𝚂𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚊 𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚡

Fyi i hate max but i didnt realize how this story was gonna turn out when i started writing but i love it and to lazy to change max to someone else

"i never loved you" he said i nod as my eyes tear up "cant beleive i was so fucking stuoid to think someone finally did" i shrug looking at him he looked apoligetic "and if your saying this cause of a battle you have with someone i can handle myself perfectly fine so since you dont love me and never have" i start and walked backwards a little "dont try to come back into my life if im finally ok" i weakly smile and turn towards the exit

𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟

My heart broke as i said those words and as she said what she said i love her more than i ever thought i could love but it really was for the best right now in the business were up against a dangerous gang not as dangerous as us but if they knew i had a weakness theyd take it away from me

She had walked through the door i just kept staring at it knowing she wasnt gonna come back but i wish she could

𝚈/𝚗𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟

"hes an ass anyways" kaylyn my bestfriend says driving me home "i dont even care" i lie shrugging she looked at me as if she were gonna say somthing but we got to my house "bye" i say quietly and get out walking in

After i shut the door i locked it and walked towards the stairs but as i passed the living room i noticed some people in my house i look at them as they looked at me "hello y/n" one of them say i go to run up the stairs but instead someone was blocking the staircase "lets talk shall we" the same guy says as the one behind me grabs bkth my arms pinning them behind my back i struggle as i try to get out of the hold

𝚂𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
Two days later

"we have to find her" i yell "figure out where she is" i give everyone a warning glance and they scram off i was worried this would happen y/ns missing

𝚈/𝚗𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟

"you wouldnt have any of these cuts bruises or blood on your beautiful body if you just told us whwre he is or secret imformation" the guy whos name i learned to be max says holding my face "so are you ready to tell us anything" he asks the pain was obvious in my eyes but im not saying anything "no" my words were barely audiable and i shake my head a little he sighs and puts his head down letting it hang for a second

My arms hurt so much too considering there being held above my head with my feet barely on the floor i felt as he moved his hands down my sides all the way to my waist my attention was so focused on that i didnt even realized he had a needle in his hand till he stabbed it in my arm "w- what are you gonna do" i ask scared "dont worry" he put a finger over his mouth as i felt myself slowly get dizzy

Now basically all my weight which wadnt much was on max he was holding me up leading me somewhere i felt so weak i could barely move "you have to know i dont like hurting you" he says as we arrive in a room he softly set me down on a bed "the thing is ive always loved you y/n im in love with you" he looked in my eyes saying it i was confused ive never seen him in my life "i know you dont know me well but i know everything about you" he carresed my cheek "bu-" i stop and looking away "one day i saw you and knew i wanted you to myself ive never felt that way about anyone else" well atleast i know im a chick magnet to mafia men "but he got you first" he looked a bit madder talking about santana

im literally in my house all the time howd this man know i exsisted (mood)

"ok but if you love me..." i start but stop trying to think of what to say as he looks at me "im tired" i change the subject "yea you should get some rest" he had a small smile helping me under the covers "just hollar when you wake up or something" he nodded and started walking towards the door i knew it was wrong for what i was about to ask him but i need someone right now just to comfort me "wait..." he looked at me "can you stay" i say awkwardly jesus y/n get yourself together this isnt jim carrey or anything (idk tbh) i saw a small smile form on his lips he was obviously trying to hide it but i didnt say anything "sure yea of course" he nods and stands there i look at him waiting for him to get in the bed "are you gonna get in the bed" i question "oh im suppo- yea sorry of course" i dont think he was joking when he said hes never loved anyone

I place my head on his chest it was like he put on a tough act to cover the fact hes a bit broken (OMG GUYS HES BROCKEN💔😭🥺)

𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚜 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛

I know it sounds wrong but me and max grew a relationship and not just as friends but like... A actual lover relationship im over santana i barely think of him now if he truely loved me he wouldve cared i gone missing

"hey baby" i smile jumping on maxs back "hey love" he chuckles "you doing ok" he asks i nod on his shoulder looking at whats hes doing but he hid it "hmmm is someone hiding something" i tease "mmmm youll see it later so technically its not hiding its just a suprise" he backed up to the counter behind us and set me down on it before turning to me "im doing this relationship thing correct right?" he asked sometimes he needed reassurance i smile and nod "better than most the guys who had dated people before me" i pull him closer by wrapping my arms around his neck "so much better" i kissed him between each word he smiled confidently "how bout the sex" he joked and we busted out laughing once we finally caught our breath we made eye contact and it seem like time had stopped i loved this man but of course the anxiety tells me not to say it just incase he rejects it even though he tells me he loves me all the time "i love you" he says i smile "i love you too" i say for the first time he loomed so happy and excited i said it but he also tried to stay calm "let it out" i say and he jumps around excited like a kid but the happiness had to be paused due to a loud noise in the living room

"stay here" max says grabbing his gun and walking out "fuck no" i say to myself and grab a knife walking towards the living room myself when i reach maxes side he looks at me "i told you to stay back" he whispers "when do i listen" i say being honest as we reach the living room prepared "y/n" i was frozen in shock

"santana" i was confused max put me more behind him seeing santana had a gun too "oh fuck off dick i wouldnt hurt her" santana says "you on the other hand" he started get closer "wait" i got infront of max santana stopped "what" he questioned "you cant hurt him" i say "why not ke kidnapped you and youve been trapped here since" santana raised his voice "i wasnt kidnapped" i lie but i choose to stay so it might as well be true "what" he looked confused "yes you were" he says "no i wasnt i came voluntarley right max" i step over a bit and looked up at max he looked at me and nodded "yea" "bullshit hes making you say this" santana says raising his gun "santana if you shoot him ill hate you forever" i yell he looked at me shocked

"wait..." he stopped for a second and looked at me then max then me "you two are..." he looked hurt "how could you do this to me" he yelled "watch it" max tried to step up protectivly but i held him back as best as i could "you left me remember not the other way around" i yell when i look back at santana "i did it to keep you safe which didnt work" he yelled "i am safe here" i yell (what a suprise bet yall didnt except y/n to yell 😭) "no your not" he said angry "yes i am" i stepped closer "really then what are those" he pointed at my arm with some cuts "ive had these" technically i wasnt lieing they were from when max first kidnapped me but since that one day he hasnt layed a finger on me to harm me santana stepped forward too right after that i felt max behind me "i suggest you leave" max says santana looks at me i dont say anything "ok" he nods backing away "ill be back for you y/n you know you still love me" he says before storming out the door

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