After some minutes still laughing together she speaks again.

"Thanks for covering me up when we were inside, I really didn't want to put you in a bad condition when your girlfriend was there but I really didn't have another choice to get rid of him." She says looking away from me with worrying expression in her face.

"Don't mention it.
It's ok, no need for apologies.
I'm not angry with that because girls call me baby all the time it's just I was shocked first because I didn't expected that from you.
But if you want to, you can call me baby every time. I say smiling a little without looking at her.

"Yeah sure, you wish.
Sorry but I'm not that type of girl and the word 'baby' isn't really my style just to let you know ."

"Ohh right... , I forgot that Eminem doesn't use these type of words."

"Yeah yeah, he doesn't, so what?" She says giggling a little.

—Godd! This girl has something that makes me feel weird, I don't know what but I don't like it at all. I've never felt something like this before.

Well done Bryan now you're talking to yourself. What the heck is wrong with me?
What is she doing to me?
'This is so fucked up.'

"Anyway, not that I blame them when they call me 'baby' because I'm such a charming hot guy, but unfortunately I don't give a fuck about them or what anyone thinks about me. They're all worthless." I say looking at her.

"Yeah, of course you are." She says smiling a little but then she turns away fast, looking at the window.

" I didn't know that you're so cute when you smile. I say without thinking in a low voice,
—God, Bryan what are you saying.
I hope she didn't heard me.

"What did you said?"she asks looking at me with wide eyes.

"Shitt! She heard me."
"Ohh nothing, I was just planning how to spend the rest of the night.
I'm thinking to go to the beach after I leave you to your dorm.

"Ohh, okay."

"But you can come with me if you want to?" I say without thinking.

"Really, I mean if there isn't any problem I'd love to come."

"No problem at all."
— Thank God she didn't hear me, but why did I invited her to come with me.
Fuck! I was supposed to push her away, yet here I am asking her to come with me to the beach.

"Soo, where are we going then?"she asks, excited.

"I think we should go to Chestnut beach it's a really nice place, is this ok for you?"
I say pushing away my thoughts for now.

"Yeah it's okay I like that place to."she answers.

"Okay then."

After a couple of awkward minutes in silence she speaks again.

"I hope Sasha isn't angry that you're taking me to my dorm and now to the beach too, because I really don't have the nerves to deal with another shitty , fucked up love situation tonight." She says.

"Nahh, it's nothing don't worry, she won't say anything." I say looking at the window.
I don't know how long it's going to last. Why did I lied about that in the first place.

"Ohh okay then if you say so."

"And god thank you , I've missed those bad words that you use. I thought you were going to be a nice girl the whole night."

"Oh yeah, okay then you won't be able to see this nice part of me anymore." She says lifting her eyebrows up with confidence.

"This is okay for me, don't worry. I'm not used with nice and polite people around me anyway."
She doesn't say anything else just looks at then she turns away again.

....

After a couple of minutes we arrive at the beach.

"This is amazing. It's been a long time since the last time I have been at the beach." She says as she steps out of the car.

"What, why? Don't tell me that you don't like to go to the beach to."

"Noo! You idiot, it's just..." she begins to tell me but then she stops looking down at her feet.

"Hey what's wrong? Are you okay?

"Yeah, I think.
It's just, coming to the beach reminds me the time I spent swimming and dancing in the water with my sister. The last day that I was thinking to go to the beach with my sister I didn't know that it was going to be the last." She says while we're sitting on the ground next to each other, with her head in her lap.
"I haven't talked about this thing with no one else before. Not even with my parents."

"Oh. Well do you want to talk about it with me? I'm a good listener. Of course, only if you feel like it." I say smiling a little at her.

"I don't know actually, it just feels so strange for me to talk about her in that way when I still can't believe that she's gone and all because of my weakness." She says as some tears fall from her eyes.

"Mia!" I say as I grab her face in my hands standing up slowly from the ground.
"Don't cry please.
I don't think that you're responsible for her death, stop blaming yourself please."
She doesn't say anything just looks at me with her green glossy eyes and for one moment everything stops moving.
The wind doesn't blow anymore, the sea doesn't make anymore noises while we're still standing in front of each other, me still keeping her face between my hands and she still looking at me with her beautiful green eyes.

—What's wrong with me?
Why can't I breathe, why is my heart beating so hard that it feels like it's going to get out of my chest?

"This is wrong Bryan, we aren't supposed to do this." She says still looking me in my eyes.

"I know and I don't care."

For a moment she pulls me closer and our lips finally touches.
She puts both of her hands on either side of my face and it feels like electricity is running through my veins and my blood is boiling inside of me making my body to feel like a vulcano.

I had never gotten so lost in a kiss before, so in need for her to kiss me harder.

I've kissed plenty of other girls but none of them didn't burned me inside like she does when she touches me and none of them didn't make my heart beats quicker every damn second .

"Miaaa." I moan, and she tugs my hair hard making me to kiss her and to want her more than I've ever wanted, needed someone in my entire life.

"Waittt! She says in a low voice that I barely heard it.
We can't do this, this is so so wrong Bryan.
You have a girlfriend who's waiting for you." She says as she disconnects our kiss slowly.

"I don't want to be the girl who steals someone else's boyfriend."

"I'm sorry that I kissed you.
I won't do it again, and you won't see me anymore in the same places you are, and from now one I think it's better if we keep our distance." She says, then walks away without turning her head back.

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