THIRTY-EIGHT
A.N; the beginning of this chapter is inspired by the tv show, friends.
savannah's pov
my last day at work finally came to an end. once i said bye to johnson, i went to find sammy and nate and also gave them my best heartfelt words without crying a total river.
then with lauren, i told her that i'd say goodbye to her at home and separately because in my opinion, a forty five minute break isn't long enough for me to say everything that i want to.
later that day, i drove home and rummaged through my bag for my door keys. once i finally got a hold of them, i twisted them inside the key hole.
i was completely exhausted from the amount of tears i shed today, that i just wanted to finish packing and relax. but once the door opened, someone's foot quickly prevented me from closing it.
i looked up and jack stood there, "we need to talk" he told me.
i gulped slightly, before slowly letting go of the door to let him follow me inside.
i settled my bag and keys on the living room couch, then tied my hair up into a high ponytail. i started moving a few boxes around and added more things into them, as i could feel jack's eyes piercing through me from the other side of the room.
"why didn't you say goodbye to me, today?" he questioned and i sighed deeply, while trying my best to focus on organising my things.
"well?!" jack spoke even louder and i immediately placed down the vase that i was about to pack.
"jack, i really don't—..." i took a deep breathe while still facing away from him. "i just can't do this right now".
"but you leave in two days - i had to watch you say goodbye to everyone but me" he frustratedly explained. "so is this how it is now? between us? i just mean complete shit to you?".
i whipped around to face him, "no, jack! i actually didn't say goodbye to you, because you mean much more to me than everyone else!".
once i took in how loudly i spoke, i pushed my hair back and tried my best to stay calm.
"you know what i don't get? as soon as they told me that the job was in london, the first thing that popped into my mind was: how am i going to tell jack? not even dylan or lauren, but you" i admitted with my finger pointed at him.
"now today, i couldn't even pick up the courage to walk into your office and say goodbye, and since then i've been questioning whether i'm actually over you or not," i explained. "...i mean, i even had a moment where i questioned if i even want to go to london now".
"...then don't" jack quietly began and i gazed up at him, as he came closer to hold my hand. "don't go to london with dylan...please. i am so in love with you and every time i look at you, i just find more reasons to".
i blinked once and a tear shed down my cheek, so i quickly released from his hold and wiped my eyes.
"i don't think you actually understand how hard it is to see you walk around and be happy with a guy that i completely despise!" he yelled again and i took the chance to look at him directly in the eyes - and for the first time ever, they were tearing up.
jack paused and pulled his hands down his face, "you're the love of my life, savannah, and i guess i just thought that i was—".
before he could say another word, i grabbed his face between my hands and pressed my lips to his.
besides being mesmerised by how soft his lips were, i could tell that my actions came as a surprise because of how tense he was, so i slowly pulled away and reopened my eyes.
he blinked at me a few times, so i took a tiny step back, "i-i'm sorry. that-that was crazy, i shouldn't—"
jack gave me no time to explain myself and harshly attached his lips onto to mine. this time, he was more relaxed and slipped his hand around my waist, as the other gently caressed my face.
our lips hastily moved in sync and all the heat and excitement that we've always had together came rushing back, so i wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer.
jack swiped his tongue against my closed lips and i willingly opened my mouth slightly. my fingers travelled down to the hem of his shirt and immediately pulled the fabric off of his body. from the split second that our kiss was detached, i instantly noticed that his torso was much toned from the last time i saw it.
but before i could take another look, jack hungrily reattached the kiss and travelled his hands to my lower back to pull on the zip of my skirt.
i let the clothing fall to my feet, before he grabbed onto my thighs and i instinctively jumped into his arms. i wrapped my legs around his waist and he pressed his lips onto the space between my neck and shoulder. his hot breath helplessly caused me to melt at his touch - light moans escaped my lips and i pulled his neck closer for more, though he suddenly put a stop to the sensation to carry me to my room.
as soon as jack shut the door with his foot, he immediately launched me onto the bed and attacked my lips furiously. without warning, his tongue slipped back into my mouth and i steadily kissed him back, while attempting to keep up with his fast pace.
jack pulled away after a few seconds to catch his breath and hovered above me with dark, and lustful eyes, "ever since you wore that dress the other night, i've been aching to touch you".
"then shut up and do it".
he cocked his brow at my eagerness, then lifted my shirt over my head to carelessly throw it to the side. his lips migrated to my neck and sucked roughly at my delicate skin, but he soon remembered my sweet spot and caused a loud moan to elicit from my mouth.
his hand reached downward between my thighs and rubbed my heat rapidly over my thin panties. my breathing became uneven as jack added more pressure and ran his tongue over the sore hickeys on my neck.
our lips eventually collapsed back together and he sucked roughly on my bottom lip, before slowly pulling out towards him. his eyes eventually flickered up to meet mine and his lips curved into a smirk, when he noticed how breathless i currently was.
but i let out a small moan, when his mouth worked its way downwards, placing chaste kisses along my collarbones and further.
jack's hand crept underneath my back and i arched my body in response to let him unlatch my laced bra. i slipped it off my shoulders and he tossed it across the room.
his eyes widened cheekily at the sight of my exposed torso, that he immediately dipped his head down to take a nipple between his lips, while his other hand occupied the other.
constant moans slipped from my mouth and a pool of arousal seeped through my panties as his hand rubbed teasingly over the light fabric.
"j-jack," i impatiently groaned and to my surprise, i felt the barrier between his touch and my heat disappear as he slid his finger across my slit.
without warning, he plunged two fingers inside me; a trail of moans and profanities slipped out of my mouth as he sped up his pace, then came down to my ear to bring my earlobe between his lips.
his breath caused chills to spark down my spine and his fingers quickened in pace - only making my moans louder and my walls to clench around his fingers.
"jack, y-you're gonna make me—" my words caused his eyes to fixate on my face, as his fingers went deeper.
but i locked my eyes shut, just as i felt myself teetering to the edge.
"baby, keep your eyes open" he whispered and i responded to his demanded, releasing a loud moan of jack's name.
i shuddered beneath him, trying my best to do as he obeyed. but the intensity of the orgasm encompassed my body so much, that my eyes fluttered shut.
i heard him groan as he pulled his fingers out of me. i opened my eyes and watched him take them into his mouth, and carefully lick up every drop.
"you taste so fucking good" he spoke, before softly pressing his lips onto mine.
i could feel jack's bulge poking desperately against my thigh, so i slowly began to sit up with my hand pushing against his chest. i gestured for him to turn over, so that he was now sat comfortably against the headboard and i was in between his legs.
i never allowed my eyes to leave his, as i began to palm him through his pants. i popped open the restricting button of his jeans and unzipped the denim fabric.
i hastily pulled his pants and briefs down his legs, then completely off, when he lifted his hips. his length sprung up and i grabbed it in my hands to start pumping slowly, and also maintain eye contact with him through the entire process.
i watched his mouth form into an O-shape as his eyes gazed directly at mine. i immediately took half him into my mouth and used my hand to cover the areas that i couldn't reach.
jack threw his head back and let out a loud groan, "h-holy shit, i forget how good you were at this".
i continued to bob my head up and down, and he began to buck his hips forward.
the room instantly filled with the sounds of jack's harsh groans and grunts of utter pleasure. but he eventually pushed my shoulder back as i began to feel him twitch slightly.
"w-wait...wait, not yet" he told, his breathing was uneven as he patted his lap invitingly. "i want to do it properly".
following his words, i willingly climbed onto him and straddled his waist as he cupped my face in his hands and forcefully kissed my lips.
one hand soon left my face and rubbed up and down my side, before jack suddenly flipped me over and hovered on top of me again. my eyes were wide at the hasty action, but he instantly reached over to the bedside draw to quickly take out a condom.
the way he slammed the draw shut and ripped open the paper seal, showed how desperately he didn't want to waste time. so as soon as he slid on the protection, he guided himself to my entrance, studied my expression and slowly entered me.
i let out a moan of pleasure as he sunk down and allowed his entire length to fill me with his eyes staying levelled with mine. he thrusted in and out slowly; deafening groans spilled from his lips as he gently intertwined our fingers and held our hands above my head.
i suddenly couldn't help the moans and profanities that escaped my mouth, as the pace began to increase.
"f-fuck," i cried over the creaking bed beneath us.
jack attempted to suppress his groans, as he had his head buried into my chest. my legs trembled as a knot grew at the pit of my stomach, and with a final harsh thrust, the impact crashed over me. i cried out jack's name in ecstasy and he soon heaved into my neck, as he came undone too.
as we both helplessly inhaled and exhaled to regain our normal breathing, jack placed a sloppy kiss on my jaw, then another on my cheek until he had bought his head back up and gazed into my eyes.
my chest continued to rise up and down and he used one hand to move the sweaty strands of hair out of my face, as i mesmerisingly stared at his dilating pupils.
"i love you," he spoke in between breaths. "...so much".
i took in his words as he ran his tongue over his bottom lip. i smiled lightly and lifted my hand to stroke his cheek, feeling his stubble scratching against my hand.
"i know," i began. "and i–".
out of nowhere, i heard a familiar voice coming from the hallway.
"savannah, babe, are you here?...the door was left open?".
it was dylan.
jack and i quickly exchanged looks, before he rolled off me and pulled his briefs back on. i wrapped the white bed sheet around my naked body, as i searched for my underwear and tried to think of a simple explanation.
but it was no use - the door suddenly opened and dylan stood in the doorway. his eyes first widened then he angrily furrowed his brows. he glanced at me holding the sheets around my body, then at jack standing in just his briefs and eventually back at me.
"savannah, are you fucking kidding me?" he lashed out and i slightly jumped at the anger in his voice.
"dylan, it's not—".
"you," he pointed directly at jack and charged towards him. "what did i tell you about staying away from my girlfriend?!" he yelled as he forcefully pushed jack back onto the bed.
"dude, get the hell off me!" jack sprung back up and pushed him back, but dylan's hand instantly curled into a fist and he began raised it, though i quickly climbed across the bed to come in between them.
"dylan, don't! okay, both of you, just stop!" i demanded as they breathlessly, and aggressively stared each other down.
"okay, dylan, just let me explain" i quietly began, but he shook his head and stormed out of the room.
"dylan, wait, please" i begged, before i heard the front door slam shut.
i continued to hold the bed sheet around me as i tried to leave the bedroom, but jack suddenly pulled me back by my arm.
"why are you going after him?" he sternly questioned.
"because—".
"because what?" he spat.
"because he at least deserves an explanation" i answered and yanked myself out of his hold, so that i could find my underwear and clothes, and go after dylan.
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this chapter was pretty long and i suck at writing smut, but do you guys think that savannah will finally end things with dylan for jack or nah?
pls vote, comment and share. ❤️
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