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"You really don't get it don't you?" I ask her.

"No. I really don't because your whole relationship is just messed up. One day you're okay the next day you don't want anything to do with her." She says.

"Look. Can you please drop it? I don't want to talk about this anymore." I say as a take a sip from the vodka bottle.

"No Bryan! I'm not gonna let you mess this up again. Now give me that bottle because you're not supposed to drink alcohol. It's been literally two days since you got out of the hospital."

"Trust me. This time it ain't my fault." I reply in a low voice.

"Of course it is because you're the one that messes things up every time."

"She fucking broke up with me through a letter then married someone today. Okay!" I yell.

"Wha...t? She manages to say.

"Yeah. And she also called me a fucking drug dealer as if I liked the job I was forced to do. And now that I'm thinking about it, why the hell not!? I mean that's the first thing that people think when they see me, right? So why not make that true? It will be fun.
Don't you think Harper?" I say smiling a little as I swallow another sip of vodka.

"No, you're not doing that okay?" She yells.

"Oh...my dear cousin just watch me.
I'm tired of trying to be someone that I'm not. I'm tired of trying to be good because no matter how much I try I'm always gonna end up fucking everything up because that's who I am. I'm a fucked up person with a fucked up life!" I reply while I take my phone to call Sasha.

"Bryan..." she begins to say but stops as soon as Sasha answers the phone.

"Hey."

"Hey, stranger? What's up?"

"Erm... Nothing much. I'm here at my house alone. Why?"

"I thought maybe we can throw a party at my house and you can invite some friends of yours and they can invite their friends. What do you say?"

"Sounds like a good plan to me but what are we celebrating? I thought that you aren't allowed to go to parties anymore."

"Oh nothing special just me being single and ready to bang the first chick that catches my attention tonight."

"All right then you horny person. I'll call as many people as I can."

"Okay just make sure you tell them that the party starts at 9 pm." I say then I hang up the phone.

"I don't think that's a good idea Bryan." Harper says.

"Relax Harper I'm just doing it for fun because at the end of the day I'm just a drug dealer." I reply as I get up from the puffy cushion I was sitting.

"This is your definition of fun?"

"Oh come on. Other people can get married and I'm not allowed to hook up with someone? I'm a men with needs and this isn't the first time I've done this Harper and you know it."

"Agh... you know what? You do you.
I'm just wasting my time trying to convince you not to do stupid things when my words just enter from one ear of yours and exit from another ear. Just have fun at your party. I'm out."

"I sure will.
Love you cuz.
Bye!" I say blowing her a kiss as she leaves the backyard rolling her eyes at me.

*After a few hours...

"Drink! Drink! Drink... Woohoo!" They all scream as I lick the salt from Tessa's neck who is a friend of Sasha's friend really messed up but I don't care who she is as long that she keeps me occupied. Then I take the small glass filled with tequila that she's holding with her lips in my mouth without using my hands because of this game we're playing then when I finish the drink I take a small bite of the lime that is placed in front of me.

I'm actually enjoying this game very much.
It's been a while since I've last played games like this because I was busy trying to be the «good boyfriend» to someone who didn't deserve that but it's good to be back.

"Yeahhhh! That's how you do it baby! This is the sixth glass.
I'm the champion baby!" I shout in excitement.

"Not for long." Julian says but before he drinks the tequila the small glass falls from his lips to the ground.

"Woohoo! I told you that I was the champion of this game.
Now you have to kiss her. Those are the rules." I say to him smiling.

"Kiss her! Kiss her!" Everyone says as Julian leans forward and kisses the blonde girl next to him.

After a few more minutes it's my turn again and since this is the last round we're playing why not make an excuse to kiss Tessa.
I mean she looks good. Her body is perfectly shaped and I know that she would like that and who knows maybe even more than that because I could use a distraction right now from my thoughts about that fucking wedding and why not kill two birds with one rock.

"Okay. It's my turn.
Are you ready Tessa?" I ask her as I put the salt in her neck again then I slowly lick it with my tongue giving her goosebumps then as soon as I take the small glass in my mouth I drop it to the ground to make it look like it was an accident.

"Your turn mate." Julian says clapping his hands in excitement because I lost the round.

I look at her for permission then I pull her on my lap while I gently slide my tongue inside her mouth earning a moan from her and for a moment I feel like I'm kissing someone else. I feel like I'm kissing her soft lips and I immediately pull away looking at her with wide eyes.

"Are you okay?" She asks concerned.

"Yeah. I'm fine." I menage to say.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Why I'm seeing things? I'm not that drunk am I?
Maybe it's because of the vodka I drink earlier but I have to stop thinking about her or I'm going to lose my mind sooner or later.

"Hey would you like to go somewhere else?" I ask her in a low voice and she moves her hand in agreement.

"Yo guys! We're not playing anymore. This is boring." I say.

"Let's play another game then." One of Sasha's friends says.

"Nah... let's go have something to eat." Sasha suggests while looking at everyone.

"I'm down with that." Madison responds.

"Same here." Julian adds and everyone else agrees.

They all stand up and start walking inside leaving Tessa and me alone in the backyard sitting in some huge, puffy cushions.

This is my chance to take my mind somewhere else I say to myself then I lean over and whisper in her ear.

"Do you want to fuck?"
The room goes silent except for the loud music.
Her face turns red as her breathing gets heavier and heavier.

"Uh..." is all she manages to mumble.

"Come on baby girl. I know you want this." I whisper again in her ear then I slowly move my head down to her neck.

"W...wait..." She stutters then her voice becomes louder as she tries to talk to me.

"Why? Are you afraid that I'm too good at it? Or this is your first time?
Do you want me to fuck you baby girl?
Is that what you want?" I ask, smirking at her.

"You're a jerk." She says playfully.

"I've been called worse than that."  I reply still smirking at her then I pick her up in my arms earning a gasp from her and I smile evilly at her.

"Let's go to my room. Shall we?" I say smiling as I walk upstairs with Tessa still in my arms hoping that I'll find them there because a couple of seconds before I saw them going upstairs together and that's when I decided to use that to my advantage too.

Yes! Bingo. Sasha and her boyfriend who happens to be also my ex-girlfriend's brother Domenic are in my room and as soon as he sees me with Tessa in my arms his eyes go wide open.

Perfect!
Now he'll probably tell her somehow about what he saw and maybe she'll at least...duh. Fuck this! I don't care what she'll think but I hope she feels bad about it.

"Wow, we're sorry guys we didn't want to interrupt you." I say looking at them apologetically.

"We'll continue what we were doing in another room I say with a smirk while I put Tessa on the ground while I look into her eyes but before Sasha kicks us out Domenic says:

"No worries. We have to go home anyway.
Come on baby." He says before taking Sasha's hand and leaving the room closing the door behind them.

"I'm going to call a girl named Ivy. Are you up for a threesome?" I say in a loud voice making sure that Domenic hears what I said then I turn around looking at Tessa who has her head buried in her hands.

"Hey? Are you ok?" I ask walking towards her and placing a hand on her shoulder.

"No." She replies.

"Ermm...why?"

"He's my boss and he will probably fire me after seeing me here." She explains.

You've got to be kidding me. How can everyone in my life be related to her somehow?
Fuck!

"You know what? Let's just forget about all this. Okay? I don't think this is a good idea anymore." I reply as I lean in my bed.

"You can leave now. I want to be alone." I say to Tessa and she just looks at me for a few seconds then leaves my room closing the door behind her loudly.

"Tf!
Hey! Don't fucking slam my door that way." I yell at her but she probably didn't hear me so I chase her behind and the moment that we step outside my house she takes her phone and calls someone.

"I told you that he isn't doing anything illegal. Yeah, maybe he has done it before, which I'm sure, but now I don't think he is because I heard that he just broke up with his girlfriend.
Some of his friends on the other hand, I'm sure they're doing something but I'll keep an eye on them for further information." She says to someone then hangs up the phone.

What the heck?
"Hey! Who are you? Why are you here?" I yell as I walk in her direction then I grab her wrist but she immediately grabs my hand and puts it behind my back and slams me in one of the cars parked in front of my house.

"What the hell are you doing? Let go of me! " I a say trying to pry her grip off my hand but she doesn't give in so I try pulling myself away from her.
She's strong and she also knows that I'm a little bit drunk.

"You have to think twice before you decide to touch me without my permission, Mr. White." She says smiling as she lets go of me.

How does she even know who I am? I didn't even tell her my name or my surname.

"Who are you!? What are you doing here?" I ask her.

"Well, Mr. White... I'm one of those people who everyone like you likes to avoid." She says smirking at me as she puts her hands on hips.

"People like me?" I ask her confused.

"You know... bad guys." She answers simply.

"I don't have any idea what are you talking about." I say.

"Oh come on Mr. White. Don't play dumb with me. I know you that you're involved in illegal business." She says while laughing quietly and looking straight into my eyes.

Wait... what? Illegal, bad guys. This means only one thing.
"You're a cop?" I ask her.

"Yep. I'm Detective Beatrix Harris." She replies.

Damn. Is she's here to arrest me?
Fuck!

"Well... you've wasted your time detective because I'm no criminal.  I'm not even involved with any kind of business.
There's nothing illegal here." I say smiling.

"Really Mr. White, because the police files show that you are. You've been traveling around the world to transport «things» but you've never been caught.

"Things? What things?"

"I think you already know the answer." She replies smiling.

"Yes, I admit that I've traveled a lot but I don't remember that I've transported anything legal or illegal." I say trying to sound as conventional as I can.

"I'm talking about drugs Mr. White.
You're a drug dealer. A good one actually."

"I don't have anything to say about that." I reply simply.

"So you admit that you're a drug dealer." She says smirking at me.

"Nope. I didn't say that."

"But you didn't say no either."

"You see detective.
By saying that I'm not involved in any illegal activities I already told you that I'm innocent. So... I don't have anything to say about your false accusations."  I exclaim.

"We'll see about that Mr. White." She says angrily then turns around and walks away.

"Goodbye detective! Can't wait to see you again!" I say with a smirk and she just rolls her eyes.

"We'll see who's going to laugh after I put you and your friends behind the bars." She says.

"Well, until then detective maybe you're going to like me!" I shout from behind her.

"Keep dreaming!" She replies as she climbs inside her car and starts driving away.

Shit! Now I have to deal with a cop to and what did she mean by saying that the police files show that I'm not innocent.
Nah... don't worry about it Bryan. I think she was just bluffing but even if she was now I have to be super careful if I'm gonna continue doing this.

"Mr. White?" Someone says from behind my back distracting me from my thoughts.

"Harry? What are you doing here?" I ask my father's personal guard.

"Your father sent me here because he wants to see you." He says.

"Who? Because last time I checked I didn't have a father. So whoever that person you're saying is tell him that I don't care what he has to say." I reply as I turn around to walk inside.

"It has to do with your mother Mr. White!" Harry says.

"I don't care!" I reply still walking.

"She's sick! Very sick!" Harry says making me stop for a moment then I turn around and walk towards him grabbing him by his jacket.

"Is this another of his tricks trying to make me go home because if it is then I'll fucking burn that fucking house to the ground just so I can't never get back there?" I ask him angrily.

"I'm afraid this time your father is just trying to make sure your mother sees you and your sister before she dies." He says looking down and I slowly remove my hand from his jacket.

"For how long has she been sick? Did she go to the doctor?" I ask him in a low voice.

"She has been sick for a couple of months but because she hasn't showed any symptoms until a couple of weeks ago we didn't know that she was that sick." He explains.

"Symptoms of what?" I ask him?

"Your mother... she has stage 4 breast cancer." Harry says and for a moment I feel like someone hit me with a rock or something behind my head and everything around me starts spinning around and around making me feel like I'm going to throw up.

"Mr. White are you okay? Mr. White?" Harry says shaking me a little.

"Why... why didn't they tell me before?" I menage to ask.

"Your father wanted to but your mother didn't want to upset you so they thought they would tell you as soon as she starts to feel better but unfortunately things didn't go as they planned to." He explains.

"This is so messed up.
Fuck! This is so messed up!
Aghhhh...! Fuckkk!" I yell punching one of the car windows that was near me.

"Mr. White are you okay?" Harry asks.

"Am I okay? How can I fucking be okay when everything bad in this world happens to me!? Huh!? Tell me! How can I be okay!?" I asks him yelling as blood rushes down my knuckles.

"I need you to take me home Harry." I manage to say to him in a low voice after a few minutes.

"Sure Mr. White.
That's why I'm here." He replies then we both walk to his car.

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