"Jeongguk I-"

"No shh Teahyung. Lets not talk right now. I know we have alot of things to talk about but right now we both need some time and we are obviously super exhausted. How about you go wash up and i will order us some food. Lets just relax for tonight ok?" Jeongguk said to him,Taehyung didn't argued with him because its for the best.

They were in Jeongguk's apartment right now. Taehyung wanted to talk but they know right now they wont get to any conclusions so its useless. So they just want to have a nice little time because tonight has been pretty overwhelming. They won major awards but in the end Taehyung broke down because of the pressure of being a Gay actor who is on the top.

Jeongguk saw Taehyung slowly making his way to the bathroom. "Once you are done,I'll put some clothes on the bed for you to change in,i will be in here once you are done" Jeongguk pointed at where he was standing which was living room and bathroom was in bedroom.

Taehyung slowly nodded,not looking back as he was really exhausted. Jeongguk giggled at how cute he was. He took his phone out and decided to order take out from a place nearby so it can get here early.

After a little while,Jeongguk also took a shower in the other bathroom and changed into more comfortable clothes. Surprisingly he was out before Taehyung,maybe Taehyung is taking a bath. He dimmed the lights since it was almost midnight.

Suddenly he heard the doorbell ring. It must be the food delivery. He quickly walked towards his door and opened it,he took the phone and gave the man extra tip because its already late and he always tips. He thanked him and went to his way. Jeongguk closed the door and put the food on the table.

He put the take out in dishes and brought other things,basically making the table ready for Taehyung. Once he was done he sat on the couch,looking at the delicious food infront of him. He was going to go and check on Taehyung,that's when he saw the older boy coming out of his room wearing his sweatshirt which looked big on Taehyung and some black trousers underneath,his hair still a little wet.

Taehyung looked super adorable,Jeongguk wanted to hug him just because how tiny and small he was looking. He cooed at the sight. "I am glad you are here,i was going to call you"

"Looks...yummy" Taehyung muttered in a tiny voice,Boy was really tired. Jeongguk chuckled.

"Yeah it does,now come on quickly eat before it gets cold" Jeongguk grabbed his hand and made him sit down next to him on the couch.

They both started to dig in the food as comfortable silence made its place between them. Also the food was just too good and they also missed out the after party of the award show where the highclass dinner is served so they were indeed very hungry right now.

After they were done,both of them just went to bed. Jeongguk insisted Taehyung that he can take the couch but Taehyung really didn't wanted him to sleep anywhere else other than next to him.

"No,please sleep next to me. I will need that tonight" Taehyung said to him politely with a small smile on his face.

After that smile,Jeongguk didn't even waste any second to hop on the bed. He turned off the light and laid down,facing the ceiling.

He could feel Taehyung's arm brushing next to his,it was a little awkward as both of them could sense the tension between them. Things are not good and they cant also pretend it is. They have always been close but in this situation,They both just want to be close to eachother as they used to be.

"Jeongguk....can i cuddle with you? cant really sleep like this...you know" Taehyung turned his head towards younger,voice small. He saw Jeongguk face him too now with a big smile on his handsome face.

"Why would i say no to that?" With that,they both had a very good sleep the whole night just wrapped around eachothers arms. It was probablt the first time this month,both boys felt relaxed and had a good sleep. Without feeling any unnecessary depressing feelings.

The next day played out smoothly. They woke up in eachother arms and didn't really wanted to move at all. It was just a very heartwarming feeling and super comfortable. Taehyung wont lie,he felt like he was laid down with his lover and honestly he really doesn't even want to think about anything else other than Jeongguk anyway.

They had to wake up as Taehyung phone kept on buzzing. So they woke up. Both of them checked their phones and saw how it was filled with notifications.

It was mostly just family and friends congratulating them on their awards last night. last night was everything Jeongguk ever dreamed off and he cannot wait to see what time offers him.

Taehyung has already been on the top,there's nothing more he really wants from his career because he has got it all. He is super grateful for it so all he wishes for now is happiness.

Since today was off for shoots,which was good because the main cast was all present in award show last night and they for sure stayed at the after party or people like Taehyung and Jeongguk stayed up late in their own homes. So its just better for today to be off.

But someone like Taehyung can never catch a break as he has to appear on multiple brand deals and TV shows,make appearances on different places. Getting him free for one day is hard yet Jeongguk manages to do it everytime.

"Yeah yeah,i want today to be off. I won Actor of the Year award last night,i dont think i can do anything more than that for the company......Yes,so please clear out my schedule for today....yeah i will visit the damn CEO tomorrow...ok" Taehyung hang up the phone and oht it aside.

"everything good?"

"Yeah just company for nagging at me to appear on these interviews today for my 'huge' win last night but i told them to clear my schedule for today. I mean i love being the only Actor to win this award 3 times in a row and i am absolutely not complaining about it but i deserve a break from work too...atleast for just today" he complained further to Jeongguk.

"Well good because we have alot to catch up on. Go freshen up and I'll make breakfast"

After almost an hour,they both were done with breakfast,cleaned up the table and even did the dishes. Now the only thing left was the talk. They have indeed alot to talk about but they don't know where to start. Its just alot.

"Taehyung-"

"Jeongguk-"

A soft chuckle escaped both of their mouths because of them speaking at the same time.

"You go first since you got more to explain"

"Okay fine i will just get to the point. I am sorry for all the shit i said to you on that day at the set and even to Sooyoungie. I didn't mean it at all,none of it. I will make sure to apologise to her later but right now i want to fix our relationship. you are probably tired of hearing me apologize and i get it ,i am a coward,i tend to panic when under pressure and thats how i was this past whole month Guk. Fuck you don't even know how much i fucking missed you" The older paused for a second,trying to get to the point slowly.

"its okay,i missed you alot too. I know you would never say that all to me and Sooyoung because it was clear you didn't meant it but why though?" Jeongguk asked him,furrowed his eyebrows.

"Rowon..."

"that dickhead again? it doesn't make sense Taehyung. You avoided me and Noona for that man? he is seperating you from us too now? you also never told me why did you stayed with him that night,when you gave me that USB from which i saw all of the shit he did to you,just why Taehyung?" He questioned him and even Taehyung felt how hurt Jeongguk was.

"I can't leave him Gukkie,i really can't. Even with all that evidence,even if he does goes to jail he will upload it...everyone would turn their back on me because of it,it would ruin everything!!" He yelped,his eyes staying low.

"What Tae? he will upload what?" Jeongguk lowkey had an idea what Taehyung was trying to say and he hopes to death it isn't true because fuck thats so bad.

"Sex tape....he has our sex tape in his phone. Its both of us in the video but his face is blurred and most of his body is out of frame while im fully uncensored,just there on display. I didn't knew he was recording that night Guk,i really didn't consented to that video at all." Taehyung finally dropped the bomb. Jeongguk was shocked,he really was. How low can this man go?

"oh my god..." Jeongguk gasped as he out his hand over his head.

(TW// suicidal thoughts)

"When i went there that night for that USB,he saw me and we had a huge fight i told him i was breaking up with him because i couldn't go through it anymore,thats when he just said if i try to even talk to you outside work or run away from him or do anything against him,he will release it. Thats why i could not do anything at that moment. This whole month he did whatever he wanted with me and not just me,he even brought people home and just threw me out in living room like i was a toy he could throw away anytime. I was having suicidal thoughts every night,i was really close to giving up but i didn't as i thought there is still hope"

Jeongguk moved closer to Taehyung and put his arms around his shoulder,pulling him closer to chest once he saw how close Taehyung was to crying. "I am so fucking glad you didn't Taehyung,i can't even explain how happy i am you are still here. You made the right choice!"

"b-but what will i do now? i have got no plan,i missed you so damn much that i wanted nothing more than to be close to you but now i have no other purpose. I told him i will be staying at Hoseok tonight so he let me go for tonight but what about tomorrow?"

"You got nothing to worry about tae. So what he has your sextape tae! All we need to do is get his phone thats all,theres nothing else he has against you. You can still fucking put his ass in jail,just trust me this will fucking add more to his sentence. Taehyung i will be honest with you,i hate it when you cry in my arms,it happened so much that i hate it when you cry. I dont want to see you cry anymore as you deserve nothing but happiness. I want to hold you when you are smiling,laughing and being happy with me not crying over that asshole. So please just trust me and I'll promise Rowon will soon be in jail. I am so tired of him treating you like shit so tell me,Do you wanna do this?"

"Yes i want to do this Jeongguk. I want him to rot in that hell. I want to be with you happy too. I really fucking want to. So how are we going to do this?"

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this was such a bad chapter im so sorry,i will try to make it better. Also!!! Rowon drama is coming to an end very very soon so taekook fluff is really near.
-Kyes