Tete
....

Tete
it was nice talking to you goodnight hyung

hobi hyung
lmaoooo gn tae

Taehyung quickly put away his phone, He noticed how he was heating up. He looked at Jeongguk,who had a smirk on his face,raising his eyebrow at him.

"Aw is hyungie blushing? is hoseok hyung right tae? do i always stay in your mind,you wanna kiss me so bad baby" Jeongguk teased him,carresing his cheek with his hand. Taehyung rolled his eyes.

"N-no i dont,he was just joking. I am going to sleep its getting late" Taehyung knew if he stayed there more he would lose it. The sexual tension in that room was increasing the more he spoke. He just got out of a relationship his heart can't take more feelings.

He got up from the couch,hearing Jeongguk chuckle. Jeongguk got up to,putting his arms around his waist. "lets go to bed together" This sounds so bad out of context. Taehyung walked to room,looking down at the floor to shy to look up.

If Taehyung is being honest he has been sexually frustrated for too long that his mind is having dirty thoughts. God help him sleep tonight.

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sorry for the trash chapter lol things gon get good again ,loving this so far. dont have to write about Rowon's ugly ass anymore.
thank you for reading
hope yall liked it
love yall
-K