(Trigger warning: Sexual Harassment,emotional and physical abuse)

Taehyung unlocked the door with the spare key he had. Once the door opened he got inside and shut it. He walked into his house with only one light on as it was pretty late. But he knows its not because of that. He had experienced this same situation too much to know what tonight is going happen is going to be like every other night he has lived inside this household.

He gulped,feeling very fucking nervous and scared. He hasn't been home since two days,he only contacted Rowon once and they even end up fighting for that. This feeling inside his chest was so heavy. God he should have run away when he got the chance.

Older walked into the living room and saw no one,he felt relaxed for some reason. This is so fucked isn't it? he is grateful his abusive boyfriend isn't in the room.  He took a deep breath and made his way to their room.

He opened the door slowly and got inside as he saw him there. The whole room was a mess,Rowon really didn't clean up shit after he left. Rowon was sitting on the edge of the bed with his head down.

once he heard the door open he raised his head up making an eye contact with Taehyung. A smirk making its way to his mouth.

"you are here finally,how was it? staying away from me. Did you liked it Taehyungie?" Rowon asked him,a hint of annoyance in his voice.

"It was..okay. You know why i did it,you were getting too much for me handle Rowon" Taehyung talked back to him with a little to no confidence. Rowon chuckled at his response.

"i was getting too much? don't make me laugh baby"

He stood up from the bed and walked towards Taehyung. As he got close to Taehyung,older stepped back. Rowon still kept on walking as Taehyung back soon hit the wall. Rowon cornered him as he grabbed his waist.

"why are you flinching baby? aw are you scared of me? good" Rowon grip got tightened as his nails were going a little too much into his skin,it hurts. Those will probably leave marks.

Even though it hurt a little,Taehyung didn't showed any signs of pain on his face. He just kept a straight face and Rowon hated it. He wanted to see Taehyung in pain he wanted him to know who the fuck is in charge here.

"You deserve a punishment,for being a bitch. Don't you think so too? I am such a good boyfriend Taehyung yet you keep on running away from me" Rowon   grabbed his wrist and forcefully pushed him into the bed.

Taehyung fell on the bed,trying not to cry. He kept on a straight face.He had decided not to show Rowon that he is hurt.

Rowon went towards him and hovered over him. He caressed his face with his hand. "I am so good to you Tae,you really don't have anyone beside me Taehyungie. You cant leave me you know that right ? even if you think i'm not a good boyfriend,i have so much against you Taehyungie"

"i fucking hate you" Taehyung said to him. This is probably the first time Taehyung said this to him.

"well if you hate me already,i have something to tell you too. Remember your first date with that kid? yeah i sent all those fucking paparazzi's. Was it fun Taehyungie? being a whore who goes out with other man in front of camera? probably not the first time for you right?" Rowon confessed as it made Taehyung froze.

His boyfriend sent all those fucking paparazzi which is one of the reason why he is so traumatized. The reason why he has panic attacks and then he had the nerve to get mad when he got home. Is this man really his boyfriend or his enemy?

"w-why will you do that? you know how much i hate those,you know how they make me have breakdowns Rowon. Why are you doing all this to me?" Taehyung asked him,trying so hard not to cry.

"because you fucking deserve it"  A sharp hit made its way to his face. A gasp left Taehyung lips.

Taehyung hated this so fucking much as he looked away from Rowon. He grabbed his hair harshly made him face  him. "This is what you are,my bitch. You cant ever escape from me. I am only one you have and no one beside me is ever going to accept someone like you"

"t-that's not true!" Taehyung replied back,fighting back for once.

"oh yeah? name one fucking person beside me who loves you" Rowon asked him,still not leaving his hair. Taehyung wanted to say Jeongguk because he knows Jeongguk will always help him.

"Jeongg-"

"ha that fucking kid? are you blind Taehyung? don't you fucking see he is using you ??? he is using you for fame and probably a good fuck i don't know. You have a pretty face so he will probably fuck you once and leave. He will never stay because Taehyung if i am being honest,you really dont have anything to offer instead of your face and your body,isn't that how you get all this movies offers?" Rowon went on and on,spitting out shit. Making Taehyung so fucking insecure.

"you know those were rumors,i never slept with any directors or producers,you said believed me that i didn't" Taehyung was trying so hard to prove he is innocent.

"do i?" Rowon smirked as he slapped him once again. The red mark on cheek was getting a little more red.

"I like you like this tae,all fucking defenseless and so..vulnerable. God i might just use you for the shit you are only good at" he said as Taehyung knew what he meant. Sex,that's all he is good for he is right.

Rowon smashed his lips against Taehyung's soft ones. Taehyung didn't wanted to have sex with Rowon,not after knowing everything. He has such a toxic relationship that he knows he cant ever escape. This is his present and future. He will always be stuck with this man if he really wants to keep his dignity.

The whole night just went on as it was only Rowon enjoyed as Taehyung laid their lifeless,feeling nothing. He let Rowon have his way because he has given up at this point. Nothing can save him.

On the other hand,Jeongguk couldn't sleep at all.  He was feeling worried and he had no idea why. There was this heavy feeling in his chest that was telling him something is wrong but he cant pin point what.

His gut was telling him something is wrong ever since he left Taehyung at his house. Is Taehyung okay? did he and Rowon fight again? did they made up? Jeongguk knows their relationship is none of his business. He knows he has no right to speak on what they do but he cant help but be worried.

He was pacing around his room,doesn't know what he should do. Should he go to Taehyung's house and check if he is okay? no he should not,He knows Rowon is the jealous type so it wont look good if he shows up at middle of the night when they are most probably patching up.

Should he call him? yeah that is most appropriate. Its just a call,he can ask if he is okay and Taehyung will say he is. Then he can sleep peacefully with no worries. right.

Jeongguk grabbed his phone from the  side table and unlocked it. He went to call Taehyung as he clicked on his icon. Waiting some seconds.

"The person you have called is unavailable right now,please try later"

Younger's face fell as soon as he heard it. He was already so worried and this just made it worse. He is probably busy lets call after 5-10 minutes,yeah sounds like a plan.

"The person you have called is unavailable right now,please try later"

yeah he isn't still picking up,Jeongguk had such a bad feeling about it and he doesn't even know what he should do. He decided that he should just leave a text instead for his own self at this point.

Gukkie
Hyungie,i hope you and Rowon are okay now,if you see this text please text me back
Delivered

With that he just took a deep breath and shut down his phone. He put it on the side table and went to bed,hoping for a text back when he wakes up or either he would have to intervene.

So...about the text message? yeah Taehyung hasn't still contacted him back. Jeongguk was ready to go over at Taehyung house this second but he could not. It was all because of Jimin. His annoying best friend who loves him alot.

"Hyung i don't think i can make it,Taehyungie hyung-"

"Oh wow you are ditching me for Taehyung? fame changed you bro" Jimin said sarcastically through the phone.

"No Jimin,he hasn't texted me back and his phone is off so I'm worried about him. We don't even have shooting for next three days so i need to see him" Jeongguk replied to him. He sounded pretty serious.

"Guk,listen to me. You said He was fighting with his boyfriend right? so that's why maybe he was busy last night. They must be patching up and probably had make up sex the whole night who knows? you should not get yourself too attached guk its not good for you and Taehyung's relationship so please" Jimin explained it to him from his own perspective.

Jeongguk realised how much sense what Jimin said made. But thinking of Rowon just kissing and touching Taehyung felt off to him. Its all because he is so head over heels for the guy that his boyfriend makes him jealous now. This day was going to come.

"and i'm not saying this because i want you to come have dinner with us but just because im your best friend and i do not want you to be hurt" Jimin added.

"i get it hyung,I'll not go. I will be with you in 5,see you" not even waiting for his answer,Jeongguk hang up the call as he sighed.

He got up from his bed and decided to get ready to go out with his friends. Its been awhile since he even met some of his friends except Jimin. Its all 'cause Jimin usually comes over to the shoot not to meet him but flirt with Hoseok. Jeongguk cant judge him because only if Taehyung was single.

Fuck,the things they could have done together until now. He could have probably felt his soft lips more than one time,he could have had Taehyung in his arms. They could have gone to so many dates,only if he was single.

He snapped out of his imagination and just started to change.

"Ah looks whose here,our superstar!" Jimin said,making Jeongguk feel embarrassed in public as all of their friends laughed.

"wah Jeonggukie you got more handsome since the last time i saw you" Yugyeom said to him as he ruffled his hair as he stood next to him.

"maybe its because he is hanging out with big actors now,probably learned some tricks" Eunwoo commented as he took another sip of his drink.

"its not that guys but i think so too i changed alot. I missed you all though,i see some new faces who are they?" Jeongguk asked to them as he looked at two girls and one new guy.

"Oh guk this is Bora,Minyoung and Jaeyong" Eunwoo pointed at them as he told guk their names.

"Its nice to meet all of you!" Jeongguk said when his eyes met Bora's,her eyes had seductive look with made Jeongguk kind off uncomfortable. Jeongguk was an openly bisexual actor so thats why he is really popular within the both genders.

"Jeongguk Oppa,why don't you come and sit next to me?" Bora asked him,Jeongguk raised his eyebrow and just shrugged. The others ooh-ed,teasing them.

"i have heard alot about you Oppa,heard you are working in a BL movie right now? that's so cool" Bora started a conversation as her hands made its way to Jeongguk arms. Jeongguk looked around and saw others were just too into their conversation.

"Yeah i am,its really fun. What do you do Bora-sshi?"

" Just Bora is fine. I am a nurse but i am a huge fan of movies so when i heard Eunwoo was friends with you,i told him to invite me too for this dinner" She told him,making Jeongguk nod he really doesn't know what to say.

"Wait you are a fan of me?"

"yes?? why is that surprising for you?"

"no i thought since i'm working with big actors so maybe you wanted their autographs or something from me" He told her,clearing up the misunderstanding in his own mind.

"i mean Kim Taehyung,who doesn't like him? even though he came out as gay,he still has many girls who are interested in him but I'm interested in you,Oppa. I hope...you are interested in me too" Bora hands went up and down his arm as when she said last sentence,her voice got a little low.

"Um Bora i-" Before Jeongguk even say something,Jimin cut him off. He was so thankful because it was getting awkward.

"Hey Jeongguk did Taehyung texted you back?" Jimin asked,Jeongguk looked more into Jimin because Jeongguk literally just told him he didn't but then he realised he probably saw how awkward he was feeling so he saved him.

"no,not yet"

"woah you are that close with him? you are very lucky bro. Are you guys...you know" Yugyeom wiggled his eyebrows,making everyone laugh and look at him,waiting for an answer.

"No,we are just friends,he has a boyfriend"

"that never stopped you before"

"Hey that was one time in high school! i didn't even knew he had a boyfriend" Jeongguk protested,in his defense he really didn't knew.

"Yeah it was fun to see her boyfriend chasing you down the whole school. I miss those days,all you used to talk about was Taehyung this and that,look at you now,being friends with him" Jimin said,thinking about the good ol days. Jeongguk nodded too.

He himself finds it hard to believe sometime that he is actually friends with the older and is like the safe place for other. It even sounds unreal.

"but i saw the articles,are you going out with Kim Seokjin?" Eunwoo asked him,making Jeongguk think for a second. Their relationship has no label so he doesn't know what to say.

"No i mean kind off?"

"i saw them kissing during the shoot" Jimin blurted out.

"Jimin!!!"

"Jeongguk-sshi if you are dating him,invite your boyfriend next time too so we can meet him" Minyoung talked to Jeongguk for the first time.

"Yeah that would so cool,You and Kim Seokjin who would have thought" Yugyeom commented.

"ok I'm not dating him,its a little complicated but if i get time from his busy schedule then sure" Jeongguk told them which made them smile. Who would not be happy to meet Jin.

Their food finally came and the night went by like that. Just all of them catching up with eachother lives as most of them here are friends from high school and because of busy adult life  they really have hard time talking with eachother so this was nice.

Luckily for Jeongguk,after them thinking he is definitely dating Jin. Bora didn't tried to hit on him anymore,she even changed the seats with Jimin which is so weird but he is glad its Jimin who is next to him and not her.

Once they were all done,they bid goodbyes to eachother. It was so nice seeing them. Jeongguk gave Jimin ride home and finally went to his own home after a long day. He was tired. He realised how he didn't think about Taehyung at all which is weird for Jeongguk. Taehyung never leaves his mind.

He quickly laid down on his bed after changing his clothes into his sleepwear. He just sleep shirtless with some sweats on. He opened his phone and what he saw made his eyes widen

Notifications

Instagram
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Twitter
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Messeges
Jin hyung: and that's when i knew i hated it
2 hours ago

Calls
You missed a call from 'Taetae'
10 minutes ago

Jeongguk eyes widened at the last notification. "Fuck how did i missed his call?!" Jeongguk asked himself but then he realised he was driving ten minutes ago so he just didn't saw it. He groaned as he clicked his icon to call him back.

The phone rang for a few seconds and on the second ring,He finally picked it up. It was like breath of fresh air for Jeongguk.

"Hyung!"

"Gukkie? you called me back,are you okay?" Taehyung asked him,making him confused.

"w-why wont i be?" he stuttered for no reason.

"i checked my phone like just now and saw about 15 missed calls with you and a text. So you got me worried"

"oh no,i mean yeah i called you but nothing happened to me. Instead it was you i was worried for. I don't know i just had this feeling that something wasn't right and you weren't even picking up calls so i got worried for you" Jeongguk spoke softly to him,he made Taehyung awe.

"Gukkie~ that's so sweet of you. You didn't had to be so worried,i-i am okay i really am. Its just when u got home last night me and R-Rowon,we..um" Taehyung was finding it hard to speak because the last night really traumatized him. Even Jeongguk noticed how hesitant he was.

"Hyung,are you okay?" Jeongguk asked getting worried again.

"Yeah yeah,just dozed off for a second. Me and Rowon we patched up and then i went to sleep. I didn't grabbed my phone the whole day today because i just wanted to um relax i think yeah. Sorry for making you worried koo" Taehyung said to him softly. Jeongguk chuckled because fuck he really missed his hyung's voice.

"No its okay. I am just glad you are okay hyung because at the end of the day,its all that matters"

"i missed you alot today" Taehyung voice dropped two octaves lower when he said this.  Jeongguk swears he got chills.

"me too tae,i really missed you too. The next shooting is after two days now,I'll miss you. You should enjoy these two days off with your boyfriend" Jeongguk tried to be nice.

"haha i w-wish i could. I have bunch of CFs to shoot tomorrow and a photo shoot so i had only this day free" Taehyung told him his schedule,making Jeongguk oh.

"wow hyung,you are so busy all the time ha? i mean get that coin hyung who wouldn't want you to be the face of their brand"  Jeongguk complimented him. Taehyung chuckled.

"yeah its nice and all but sometimes it gets pretty tiring you know. But anyway,thank you for checking up on me Gukkie i mean it. I am lucky to have you Guk"

"me too hyung,you don't have to thank me,that's what friends are for" Jeongguk said as he waited for Taehyung to reply but instead of Taehyung he heard another person voice.

"Taehyung who are you talking to?"

"Rowon...its Jeongguk" That's the last thing Taehyung said before the call hung up. What just happened? are they still fighting? Before Jeongguk could start worrying he got a text message.

Taetae
Sorry Guk i had to hang up the call. Rowon called me so i have to go,byee

Gukkie
its okay hyung,bye

now they was something but atleast it assured Jeongguk that everything is okay and he doesn't need to worry. He can finally sleep. He put his phone aside and just drifted off to sleep right there because he was just so tired for some reason.

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Sorry for the late update luvs,SOMEONE decided they were just not going to write their chapter anymore so i have to write it at last minute,its double update as usual,so enjoy💜
Hope yall liked it
love yall
-K