The next morning the raizadas immersed the ashes and prayed for their beloved nani's peace. After the ceremony arnav got back in his room and took a shower. Khushi also entered the room with arun and started to give him his milk. After arnav finished his shower he got out of the washroom with only trousers on and a towel around his shoulders drying his hair. He looked at khushi who fell alseep with arun in their bed. He smiled at her snd layed arun in his little bed. He layed a blanket over khushi and let her sleep as he knew that she was tired too. He weared a pullover and got out of the room to see the others. When he arrived at the living room he saw his di there with aryan and radha.

„Di?" asked arnav loud enough for her to hear him.

„Chotte.." she walked to him and hugged him tight. They both started crying again. But arnav was the one who wanted to stop first.

„Di bas..stop crying."

„How could i stop crying chotte? Nani was like a mother to us..and now.."

„And now we're parents ourselves." said arnav and made her stop crying.

„We should start being the parents for our kids we wish we could have had in our lives. Theek hain?"

Di nodded and wipped away her tears. Aryan hugged arnav too telling him that he felt sorry for his lost. In their bedroom khushi opened her eyes slowly from her sleep. She looked around and saw that it was 3 pm in the afrternoon. She slept for 2 houres.

„Haye devi mayya! How could i sleep 2 houres?! Naniji..i'm sorry, but..you know how i am right?"

Right then arnav entered the room and saw his crazy wife talking to herslef. She looked at him and stood up.

„Arnav ji! I'm sorry that i fell asleep. I really am sorry, where are the others? Should i.."

„Shhhh.." said arnav and put his index finger on her lips.

„You don't have to do anything. Next week some old relatives will come to visit us."

„I'm sorry arnav ji, i don't know how.."

„I know how. You fell asleep because you were tired. It's okey khushi, don't feel bad."

„But i'm feeling bad.."

Arnav smiled a little and hugged her.

„You don't have to."

It was night now. Arnav and khushi were sleeping in their bed, well only arnav. Khuhsi on the other side just looked at his face. That was the first time since nani's death that arnav could sleep peacefully. As khushi was in her deep thought arnav just took her right hand in his and layed his cheek on it.

Khushi smiled and layed on her right arm so that their faces were only inches apart. She looked at his noseand kissed it.

„I always wanted to do that." whispered khushi and hugged him.

„You're even more handsome at night, my laad governer." whispered khushi and closed her eyes.

Right then arnav opened his eyes and smriked. Heclosed them again hugging her tighter.

„Pagal." he whispered.

Khushi's eyes got big. She wanted to break the hug but arnav held her tight.

„Arnav ji! App!"

„Shh!" whispered arnav.

„Arun is sleeping." whispered arnav.

„Ao you heared everything i said?" asked khushi.

„Only the part where you said that i look sexier at night." said arnav smiled.

Khsuhi's mouth formed a perfect O and she gave arnav a soft slap on his cheek. Arnav's smile flew away and his mouth also formed a perfect O. But he wouldn't be arnv singh raizada if he wouldn't give her his well known ASR Face.

„Tumhari himat kaise hui, khushi kumari gupta?" asked arnav faking an anger and layed above her holding both her waists.

„Haq hai mera, arnav singh raizada." said khushi and chuckled.

Arnav just smiled at her and kissed her forehead.

„I missed this." said arnav.

„Me too.." said khushi and ran her hand through his hair.

„It's just..after nani's death..i'm.."

„Arnav ji, it's okey! I understand, i feel the same."

„No khushi. I lost both my mothers now.." said arnav and had tears in his eyes.

Khushi did too and cupped his face.

„I'm so happy that i have you." said arnav and hugged her tight. Khushi closed her eyes and hugged him back kissing his shoulder. Arnav broke the hug and layed on his left arm. Khushi wipped away his tears and gave him a small smile.

„My mom would have been really happy with you." said arnav.

„Sach?"

Arnav just nodded.

„I wish i could have known ratna maa.." said khushi laying on her back.

Arnav looked at her and layed on his elbow.

„What did you say? Ratna maa?"

Khushi sat up and looked at him worried.

„Haan..kyun? I'm sorry arnav ji, i just thought that i can call her ratna maa.."

„No, no khushi it's okey. I'm not angry. But it just makes me happy to hear that." said arnav.

Khushi smiled and kissed his cheek.

„I love you arnav ji."

Arnav smiled and layed back again on her kissing her forehead again.

„I love you too." he said and leaned in to give her a kiss on her lips but then..

Arun started crying.

„Arun needs something.." whispered khushi.

„Just one minute." whispered arnav back.

But he couldn't get his kiss. Khushi just pushed him off of her and went to her son.

„Don't worry, mommy is here." said khushi and took arun in her arms.

„Haan, dad too." said arnav who stood behind khushi and kissed arun's little hand.

„Yes, but mommy was faster." said khushi and kissed arun's arm.

„Of course you were faster, you kicked me out of the bed."

Khushi just giggled and looked at her son.

„Look at my son arnav ji, he's so handsome. He's going to drive the girls crazy." said khushi.

„Of course he will, he's also my son." said arnav and took him in his arms.

„That's so unfair arnav ji! All three kids look like you. Ayaan, muskaan and now even arun. They all have your eye colour, hair colour, lips, nose.."

„Haan i know. But we can change that." said arnav and handed her arun.

„I won't give my kids botox." said khuhi laying arun back in his little bed.

„No khushi.." said arnav and hugged her from behind laying his chin on her shoulder.

„Let's just have another baby."

„What?"

„Haan. That's not a problem right?"

„Another baby?"

„Yes, the fourth kid of our choti si duniya." said arnav and kissed her cheek.

„But arnav ji.." started khushi.

„Trust me khushi, it would make me really happy.." said arnav and started kissing her neck.

Khushi broke the hug.

„I can't arnav ji.." said khushi and layed on the bed.

„Kya? What do you mean you can't?" asked arnav.

„I can get pregnant..but..four kids?"

„What's the problem?"

„Arnav ji, our eldest son is 13 and our youngest is 4 months old. We have two boys and one girl. Isn't that enough for you? I love them more than my life arnav ji. I just think that..starting a new baby now would only get complicated.."

Arnav was sad about her decision. He looked at her and nodded.

„Okey, you're right." said arnav and layed on his back. Khushi knew he was upset. She layed her head on his chest and hugged him tight.