tendrils of fear cuffs my arms in twined circlets

binding itself to the merchant of melancholic misery,

such divine jewelry i wear.

his hands are all over me

aspects i have forgotten belonged to me

fingers tainting me in their darken glory,

a single touch and his poison veins under my skin.

i drew out the blood away from life line earlier,

from under my nails, from under my throat

crimson hues glazing in their atrocities.

oh i can feel it pulsing through me

so hollow, so free, so confined

as the poison liquifies emotions into hallucinations

and simmers in circulation over my numb body.

he siphoned the color of my eyes too,

those lovely dark coffee eyes i adored,

its a hollow cave now as you see,

waiting to be filled by his onyx crystals

not shining no but dull like my dead soul.

numbness kisses my lips and leaves me parched of more

he is taking every existential force that is to be taken

im too drunk on this lightness,

eyes filled with darkness light,

veins filled hallucinating concoctions with fear circlets

while he knocks me to another ground unknown.

theres no way he is letting me go, oh no

his path is fixed and i am a newborn bird

waiting to be told what to do and where to go.

but, im lost baby. im so lost for you to find me and never lose my path from where he is dragging me.

-darkness has made me his mistress alas

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