SIDE A

i wrote a song for you, and all the things you do
YELLOW, coldplay

there she goes again, racing through my brain
THERE SHE GOES, the la's

but it's the way you smile, does it for me
SWEET, cigarettes after sex

you've got my devotion, but man, i can hate you sometimes
FINE LINE, harry styles

and now she's looking for a downtown man
UPTOWN GIRL, billy joel

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SIDE B

here you're light as a ghost, but on my mind you weigh the most
INSIDE OUT, the next step

in new york, be here, but you're in london
COME BACK... BE HERE, taylor swift

my, oh my, what a girl
MY KIND OF WOMAN, mac demarco

breaking dishes when you're disappointed, i still love you, i promise
I MISS YOU, I'M SORRY, gracie abrams

go slowly with me now
ANDANTE, ANDANTE, abba

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SIDE C

i think i've seen this film before, and i didn't like the ending
EXILE, bon iver & taylor swift

there's not a drink that i think could sink her, how would i tell her that she's all i think about?
CAROLINA, harry styles

you adored me before, oh my good looking boy
GOOD LOOKING, suki waterhouse

yeah my boyfriends pretty cool, but he's not as cool as me
BROOKYLN BABY, lana del rey

do the girls back home touch you like i do?
DELICATE, taylor swift

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SIDE D

you don't have to be sorry for leaving and growing up
MATILDA, harry styles

there's things i wanna say to you, but i'll just let you live
CINNAMON GIRL, lana del rey

and i can see us twisted in bedsheets
AUGUST, taylor swift

go ahead and cry little girl, nobody does it like you do, i know how much it matters to you
DADDY ISSUES, the neighbourhood

it ain't worth it, 'cause you're perfect, and i know that you're worth it, i can't walk away
DIE FOR YOU, the weeknd

PHOEBE RAYNOTT'S DISCOGRAPHY

MISS DISASTER, 2016

❝ cause i love people i don't like, and i hate every song i write ❞

001 — brutal
002 — drivers licence
003 — 1 step forward, 3 steps back
004 — good 4 u
005 — enough for you
006 — happier
007 — jealously, jealously
008 — better than revenge
009 — favourite crime
010 — social suicide
011 — teenage dream
012 — all i want
013 — making the bed
014 — love story
015 — get him back! (feat. sabrina carpenter)
016 — the grudge
017 — you belong with me
018 — girlfriend
019 — hope ur ok

❝ his parents cared more about the bible than being good to their own child ❞

AUGUST, 2018

❝ you know the greatest films of all time were never made ❞

001 — the 1
002 — cardigan
003 — the last great american dynasty
004 — exile (feat. bon iver)
005 — my tears ricochet
006 — ride
007 — i have a dream
008 — mirrorball
009 — seven
010 — carolina
011 — the lakes
012 — beautiful ghosts
013 — august
014 — this is me trying
015 — summertime sadness
017 — betty
018 — wildest dreams

❝ his hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room ❞

TOLERATE IT, 2020

❝ they said the end is coming ❞

001 — sweet nothing
002 — champagne problems
003 — 'tis the damn season
004 — young and beautiful
005 — marjorie
006 — half the world away
007 — dorothea
008 — vienna
009 — tolerate it
010 — back to december
011 — dear john
012 — never grow up
013 — innocent
014 — last kiss
015 — nothing new (feat. phoebe bridgers)
016 — slipping through my fingers
017 — if this was a movie
018 — come back... be here
019 — you're not sorry
020 — safe and sound
021 — my love, my life
022 — treacherous
023 — i bet you think about me
024 — 21
025 — right where you left me

❝ i could feel the mascara run, you told me that you met someone ❞

PAPARAZZI, 2022

❝ what kind of pills are you on? ❞

001 — as it was (feat. harry styles)
002 — wonderland
003 — speak now
004 — paparazzi
005 — the way i loved you
006 — sparks fly
007 — the story of us
008 — enchanted
009 — mine
010 — complicated
011 — haunted
012 — the lucky one
013 — nobody really cares
014 — blank space
015 — out of the woods
016 — clean

❝ ten months sober, i must admit, just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it ❞

PHOEBE'S DISCOGRAPHY

ADRENALINE PLAYLIST

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t's notes
i was holding back on making a playlist until i knew the book better, but i think this sums it up pretty well, also i know the book sounds depressing as hell from these songs but i would like to stress this will be a happy book !! however there will be heavy and sad themes discussed throughout the book, including loss of parents at a young age so please take that into consideration before reading the first chapter and read at your own risk !! & the discography is inspired by the amazing folkwhorres
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