•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~
Song for this chapter: Arash & Helena- Broken Angel (slowed)
•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~

This book is a work of authors imagination.
No parts of these publications may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the publisher.

꧁~𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒𝑑~꧂

—> After Everything trailer <—

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

Hope you enjoy the story 😊 "Idiazel "
(This chapter is also a prologue)

"He walked into my heart like he always belonged there, then he took down my walls and lit my soul on fire and I finally founded a natural drug for my panic, anxiety and anger."

20 August 2019

It's 7 am in the morning when I hear my mom calling me from the kitchen to wake up. I open my eyes and grab my phone to see what is my schedule for today.

First I have to go to the library and get some new books to read then I have dancing practice at 12 o'clock.
That's all for today I guess but maybe Emma would like to go swimming at the beach like we used to before James ruined everything.

While I'm thinking about which beach should we go mom comes into my room with one breath.
I jump out of my bed terrified with my mum's facial expression and I ask her in a shaky voice.

"Mom, what happened?
Is everything okay?" Her hands began to shake and her eyes filled with tears.

"Your sister... " she manages to say.
"Your sister is on the roof."

"Whatt? Noo not again! I thought she wasn't going to do this thing ever again because she promised me."
And before she says another word I get out of my room running as fast as I can thinking only how to reach Emma as soon as possible.
By the time that I'm on the roof, I see Emma staying in the corner of the roof with her eyes closed and hands in the air.

"Emma, what are you doing?" I say with a low voice.

"Why don't you come here so we can talk? You promised me that you will never do this thing again."

"Yeah I'm sorry Mia that I can't keep my promise but I can't do this anymore." She says with a sobbing voice and her eyes full of tears.

"I mean why should I?"
Soo everyone would mock me and keep saying things behind my back. Things like: -She's the girl who was left alone on her wedding day. "

"Don't listen to them Emma, it's not your fault that James was an asshole. "

"Yes, it is.
I believed him too much. And even that I'm older than you everyone says she's Mia's sister, and they're right I'm your fucked up older sister. You don't deserve me Mia, you deserve a better sister than me.

"No no no, don't say that, you're wrong.
You are the best sister in the world Emma and I can't live without you.
Please Emma don't leave me."

"I'm so sorry Mia but you have to let me go
I can't live with this thing anymore Lil sis, it's too much."
I really didn't want to see you at this moment but since you're here I'm going to say something to you and then you have to go."

"No no I'm not going anywhere without you Emma." I say with my eyes full of tears.

"Please Mia, let me finish because I want to tell you something and then go inside.
I don't want you to see me like this."
-Mia, you're such a great and talented person. You're a great student, a great daughter for our family and I'm so proud of you. I will always love you don't forget that.
Take care of our family Lil sis.
Goodbye Mia. "

"Noooo! Emmaa waitt !!" I scream.
I want to go to her but my legs can't hold my weight and I fall.
Mom and Dad run to stop Emma but without success, they fall on the ground too, screaming and crying at the same time.

For one moment everything around me stops moving. Air seems to be running out and I  barely can breathe.