"TOP OF THE MORNIN' TO YA LADDIES!"

I'm already smiling as the Jacksepticeye video starts. Today has been a hard day and I need a Happy Wheels video to cheer me up. As Jack fails the bottle run for the third time, I pause the video and fall into a big daydream.

I've been a fan of Jack for a long time, since 2 million subscribers to be precise! His screaming somehow calms me and makes me relax, strange I know! But I love him all the same. Jack is such a genuine and caring person and really cares for his fans, it makes me feel cared for and loved. He really cares for every one of his fans.

I'm also a big fan of Markiplier, his videos also make my days so much better, with his cute laugh and his reactions to games are the best. He also really cares for his fans and his comedy is the best! I love it when Jack and Mark collab to make hilarious videos that brighten everyone's day.
I'm so happy that Jack and Mark are such good friends and have so much fun together through games and real life, but they seem closer than what we see on the screen.

I'm a big fangirl for septiplier, and I mean a BIG FAN.
Whenever they are together, and for example, hug on panels my heart explodes from their cuteness. My ovaries feel like they are going to explode and I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack. Sorry, graphic I know.
They are so cute together, and it makes me happy that fans get to go see them and meet them in real life.

It makes me sad to know I will never meet either of them.....
One thing stops me.

I'm an orphan.

I'm stuck in this horrible orphanage for the rest of my life it seems, my father and mother died in a car crash when I was a child, and my parents had no brothers or sisters so I had to come here.
I mean yeah, this place isn't bad, they treat kindly and feed me and they have free wifi but, they don't let me go anywhere in case I 'run away'. I wish I had a family where I could just go home to everyday from school and not have to be surrounded by children 3 years younger than me.

I've always dreamed of what it would be like to go home and have a father that lifts you up and gives you a big hug and makes you laugh uncontrollably, and a mother that feels warm and safe while you hug her.
I imagine a small bungalow, that has a garden at the front filled with colourful flowers and is freshly cut.
I want to have friends that I can invite over to that house and have fun and share secrets and have people near me that I can trust and understand me.

I sigh, and go back to my to watching Jacks video, when suddenly there was a knock on the door.
"LAURA!!!! THERE'S A COUPLE HERE TO SEE YOU"

My heart begins to beat like mad, as this could be my chance to escape from this place. I brush my thick, straight hair quickly and put my favourite TØP t-shirt on. I quickly run down the stairs.

I wonder who could this couple be?