Winnie's Pov

I got Caden dressed, I put him in a black one with a light blue outline, I can count, little light blue booties with Michael Jordan symbol on them, and a light blue beanie with Michael Jordan symbol.

"Be careful, watch his arm." I said. Ethan picked up Caden. Bailey walked in with Sadelyn.

"My god baby!" I said. "I need to see Marcus before I leave, alone. I'll meet you in the car." I took Caden and they left with the stuff. I knocked on the door.

"Come in." Marcus said. I walked into Marcus's room and saw Chase and Marcus. Marcus was dressed.

"Um, hey. I wanted to stop by before I left." I said.

"Is this Caden?" he asked and I nodded.

"Do you want to hold him?" I asked and he nodded. I handed him Caden and sat down.

"He's little, how much did he weigh?" he asked looking at Caden.

"6 pounds." I answered.

"He has your eyes." he said and looked at me.

"I've heard." I said and smiled. Someone knocked and showed a skinny light skinned man. Marcus handed me Caden.

"Makayla, go." Marcus said sternly looking still at the man. I stood up.

"Makayla, sit." he said.

"You don't tell me what to do." I snapped and gritted through my teeth.

"Joey, leave her alone." Marcus gritted through his teeth.

"So this is the famous Winnie Makayla Tomlinson?" he asked with a smirk. "adopted by One Direction." I have a death glare on him and he started walking towards me. "grew up with Marcus." Marcus jumped in front of me.

"Leave. her. alone." he gritted through his teeth and Chase stood up.

"Oh Winnie the Pooh, I know your past." he said and I got mad.

"Don't call me that you bastard!" I spat. He laughed.

"You remember don't you?" he asked.

"Shutup." I gritted through my teeth.

"Where's she at Winnie?" he asked.

"Shutup, you made him do it, not me." I snapped.

"I only helped, your dad done the rest." he said.

"Owen is not my dad!" I snapped. "your bastard self made him rape a 10 year old and then put the baby up for adoption!" Marcus and Chase clenched their fists.

"You did what to her Joey?" Marcus asked with anger in his voice. "Chase, take Makayla and Caden to Ethan and Nick." I crawled across the bed. I went walk out and glared at him, he slapped my bum. Hard. I handed Chase the baby and punched him and knocked him out cold. Me and Chase walked out and he handed me Caden. I looked both ways and ran across the road, I put Caden in the car.

"What is Joey to you Chase?" I asked.

"My moms boyfriend." he said.

"You didn't get jumped did you?" I asked.

"No, he did it." He admitted. "don't tell anyone."

"I won't. Did you know about Lily?" I asked.

"Yeah, I overheard them talking about it." he answered. "how old is she?"

"7 years old, birthday is May 24th, hazel eyes, and brown hair, she's mixed." I said. "I'll never forget her, I want to find her."

"I really hope you do." he said.

"Bye Chase." I said and he walked back inside. I turned around and saw Ethan there.

"Ethan-" he shook his head and got in and so did I. The car ride was silent except for Caden getting fussy. We got home and Ethan grabbed Caden and we walked inside. It was empty. I walked upstairs and Ethan put Caden in Dakotas old crib. I walked to my closet and pulled off the sweatpants and took off the tank top and undergarments. I put on undergarments, a shirt, and shorts.

"Why the hell didn't you tell me?!" Ethan yelled from the closet doorway, I turned around and faced him.

"Tell you what?" I asked. He clenched his fists and he started walking towards me. He got in my face pursed his lips and I gulped.

"That you have a fucking daughter named Lily that's 7 years old." he spat. "Why don't you trust me enough to tell me stuff like this?!"

"I do trust you but I didn't know anyone know!" I snapped.

"I could draw back my hand." he started and drew his hand back and put his hand on my cheek. "And connect it with your face but I'm not that kind of man because I have respect for you! You don't trust me enough to tell me you have a daughter! I wouldn't ever have a problem with that but I'm getting tired of me having to find this out on my own!" Tears came in my eyes and I looked down. He cupped my cheeks in his hands and made look at him.

"Don't you dare cry Winnie." he said sternly.

"Get off me Ethan." I said and pushed him off. His face softened and walked back to me and grabbed my arms

"Winnie-"

"No, no! Leave me alone." I said and started crying.

"Lollie-"

"No, don't call me that." I said. "I'm through with you!"

"What?" he asked hurt. He had tears in his eyes.

"Leave me alone. I'm done." I said.

"You don't mean that Lollie." he said. "I'm sorry."

"I'm tired of you getting mad so easily, it scares me. I can't do this anymore." I said sobbing.

"Lollie, you just had Caden. What about the twins? Huh?" he asked.

"You can come and see them." I spat.

"Please, Lollie." he begged and grabbed my waist. "You know I can't live without you, I would be lost."

"Ethan, I feel the same way." I admitted. "I don't want to lose you but I'm done with this! You don't like me hiding secrets then leave me, everyone else does!"

"I'm not everyone else! I'm Ethan, the boy who fell in love with you, we've been together for 2 years! You know I don't mean to get mad, I have a short temper just like you." he said.

"I don't scare you though! I love you Ethan to the moon and back but I'm through!" I said.

"Winnie! I thought you cared! Those kids need a father and I'm their father. We know what it feels like to not have a father growing up and I'm not making those three kids in there have that happen to them!" he said. He grabbed my hands and got close to my face. "I won't let this happen."

"Ethan-" I got interrupted by him kissing me, our lips moved in sync. We finally pulled away.

"Tell me Winnie. You felt sparks fly and tingles go down your spine. You felt that feeling in your stomach that you can't live without me. I had the same one." I said.

"I couldn't tell you. If I told and found Lily, would you treat her just like Cheyenne?" I asked.

"Of course I would treat her like my own." He said and kissed me. He cupped my face in his hands and wiped my tears.

"I'm sorry." he said softly. "I swear on my life I would never hurt you intentionally, just like I would never hurt Bailey."

"I'm sorry too, I was taking my anger out on you." I said. My back was to the back of the wall and Ethan's to the closet door.

"I don't care if you slap me, just as long as your in that bed with me sleeping next to me." he said and pecked my lips. "but I'd rather you not do that."

"Idiot! Just kiss me." I said and smiled. He dipped down and kissed me, he licked my bottom lip and I didn't open my mouth, he squeezed my bum and I winced and Ethan let go.

"What happened?" he asked.

"Swear you won't get mad and leave!" I said and he swore. "when I went to visit Marcus he was dressed and about to go home, Marcus was holding Caden then some big man came in. Marcus gave me back Caden and told me to go and then the man told me to sit. I told him he doesn't tell me what to do and he had a smirk. He said so this is famous Winnie Makayla Tomlinson I've been hearing about. I had a death glare on him. he said Adopted by One Direction. Grew up with Marcus. Marcus stood in front of me and told him to leave me alone and then Chase stood up. the man said oh Lily pad, I know your past. I told him not to call me that you bastard. He asked you remember don't you? I told him shutup. He asked where is she? I told him to shutup, he did this to me, not me. he said I only helped your dad did the rest. I yelled Owen wasn't my dad. I yelled your bastard self raped a 9 year old girl and then put the baby up for adoption. Then Marcus asked you raped her Joey? Marcus told Chase to take me and Caden to you and when I walked our he slapped my bum, not that hard. I handed the baby to Chase and put the side out cold. I took back Caden and we ran where you were." I explained.

"Does it have a bruise like last time?" he asked. He got behind me and I pulled down my shorts a little and he saw the redness.

"It doesn't hurt, well until you squeezed my ass." I said and smiled.

"Sorry?" he said and smile sheepishly. I yawned.

"I'm going to bed, night." I said and kissed him. I whispered in his ear. "I know you want to touch my ass so much. Payback." I pulled away and he had a playful glare.

"Oh, I will eventually." he said with a evil smirk.

"I know, but I just wanted to let you know." I said and kissed him. We got into be and covered up. I turned over away from Ethan.

"Lollie turn over please" he said. He grabbed my waist and turned me over. I cuddled into his chest and he lifted up my chin and kissed me.

"I love you Ethan." I said.

"I love you Lollie." He told me. I fell into a deep sleep.