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Why is he calling me after all this time?

I haven't seen or spoken with my old friends since Mia agreed to be my girlfriend.
I've been so busy trying to make an impression to her that I've forgotten about everything that surrounds us that hasn't to do with her.
Not that I give a flying fuck about that.

I don't miss my old life not even a little bit because most of the time I spent drunk, high, and partying with a new chick every night just so I can get my mind off of those fucking nightmares that torture me every night that I'm sober.
But now that I'm with her I feel like I don't have to be drunk or high to get my mind off.
She's the only person that understands what I feel and she makes me forget about my past and makes me want to be a better person so she can be happy. And if she's happy, I'm happy too.

"Yoo..." I say as soon as I open the phone when I see who's calling.

"Hey man, what's up? Where have you been all this time dude?"Blake asks with a playful yet serious tone.

"Sorry bro I've been busy with some... stuff." I reply not wanting him to know the real reason.

"What stuff?"

"You know, partying every night with some new chicks and other stuff.
You know how I am."

"Ohhhh! Now I get it." He says chuckling.
"Anyway, I just wanted to tell you to come over tonight."

"Why? Is there any problem?"

"Jed is here!"

"What? When did he get out of jail?" I ask him.

"I don't know bro, he just got here and he said he wanted to meet you."

"Ohhh.... okay then tell him I'll be there in an hour." I say as I hang up the phone.

...

After my conversation with Jed, I return home and see that Mia is still at school.
I grab a bottle of wine and start drinking until I finish it.
Then I start packing my bag and by the time I finish everything I hear the doorbell ringing and Liam goes to open it.

"Hey Bryan, I'm going outside see you later." Liam shouts from downstairs.

"Okay." I reply.

After a couple of seconds, she opens the bedroom door loudly looking at me angrily with her arms crossed.

«You have to do this Bryan.»

"What?" I ask her in the most simplest way.

"Where were you? I called you a hundred times and you didn't answer."

"I was busy."

"You were that busy that you didn't even have time to write me a simple text message to say that you were okay huhh?
Doing what?" She asks again but this time raising her voice a little.

"Duhh... Can you please lower your voice a little if there isn't any problem?
My head is killing me." I ask her as I lay down in the bed.
She comes closer to the bed and grabs the wine bottle from the ground.

"Have you been drinking?"

"Ermm...Yes."

"Why? The doctor said that you can't drink alcohol until you finish your medicines."

"Who gives a fuck about what doctor says. I do whatever the hell I want every time I want. Now stop asking me so many fucking damn questions." I say raising my voice.
For a moment I see pain cover all of her face and tears falling from her eyes as she walks away from me to go to the bathroom.

After a few minutes, she returns inside with a red thong in her hands.

"What is this?" She asks with a sobbing voice.

"Why are you crying now?" I ask her as I get up from the bed.

"I'm not crying." She shouts.
"Just answer the damn fucking question now.
Who was here before me that left these things here and has used my hairbrush?"

"No one." I reply simply and she huffs.

"Why are you fucking lying to me.
This thong isn't mine and I don't have blonde hair." I don't say anything to her, I just watch this usually sweet girl around me that now because of me it's completely disappeared and replaced with an angry and wild woman that looks like she wants to tear me apart."

"Who is she?" She asks again with a serious tone.

"I..."

"Omg it was Ivy wasn't it?" She says chuckling.

"What...?"

"Of course she was.
After all, she was your ex-hot girlfriend.
What else was I expecting from you after all things you put me through."

"Mia... She's not my ex."

"Ohh I forgot she's your whore." She says rolling her eyes.
I open my mouth to speak but she raises her hand to stop me.

"Enough! I don't want to hear the details. This is too much even for a person like me.

...I really thought that you loved me or at least liked me as much as I do but I guess I was too blind to see the truth."
"Hhhh... after all who wants to be with a fucked up person like me.
You're a player and I was just a new toy that you wanted to try." She says in low voice trying to smile.
I just stare at her unable to form a single word.

"Aghh... Fuck this!"
I rush toward her slamming my parted lips with hers kissing her with hunger but then I realize that this is a mistake and I try to stop myself by pulling away from her but she pulls me closer kissing me back. Once, twice, until I realize that I'll never have enough of her.
I have never wanted anyone or anything in my entire life like I want and need her, before.
Ever.

She's the world to me and I love her with everything I have.
She makes me happy and sad at the same time and she's everything that I've always wanted and everything that I'll always want and need to feel complete but now I can't have it.

For a moment we are kissing like crazy in a dangerous speed like our lives depend on it. Her sweet tongue slips inside my mouth, gently but demanding, and it's nothing I've ever experienced before with someone else, and I suddenly understand every quote I've read in our favorite books, why people describe kissing as melting. Because right now I can actually feel it as every square inch of my body dissolving into hers taking every bad thought and every bad feeling far, far away from me.

Her little fingers tug my hair gently, pulling me closer and closer until my body is all pressed on hers making my veins throb in my ears and my heart feels like it's going to explode.
She rushes to remove my black shirt without breaking our kiss then hers as she pushes me toward the bed slowly until she's on top of me.
The weight of her body on top of mine feels so fucking right and so damn wrong at the same time but my heart doesn't want me to stop even though my brain says otherwise.

Her hands are now everywhere, touching every part, every inch of my exposed chest exploring my well-formed abs, and it doesn't matter that her mouth is already on top of mine, I want to feel her now, all of her closer and closer and her body tells me she wants this to happen as much I do."

«Enough with teasing and games!»

( 2 hours later )

I wake up by a loud noise of a braked glass.
When I open my eyes I see Mia all dressed and with her bag on her hands.

"Where are you going?" I ask her with a sleepy voice.

"That's not your concern anymore." She replies with a cold voice.

"Of course it..." I begin to say but I don't.
I just stare at her.

"Ohh... so you have decided to leave too." She says as soon as she sees my prepared bag behind the bedroom door.
"That's nice. I mean you as my beloved ex-boyfriend didn't even want to tell me huhh?"

"I..."

"Don't worry you don't have to explain anything to your ex-girlfriend.
I get it. You wanted to break up but there's no need for that because now I've realized that there was never something serious between us.
Soo, you are free to get the fuck out of my life." She says as she opens the door and steps out of my room.

"You can stay here if you want?
It's dark outside!" I shout behind her.

"Yeah right.
From now on Bryan, I don't want to see your disgusting face anyone and I don't want to hear anything that has to do with you." She shouts back chuckling as she slams the front door walking outside my house.
I just stare at her from the window as she walks away and for a moment she stops and then falls on her knees crying heavily.
I rush toward the door to help her but when I open the door I stop.

-You can't do this Bryan. What are you going to say to her if you go there?
As I'm about to close the door I hear her saying something as she still cries and laughs at the same time.

"You just had to do this huh, you of all people? Collecting my already one hundred pieces broken heart and for what? Just so you can break it again but this time into million pieces.
Are you happy now?
Answer to me!!
Are you fucking happy now!?" She asks as she manages to get up.

I don't say anything to her because I don't know what. I just close the door on her face leaving her outside but I soon as I do I fall on the ground crying heavily but I manage to put my hands on my mouth so she doesn't hear me.
"I'm so sorry baby." I say in a low voice still crying.

"I will never forget this Bryan!
And one last thing, I guess I was wrong when I said that you'll be alone for the rest of your life because now I realized that we will both be alone for the rest of our lives. After all, no one will ever love us. We don't deserve that!" She shouts from outside then walks away.

"Believe me baby I'll never forget this thing too."

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Hey guys 🥺 how was the update.
This part was so hard to write it because for me it has so many emotions involved 🥺.
Why was Bryan acting like that?
And I also tried to write a love scene because it's not that I like writing smut😅 sorry and I hope you like it.♥️
Can't wait to update again 🥺and don't forget to vote and comment.
Xoxo.