Winnie's Pov

I calmed down and laid on his shoulder and stopped crying. I sat beside him.

"Are calm now?" He asked softly and I nodded.

"I'm sorry." I said and sniffled. I looked at him, straight into his eyes.

"Can you tell me now?" he asked softly and touched my cheek.

"I-I can't." I said and looked away.

"Why Winnie?" he asked and I could tell he was trying not to get mad.

"Because, you're going to get mad again." I said and closed my eyes.

"What did he whisper in your ear Winnie?" he asked.

"H-he's not my brother. He's adopted." I said trying not to cry. "He told me it was my fault Billy got killed." I put my head in my hands and he made me look at him.

"He's lying, it wasn't your fault Winnie." he said sternly.

"But-" he glared at me and I looked down.

"Winnie." he said with a tint of anger, and I looked at him. "it was not your fault."

"Ethan, I left her, I should've picked her up." I said and knew he was going to get mad. I could tell he trying to hold back from getting mad. "ple-please don-don't ye-yell." I scooted back from him, He looked at me and clenched his fists. My eyes got wide and I gulped. He started crawling towards me, I kept scooting back. I hit the wall and I closed my eyes tight and looked away.

"Winnie, I'm not mad." he said softly and I didn't look at him.

"You promise?" I asked.

"I am a little but not completely mad." he said and opened one eye and looked at him.

"Ethan." I threw my arms around him and I hugged him. I let go and pecked his lips, I washed my face so you couldn't tell I've been crying.

"What?!" I heard dad from downstairs. I looked at Ethan and ran downstairs to the lounge room.

"What's wrong?" I asked Liam.

"We got to go to America fro two weeks for interviews and signings." he answered.

"What's so bad about that?" I asked.

"We leave on Thursday." he answered.

"Like I asked, what's so bad?" I asked.

"You kids can't go." he said.

"Fine, I'm cool with it. Bring me back some of that tropical punch kool-aid." I said and everyone looked at me like I was stupid. "what?!" they looked away.

"Ok, I got them to only let us do interviews in England and Australia." dad said and they agreed.

"Does anyone want to explain why Hazzy didn't come?" I asked with anger in my voice.

"Um, he got in a argument with management and kinda blew up and we haven't seen him since." Zayn said and nodded.

"Well, I'll be in my room." I said and I started walking but Ethan grabbed my arm.

"Are you ok?" he asked.

"Yeah, a little disappointed but I'll be ok." I said and smiled. He let go and I walked upstairs to my room.

"Angel?" I heard Harry behind me. I turned around.

"Hey Hazzy." I said and smiled.

"Angel, I know you're mad." he said and walked towards me.

"Truthfully, I'm not." I said and smiled.

"What happened between management and me shouldn't have made me miss y'alls graduation, I'm sorry." he said and I hugged him.

"I'm not mad. I forgive you, you were mad and wanted to blow off steam. I understand." I said and smiled.

"Thanks angel." he said and pulled away. "now, I have to go pack." he left and I laid down on my bed and fell asleep.

~

~Two days later~

The boys have already left and we just got back, Nick, Bailey, Jayden, and Praxton went to Niall's parents house. So it's only me and Ethan, I ran upstairs to my room and to my closet. I put on a big shirt that came to my knees, short shorts, and put my hair up. Ethan came behind me and he had on basketball shorts and no shirt. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my neck.

"How'd you forgive Harry so quickly?" he asked and I looked at him and then looked down.

"Well, graduation was a disaster because me..." I said and froze, I looked up at a pissed off Ethan.

"Winnie, it was not your fault." he gritted through his teeth.

"Ethan, it was the people I knew that showed up, I messed up graduation." I said and realized what I said. He shook his head and started to walked away but stood in front of him and I stopped him. "why do you always leave?!"

"Because, you never believe me when I say it wasn't your fault!" he yelled.

"Because it was!" I yelled. He grabbed my upper arms and pinned me against the wall. Hard. I looked at him and he had fire in his eyes and had total fear in my eyes.

"It wasn't your fault they showed up Winnie! I wouldn't lie to you about that!" he yelled in my face and his grip got tighter. My eyes widen.

"Et-Ethan, yo-you're hu-hurting me-me." I stuttered but he didn't calm down.

"Winnie, why can't you never believe me?" he gritted through his teeth. I started shaking and tears in my eyes. His face softened and he let go and looked at his hands and then at me.

"Winnie, I-I didn't mean too." he stuttered and his voice cracking.

"Eth-Ethan." I stuttered out, he shook his head in shock.

"Please, Winnie, please." he said tears forming in his eyes and I was frozen.

"I didn't mean too make you that mad." I said and a few tears fell.

"Winnie, I've never gotten that mad at you. I swear I didn't mean too." he said softly and came in front me and I started shaking.

"Ple-please do-don't hu-hurt me-me." I said and looked down and put my head in my hands. "I-I di-didn't me-mean to-too."

"What the hell have I done?" he mumbled to his self. I even made him hurt me, I'm bad luck. I looked up he got back in my face. "Winnie, it's not your fault I got that mad." he looked mad again.

"Lea-leave me-me alo-alone." I said and slapped him. His face turned to the left and he looked back at me slowly and looked pissed. He clenched his fists. "n-no, no-no, plea-please Et-Ethan I-I did-didn't me-mean t-too." I started shaking even more and starting crying and looked at him with pleading eyes.

"Winnie, I'm not going to hurt you." he said softly and touched my face but I didn't flinched. "I made my own fiancé terrified of me." I don't think he meant to say it out loud. "Why you so afraid of a 17 year old hitting you but not a 23 year old?" I rested my head on his chest and he rubbed my back.

"Because, I know you're stronger I am. Ethan you're almost stronger than Marcus." I admitted and slid down the wall and hid my face, I looked at him. He sat in front of me."I'm actually admitting that I'm terrified of you." I chuckled.

"Please don't be." he said and scooted closer and I looked at him. I straddled him and pinned him.

"How the hell am I not suppose to be scared of you but knowing your stronger than I am?!" I yelled and he straddled me and pinned me.

"Because, I would never mean to hurt you." he said and I straddled him.

"But yet you did hurt me! That's what they all say!" I snapped and he straddled me and pinned me with a stronger grip.

"I'm not everybody Winnie! Don't make me do this." he gritted through his teeth.

"Why does matter anyway? You won't be the first person I've fought and haven't won!" I yelled and struggled. I moved up my legs and put my feet on his chest and flipped him backwards.

"Winnie don't." he gritted through his teeth. My face softened, shit it's always my fault! Always! he jerked my face to his. "It. is. not. your. fault." he clenched his fists and I shook my head. He grabbed my waist with tight grip. I slapped him and his grip got tighter. I went to slap him again but he caught my wrist, he looked me straight in the eyes and gave me his look. I looked down and he let go. I walked past him toward my vanity set but stopped. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck, I turned around and kissed him. "I love you Winnie." he smiled and jumped up and he caught me, he kissed me.

"I love you Ethan." I said and smiled back. and jumped up and he caught me, he kissed me. He carried me to be and he went to take a shower and I laid in bed. he came out and laid beside me, he pulled me closer and I cuddled into his chest. He put his hand on the bottom of my bum and pushed me up and I kissed him. "Goodnight Ethan." I smiled.

"Goodnight Lollie." he said I cuddle into his chest and drifted off to sleep.

~

I woke up and Ethan was still asleep, I smirked. I got on top of him and kissed him slowly and he pushed me off and I fell on the floor. I rubbed my head and sat up.

"Well, I won't try and wake him up again." I said to myself. He looked at me.

"Lollie, why are you on the the floor?" he asked and chuckled.

"You pushed me on the floor idiot!" I yelled and ran to the closet and he tackled me from behind, he flipped me over and straddled me and pinned my arms and legs down, I struggled and squirmed.

"Winnie, calm down." he said softly and I stopped. I looked at him and I gulped, I kissed him and he let go of my arms and he got up and I stood up. I turned around and started walking to the bathroom, I could feel him staring.

"Stop staring Ethan." I said and turned around and put my hand on my hip. His cheeks got red and he looked down. I walked to him and I hugged him and he put his hands on my hips. He grabbed my wrists and I winced, I started shaking and looked at a pissed Ethan. I ran towards my room and Ethan tackled me from behind and crawled on top of me and flipped me over. He had a red face and fists clenched. I gulped and started shaking and tears formed in my eyes. I wrapped my arms around his neck but he didn't hug me back, he pushed me off of him and started walking out. He hates me, I would hate me too. He stopped dead in his tracks and came towards me and I back until I hit the wall, he got in my face where his lips were almost touching mine. I kissed him and pulled back.

"I don't hate you Winnie! Why the fuck would you do this again?!" he yelled and pinned me again, I pushed him but he grabbed my wrists and I struggled to not let him pinned me but failed, he pinned my hands above my head, and he looked straight into my eyes.

"I-I-I did-didn't. Eth-Ethan, plea-please don-don't hu-hurt me." I begged and tears streamed down my face. I shook my head. "I can't do this anymore Ethan." his face softened.

"Winnie, what are you saying?" he asked and had hurt in his voice.

"I'm tired of being afraid of my own fiancé, I'm done." I said and started to take off my ring but he stopped me and grabbed my hand.

"Winnie, please don't do this." he begged and tears fell from his eyes. I shook my head and wiped his tears, I kissed him.

"I'm sorry Ethan." I said.

"What about our three kids?" he asked.

"How is it you don't care about leaving those three kids when you leave but when it's me you actually do care about them?" I spat and he pushed me against the wall.

"I do care about those kids Winnie." he gritted through his teeth. "you're the reason for when I want to leave because you're the one who always make me mad." I froze and looked up at him and his face softened. "wait wi-" he went to hug me but I pushed him off.

"Don't touch me, Ethan! fuck you." I gritted through my teeth and I blinked back tears, he turned around and put his hands in his hair, I knew he was trying to hold back his anger but he failed. "Ethan-" He turned around quickly and had his hands on each side of me and he was mad.

"Don't even try it Winnie! You wonder why get so mad but it's because of your smart ass mouth! Just shut up already!" he yelled and I flinched, I started full out shaking and I cried because I was so terrified. I slid down the wall and pull my knees to my chest and hid my face. "Wait no Winnie." I looked at him and he started coming near me and I took off running towards the bathroom and he grabbed and I started struggling and he straddled me on the floor.

"Please Ethan, I'm sorry, don't hurt me please!" I begged and was crying.

"What the hell did I do?" he mumbled and he let go off my wrists and I opened my eyes and saw a hurt Ethan. "please don't hurt me."

"Winnie, I'm so sorry." he said and his voice cracked. He got off and I stood up and so did he, I looked down. It's my fault, it's always my fault, I looked up slowly at a pissed off Ethan. I ran towards the bathroom again but he pinned me against the wall and I gulped.

"You can sleep in here but sleep on the other side of the bed." I said and tears fell. He looked hurt and angry, he hit the wall with his hand and I flinched. He looked down at me slowly.

"I'll go back to the guest room." he said and I ran to him, I jumped up, and he caught me, and stumbled backwards but stabled himself again and I kissed him and I hugged him as tight as I could.

"No, I need my fiancé to protect me." I said and sniffled. "I never meant what I said, I had mixed emotions. Please don't leave Ethan, he'll come after me." he looked at me.

"Who?" he asked and I got down.

"The bad people, I need you Ethan, you're the one who holds me down, I couldn't live without you, literally. You're my superhero." I said and kissed him and smiled. I looked at his lips and I kissed him again, he licked my bottom lip and I let him in, our lips moved in sync, he grabbed my bum from the bottom and I wrapped my arms his waist, he pulled back and we smiled and I bit my lip. I licked my lips and he kissed me, I turned around and put my bum on his front, he wrapped his arms around me and felt up my shirt and up my body and chest, I bit my lip and moaned a little and looked at him and I smirked. I looked down and looked back up at a pissed Ethan and my smirk dropped and I backed away from him, I took off running but he grabbed my ankle and I fell, he crawled up my body and flipped me over, he straddled me and I shook my head and tears formed. "Ethan?" his face softened and he kissed me, I stood up and looked at him. I jumped up and Ethan caught me, I looked straight into his crystal blue eyes, and smiled. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him, I rested my head on his shoulder and into the crook of his neck and kissed his neck, he walked out and crawled in bed, he leaned against the wall and I was still on his lap. I kissed Ethan's neck and bit it.

"Ah." he gritted though his teeth. "warn me next time babe." He wasn't mad.

"I just had to give you a love bite." I said and bit my lip and winked. He kissed my neck and bit it "ah. dammit." I smiled and kissed him, we talked and laid back.