Writing this and soft alpha at the same time is amazing, I'm so glad I got to start these books. Sorry if it's going a little slow here in the beginning, I don't want to rush it. Thanks for reading so far!<3

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"I'm going to Hoseok's place, probably won't be home until tomorrow," Jimin states as he walks through the kitchen, quickly sending a message to the said male. 

"Sure, be careful alright?" Taehyung says. Jimin hums and walks out to grab his black-leather jacket and sneakers.

Jungkook is sitting by the dinnertable with his computer, going through some work. It's just a calm day like any other, leaving Taehyung to just relax and drink some water. He takes a gulp of it and looks down at himself. 

"Want to go work out today?" he asks and sips some more. Jungkook looks up at him over his square glasses with a small frown, it's been a while since Taehyung has requested that.

"Since when have you wanted to work out?" he questions.

"Since I started gaining weight, you know this," Taehyung chuckles. Jungkook shakes his head and shuts his computer down, he was done with work anyway. This particular topic has been up way to many times for his liking.

He takes off his glasses and makes his way over to the elder, caging him between his arms against the counter. his heads tilts and he looks at the other with sceptical eyes.

"You're not getting fat Tae," he states.

"But have you seen this? I'm only 33, it's not supposed to go this fast-"

"Actually, you're very fit for your age babe, you know that," Jungkook cuts him off. Taehyung sighs and pouts. He knows he shouldn't be complaining because he does have a nice body, he just doesn't like seeing it change like this.

"I still want to fix it though..." he mumbles. 

Jungkook chuckles and smirks, letting his hand sneak up underneath Taehyung's shirt and care for his soft tummy. It's adorable and Jungkook loves every bit of it.

"There's nothing to fix, I love it this way," he says before leaning in a capturing Taehyung's lips. The elder hums and wraps his arms around Jungkook's neck, fiddling a little with his hair.

They pull back and press their foreheads together.

"Want to go swimming instead? The weather is so nice today, we could go to the lake?" Taehyung asks and earns a peck. 

"Sure, I'll just send a few more mails, you can go get ready," Jungkook says as he pulls back. He gently pats Taehyung's butt as the elder walks towards the door.

"Stop it-"

Jungkook smacks him hard.

"Jungkook!"

"Sorry," the raven giggles even though he isn't feeling guilty at all.

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"And there will even be... kind of like a haunted house in the basement, I think it's going to be awesome!" Hoseok smiles brightly as he talks about the upcoming festival. "What's your class doing for the events?"

"A cafe of some sort, I'm not sure I haven't been listening to them much," Jimin states after pulling a pink lollipop from between his lips, only to place it back against them again. He's resting against Hoseok's chest as they are watching tv.

They aren't really watching though, mostly just talking about random things.

"Cool, we'll have an obstacle course I think," Hoseok says. He looks down at Jimin taking his lollipop back in his mouth and move it around.

"I'm not gonna try that," Jimin mumbles and bites the last piece of the pink candy off, taking the pen and throwing it in the trashcan. It's evening and they have been chilling throughout the afternoon hours. 

Jimin turns around and looks up at Hoseok who's just staring back at him.

"What?"

"Nothing," Hoseok smiles and leans down to plant a soft kiss on Jimin's forehead. The younger moves his head after a few tries though so that their faces get closer and their lips can touch.

They kiss again, like all the other times they have been kissing. It's something that's normal for them now.

Jimin moves his body so he's hugging Hoseok's side, kissing the other deeply. 

Maybe today?

His hand goes under the elder's shirt and he immediately feels the hard abs there. Hoseok might not admit it, but his body is a fucking gift sent from heaven. How is it possible to have a face like a doll and a body like a boxer?

They kiss for a few minutes, only some small words being exchanged in between. Jimin soon moves his hand towards Hoseok's groin and starts massaging it gently. The elder grunts and grabs the back of Jimin's neck, almost lifting him up solely from that.

Jimin gasps and grabs harder onto Hoseok, but suddenly, the elder abruptly pulls back. He grabs around Jimin's wrist and moves his hand up so it's on his stomach again. 

"What's the matter?" Jimin frowns deeply, wondering why Hoseok keeps denying him. It's has been like this for way to long, now it's starting to get weird. Hoseok won't even let him give blow-jobs anymore.

"Nothing, I'm just... tired, can we sleep?" Hoseok smiles gently, but it's a fake smile and Jimin sees right through it.

"Tired? Hoseok it's 8 pm," Jimin presses on, sitting up a little better on the bed so he's looking down at his boyfriend. He doesn't want to get into a conflict, but it isn't fair if Hoseok is keeping something secret from him.

"I know, I'm just really tired from planning the festival and everything so..." he sighs and leans back, letting his head rest against the soft pillows.

Jimin looks at him for a good 10 seconds before standing up.

"What's the matter with you?" he questions. How can Hoseok restrain himself like this? He's a man for pete's sake! He should be hunger for it after so long.

"What do you mean?"

"Why won't you be intimate with me? We have been dating for months now Hoseok, I don't understand what's holding you back?" Jimin clearifies. He throws his hands to his sides to show confusion because that's indeed the only feeling in his body right now.

Hoseok's honey-brown eyes look conflicted for a second before he slides over to the edge of the bed. He keeps sitting but grabs Jimin's hands gently.

"No baby, I want to! It's just... I'm very stressed these days and I don't have a lot of energy, I'm sorry," he smiles, trying to make the atmosphere less tense. Jimin lifts an eyebrow and looks at the other for a little.

Who doesn't have energy for months on end?

"It's okay... I guess I'm tired too, I'll go home tonight," he says.

"No Jiminie, don't be like that-"

"Just sleep," Jimin ruffles through Hoseok's hair and gives him a half-hearted smile. The elder is just about to say something but Jimin turns and walks out of the room.

Hoseok sighs. He doesn't want it to be like this it's just... difficult to explain.

Jimin has heavy footsteps as he walks up to his house, entering without much though. He walks into the kitchen and sees Taehyung cleaning up dishes. He got scared for a second that he was going to walk in on his parents getting it on or something, but not this time.

"Hey dad," he says and watches Taehyung flinch at his presence. The man turns and lets go of the plate he was holding in his hand, letting it rest in the sink. 

"Jimin? What are you doing home so early? I thought you were staying the night," the elder asks and dries his hands off so he can attend to his son. 

The blonde sighs and sits down on one of the chairs while looking at his lap. He doesn't even know what's going on, it's all so weird and sudden.

"Dad, am I unattractive?" he mumbles.

Okay, that's strange behavior. Taehyung lifts his eyebrows and walks over to the other, sitting down on a chair beside him. It's a weird thing for Jimin to ask, it has never been an issue before.

"What are you saying, of course not."

"You're my parent, you have to think that way..."

"Then why do you ask if you're going to respond like that? Tell me what's wrong Jimin," Taehyung says. 

He hates it when Jimin holds something back. This has been happening more and more since he became a teenager. It's not easy to fix your children's problems if they won't tell you about them obviously.

"It's just... Hoseok has been like... ignoring me lately when I get too close, it's almost as if he's losing interest in me, but we haven't even been together for that long..." Jimin sighs. Hoseok can't possibly be tired of him already unless...

Taehyung is just about to answer when Jimin gasps.

"Oh my god, what if he likes someone else?"

"Who though?" Taehyung questions.

"I don't know, anybody!" Jimin grabs his hair.

"Jimin relax, you're jumping to conclusion. Maybe he just wants to wait a little more, give him some time," Taehyung is quick to calm him down. Jimin sighs again and falls even further down in the chair.

"Love is hard, I'm not very good at it, it seems," he grumbles and Taehyung laughs at that.

"Don't worry, it will all be solved in the end."