Arnav's little family came back from dinner and the kids went to bed. Arnav and khushi went to their room and layed on their bed. Khushi layed her head on his chest and hugged him.

„I love you Arnavji."

Arnav smiled and kissedher head.

„I love you too Khushi."

NEXT MORNING

Arnav and khushi were the first who ggot up in the morning. Arnav had his black coffee and khushi just chatted with him. Suddenly the door bell rang. Arnav and khushi looked at the door.

„I'll open it." said khushi and walked to the door.

„Aryan! Hi."

Arnav turned his head and looked at them. Aryan smiled at khushi.

„Hi khushi ji."

„Come in."

„Thank you."

He entered the house and saw arnav. Arnav stood up to greet him.

„Good morning arnav." said aryan and hugged him.

„Morning." said arnav serious.

„What are you doing here?" asked arnav.

Aryan's smile flew away, he saw that arnav was angry.

„Ehh..i wanted to go out with radha and anjali."

„And when did you ask me ?"

„Excuse me?"

„You're not married to di. So remember, everytime you want to go out with her, you both have to tell me."

„Arnav ji.." said khushi to tell him that he should stop.

„Eh, aryan. Di isn't ready yet. Do you want to drink something or.."

„Koi zaroorat nahi, aryan has to leave."

„What?" asked aryan.

„Arnav ji, what are you saying? What's wrong with you?"

„SHUT UP!" yelled arnav at khushi.

Khushi got afraid of his sudden yell and just looked down.

„Arnav..what's wrong? Why are you yelling at khushi ji?"

„That's non of your business, how i talk to my wife. Understood?"

„But arnav why are you so.."

„I know your truth aryan, if that's even your right name."

Aryan had a bad feeling in his tummy now, how did he get to know? But he had to tell him that he really fell in love with anjali and this family.

„What truth?" asked khushi.

Arnav still looked at aryan and said:

„Aryan is a liar, i don't know what or why you're doing but i just want you to stop and leave my house."

„But arnav.."

„No actually, i want to hear who you actually are and for what reason you came here. Tell us."

„You're right..i'm a liar. I worked for shyam and shivaay."

Khujsi got shocked and looked at arnav.

„Out." said arnav cold.

„But arnav listen to me please."

„Out."

„No, arnav please i.."

„I SAID GET OUT!"

„Arnav ji, he wants to tell us something. Let him explain."

„Khushi, i think it's the best if you leave us alone."

Khushi gave arnav a sad face and he just looked at her with an angry face.

„Arnav, poease listen to what i'm saying. I worked for them, they told me i should get married to your sister and then.." aryan himself felt disgust by the plan.

„What?" asked arnav.

„Arnav..they, they wanted me to just use your sister to fill my desires..and then just run away with the money..but."

„You wanted to just use my sister to warm your bed?!"

„No i would never do that arnav! Trust me!"

Arnav punched him till aryan's underlip and eye started bleading."

„Arnav ji stop! What are you doing?" khushi tried to stop him but arnav just continued.

„Arnav ji stop it! The kids could see that."

Arnav stopped and looked at aryan's face. His handsome face was ruined by arnav's anger. Aryan stood up slowly.

„I'm not angry, it's your right to punch me."

Arnav and khushi just looked at him.

„I would have never done that to anjali, because i really fell in love with her. And this family. The first time i stepped into this house and got to know you all a little, i just felt as if i found the last piece of the puzzle. I wanted to go out with anjali todey, but not for drinking coffee and small talk or something. I wanted to tell her the truth, i wanted to tell her that her ex-husband send me to destroy her life. And i wanted to tell her, that i would never ever have done that."

„Aryan?"

They all looked from where the voice came and saw anjali standing at the stairs. Aryan walked to her and she did too. They both met each other, anjali had tears in her eyes. Aryan wanted to hold her hand but she just slapped him.

„How could you? HOW COULD YOU PLAY WITH MY HEART LIKE THAT? WHY DID YOU DO THAT? YOU WERE READY TO.."

„No! Anjali really..i would have never done that! And you know that too. I really love you and radha, even if she's not my child i love her as if she's mine. I'm really sorry that i got stupid and worked for those guys, but i told them that i won't work for them anymore. I want to start a new life with you and radha. Please anjali." aryan held her hands.

„I love you." he said looking into her eyes.

„Chotte.."

„Haan di?"

„I don't want to see him anymore, please take him out."

„Anjali? No, please."

Arnav wanted to throw him out but aryan freed him self and fell on his knees infront of anjali.

„I beg you, please don't ruin my life. You don't even know how much i love this family. I can't even think of a life without you. Anjali please don't leave me..please."

„Chotte.."

Arnav held his arm again and threw him out of the house. Anjali started crying and khushi walked to her to calm her down.

„Di, all okey?"

„Khushi ji..why am i not allowed to live happy?"

„Di, you have to think again about it. Go and take a rest."

„Khushi! After you bring di to her room, i want to meet you in our room."

„Theek hain."

ARSHI ROOM

Arnav was waiting for khushi and walked around the room like a crazy man. Finally she came. She opened the door and stepped in, arnav saw her and stood infront of her.

„Arnav ji, i think aryan is saying the truth. I want di to live a happy life and not just.."

„Are you the one who decides on my sisters life choices?"

„Huh?"

„Khushi you know that i don't like it if you start talking like you're the boss here. You know i don't like that."

„I know arnav ji and i'm sorry for that. But don't you think that di is now more important than this fight?"

Arnav looked at her for a second and then just sat on their bed. Khushi sat next to him and wanted to hold his hand but then she saw the wounds on the back of his hand.

„That's nothing." said arnav without facing her.

Khushi took the first-aid box and started to patch up. Arnav looked at khushi, she didn't look at him but concentrated on his wound.

„Finished." said khushi still not looking at him.

She stood up and wanted to leave the room but arnav held her hand.

„Khushi i'm sorry for my behaviour."

„You're always comming late arnav ji..learn to apologize on the right time. Or better..don't make mistakes." said khushi without looking at him.

They tone made arnav angry, he pulled her to him. They were so close that their bodies were touching and khushi could feel his warm breath.

„Never ever talk like that to me again khushi, or.."

„Or what?"

„Khushi i mean it."

Khushi wanted to free herself but it was impossible, arnav was holding her hand as if his life depended on it.

„Arnav ji, let go. It's hurting."

„You know how i am right? I think you should know what kind of person you married? Cause otherwise i have another solution for you."

„What are you trying to say arnav ji?"

They both just looked at each other. Suddenly khushi thought something.

„Oh i see, just because it's hard for me to get pregnant again you want to split apart?"

„I didn't mean it like that."

„No i meant it just like that! You're right, i know you. So tell me arnav ji, do you even still love me?"

„Shut up khushi! Of course i love you, i'm just angry."

„But that's no reason to talk about divorce."

„I DIDN'T TALK ABOUT DIVORCE DAMNIT! NOW SHUT UP!"

Khushi just looked at him shocked. Arnav let go of her hand and sat on the bed.

„I'm worried about di and angry about that aryan."

Khushi sat next to him.

„Me too."

Arnav looked at her and she did too.

„I'm sorry." they both said at the same time.

„I really am." they both again said at the same time.

Suddenly they started laughing and khushi hugged him.

„I don't like it when we fight arnav ji.."

„Me too."

„Arnav ji, i think we should just let di think about it. Just let her alone for now, wait till she comes from herself to you."

„Yeah.." said arnav looking on the floor.

Khushi looked at the time.

7:30 am

„Haye devi mayya! What happened to my kids? It's 7:30 am and they're still sleeping? They have to go to school." she stood up very fast and wanted to leave the room but suddenly she didn't feel well.

She held her head and closed her eyes. She opened them again and saw two arnavs infront of her.

„Khushi? Are you okey?"

Khushi was about to hit the floor but her husband held her in his arms.

„Khushi?!"

He layed her on their bed and splashed a little water on her face. He rubbed her hand and tried to wake her up.

„Khushi? Can you hear me? Khushi?"

Suddenly she opened her eyes, she sat up.

„Are you okey?" asked arnav again.

Khushi just nodded, jut she wasn't feeling okey.

„Arnav ji..it's so warm here.."

„What?"

„Haan.."

She tried to stand up and walk to the poolside. Arnav helped her. They ware at the poolside and khushi closed her eyes feeling the cold breeze.

„Khushi tum theek ho na?" asked arnav looking at her face.

„Hmmm..." was the only reply she gave him.

„Okey, let's go in now..it's getting cold.."

Suddenly khushi ket go of his hand and ran to the toilet. Arnav followed her and opened the door. There she was throwing up like a teenage girl who was on a party, having alcohol for her first time.

Arnav held her hair back and wet her face a little with water. Finally she stopped throwing up. Arnav washed her face with water but didn't dry it. He looked at her face, she was looking like a ghost now.

„Khushi you're not okey. I'll take you to the doctor."

„No..i'm..i'm okey.."

„Yeah i can see and hear that." he lift her up in his arms and layed her on thier bed.

He called the doctor and she said she'll be there in some minutes. Someone knocked on the door. Arnav stood up and opened it. There was nani and mami standing infront of him with worried faces.

„Nani? Mami?"

„We heard someone throwing up." said nani and they both stepped in and saw khushi on the bed.

„Hello hi byebye! Arnav bitwa! What happened to khushi bitiya?"

„I don't know mami, she was okey some minutes ago. But then she said that it's hot in here..and she threwed up."

Nani sat next to her and touchdd her forehead.

„Chotte, her forehead is quite warm."

„Really?" hd touchdd her forehead and was even more worried now.

„Arnav bitwa, don't worry. Maybe it's just the weather."

Arnav nodded at her and looked back at his wife who's eyes were closed.

Finally the doctor came. She was with khushi in the room and the whole family was waiting outside.

„Daddy? What happened to mommy?"

„Nothing muskaan, she's just a little ill."

„A little?" asked ayaan.

„Haan."

„Nannav..i hope that khushi ji is okey. You know, when khushi ji is ill, we all will get ill." said nk.

„Oh, shut up nk." sais lavanya.

The doctor opened the door and they all payed attention.

„Mr Raizada?"

Arnav stood infront of her.

„Yes? Is everything fine with khushi? She's not ill right?"

„Can you please come in, i have to tell you something. Your wife wanted me to talk to you in private."

They all were worried and looked at arnav.

„Yeah..sure." said arnav and entered his room.

There he saw khushi on their bed with red eyes from her crying. Arnav felt to throw up right now. He sat next to khushi and held her hand.

„Kya hua khushi?"

Khushi just looked at him.

„Arnav ji.."

„Mr Raizada.."

Arnav turned his head to the doctor.

„Yes? What happened please tell me.."

„Well, actually it's good news. Mrs Raizada is pregnant."

Arnav started smiling and crying at the same time. He looked at khushi and kissed her hands.

„Khushi, see? We made it. I told you we can have another baby."

Khushi didn't reply, she just looked down.

„But Mr Raizada, there is a problem."

„What? What problem?"

„Mr Raizada, as you know, Mrs Raizada has to be more careful for this pregnancy then for the other two ones. That means that she's just allowed to lay down and walk slowly just to catch some fresh air."

„Yeah, we knew that. But we can make it. I'ml take care of khushi and our unborn child." said arnav knowing that more bad news are comming.

„But Mr Raizada, if Mrs Raizada looses this child..then the chance to get pregnant again is really small..smaller than now."

For arnav a whole world broke down. What game was fate playing? Some months ago their unborn child died and now they have to decide if they want to kill their child before it sees the world..or forget the feeling how it is to hold your baby in your arms.

Arnav looked at khushi, she just cried and didn'f look at him. Arnav stood up and opened the door for the doctor.

„Thank you." said arnav and she left the house.

The whole family stepped in and the women sat around khushi.

„Kya hua khushi bitiya?"

„Khushi? What happened?" asked lavanya worried.

„Bhai?" asked akash worried seeing khushi crying.

„Khushi is pregnant." said arnav.

„Congratulations nannav!" said nk.

„Yey! I'm going to be a big sissy!" said muskaan.

„Thank you nk and yes you are muskaan, but there is a problem. The doctir said that khushi has to take care in this pregnancy, thag means that she's just allowed to lay down and walk a little. And if we loose our child again, the chance for us te become parents again is smaller than now."

Arnav said that all without looking at his family but at khushi. He wanted her to look at him. But she ush continued looking down.

„And now i just want to inform you all, that from now khushi is not going to cook or clean in this house anymore. For 9 months. And if she has to walk then only with me. And if i'm not home i want someone to call me and tell me how khushi is."

Khushi finally looked at him, it broke arnav's heart to see her eyes like that.

„Khushi if you continue to cry like this, we'll loose our fourth angel."

Khsuhi smiled a little and wanted to stand up but mami and nani stopped her.

„Didn't you gear what chotte said? You have to lay down! Come."

They both helped khushi to lay down on the bed.

„Thank you." said khushi slowly.

„Can you please let us alone for a while?" asked arnav and the family nodded. Thdy left their room and arnav closed the doors. He layed next to khushi and hugged her.

„Arnav ji, aren't you angry?"

„Wh should i be?"

„I thought that.."

„Khushi.."

„Kya?"

„Shut up." said arnav and started laughing a little.

Khushi punched his chest a little but then hugged him again.

„Ilove you arnav ji."

„I love you too and you." he said touching her belly.

Khushi smiled and looked down at her belly.

„Arnav ji, i'm so afraid."

„Me too, but we have to be strong and just do as the doctor said." said arnav.

„Arnav ji, what about the kids? They have to get ready for schoold."

Arnav sat up.

„Oh shit! Sorry khushi, lay down! I'm going to make thekids ready for school and then i'll be back."

Khushi just nodded and saw him running out of the room. She closed her eyes and layed her hand abov her flat tummy.