Winnie's Pov

"Winnie, wakeup." I heard Liam's voice.

"Go away." I groaned and hit him with a pillow.

"We have a interview in 2 hours. Get up!" he said and left. I got up and took a shower and done my business. I put on a black pants, a white tank top, and white blouse. I put on my flats, jewelry, perfume, and left my hair down and curled it. I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs and into the lounge room.

"Ready?" Harry asked.

"Leggo." I said and we walked to the limo. We started driving to the studio. "I don't want to announce me being pregnant yet."

"Why?" Liam asked.

"I just don't." I said and looked out the window again. We got there and there was paps. We walked inside and sat down.

"10 seconds." The man yelled. I got back up and grabbed Ethan's hand.

"Hello everyone. We have One Direction and four guests today!" she said. We walked out and the boys sat on a big couch, me, Bailey, Nick, and Ethan sat on another.

"Welcome, thanks for coming today." she said and our pleasure chorused around.

"So Bailey, how do you feel being adopted by Niall Horan?" she asked.

"Well, it's awesome. I love the guys, it's never a dull moment when their around. Definitely Louis." she said and everyone laughed. They to the boys and asked more questions.

"So Winnie, the other day I saw on twitter pray for Cheyenne, one of your twins, and pray for Niall." she started "what's that about?"

"I'd rather not talk about it." I said and she nodded. My phone started vibrating and I looked and saw if was Chase. "I'm sorry, have to take this." I fast walked off stage and answered it.

"Hello?" I answered and walked to the dressing room.

"Makayla, he woke up." he said.

"What?" I asked. "that's great."

"No, it's not. He slipped into another coma and they're still looking for a donor. He woke up asking for you." he said.

"Chase, we're about to go on tour. Is he stable?" I asked blinking back tears.

"Yes, go on tour, I'll call you if anything changes." he said.

"Ok, thanks Chase." I said and he hung up. They finished the interview and we left the studio and went home. We got home and Bailey and Nick left for the ultrasound.

"Who called you in the middle of the interview that so important?" Dad asked.

"Chase did." I answered.

"How is he important?" he asked and I stood up.

"Nothing." I started walking away.

"Winnie, what happened?" he asked. I turned to him.

"He called to tell me that Marcus woke up. Happy?" I said and tears forming in my eyes.

"That's great." he said.

"No, it's not. He slipped into another coma, their still looking for a donor. He woke up asking for me, I wasn't there just because we had that damn interview." I said.

"Winnie-"

"No! Just leave me alone." I said and I ran upstairs. I went to my closet and changed into basketball shorts and tank top. I took of my jewelry and slid down the wall and cried. Someone raised up my chin. Ethan.

"Is Winnie Makayla Tomlinson crying?" he asked.

"He asked for me and I wasn't there Ethan." I said.

"Winnie, it's ok." he assured me.

"No, it's not Ethan. He was always there for me and I wasn't for him." I said.

"You didn't know Winnie. So stop blaming yourself." he said.

"I wasn't there Ethan. I told you that Marcus was more important and you didn't believe me." I said. He got angry and his lips pursed.

"Your hurting yourself not Marcus Winnie." he snapped. I flinched and his face softened. "I'm sorry, Winnie." he grabbed me and hugged me.

"I don't want to lose him." I said and he lifted up my chin.

"Dry those tears now." he said sternly. I wiped my face and stopped.

"Now, do you think he would want you crying over him?" he asked.

"No." I said and looked down.

"Then, stop. because if you don't, when Marcus wakes up, I'm going to tell him." I looked and narrowed my eyes.

"You wouldn't." I said.

"Oh but I would." he said.

"Ugh, fine!" I gave in. "I hope your happy." I got up and Ethan grabbed my hand.

"You seriously can't be mad at me." he said. I yanked my hand away and walked to bed. We got in and covered up. I turned away from him.

"Lollie, please." he said with hurt in his voice. He turned me over towards him but I wouldn't look at him. He bum his hand under my bum and pushed me up. He wrapped his arm around me and I cuddled into his chest.

"I love you Winnie." he said and I ignored him. "Winnie?" he lifted up my chin and I kissed him. I looked down and fell asleep guilty as could be.

~

~5 days later~

I still haven't spoken a word to anyone.

"We're going clubbing tonight." Dad said. "At 6 and it's 5 now."

"Not you four." Liam said.

"What? Why?" Bailey asked.

"Because, babies and the boys because they need to stay with you." he answered "we'll be back around 3." and they left. I walked upstairs to my room and to my closet and arms wrapped around me and kissed my neck.

"Winnie please, talk to me. I miss your voice." he said. I turned around to him.

"What do you want me to say Ethan?" I snapped and he was taken back.

"Why are you so mad at me babe?" He asked. "I was only joking." I grabbed my sketchbook, walked out, and I sat in the floor and Ethan sat down and someone knocked.

"Yeah?" I asked and Bailey poked her head in.

"Were going to get food, you wanna come?" she asked.

"No, I'm not really feeling up to it." I said and they left. I got up and Ethan slapped my bum. I playfully glared at him. I walked to my closet. My back was towards the bathroom and his towards the door.

"Are you ok?" Ethan asked wrapping his arms around me.

"What do you mean?" I asked and turned around.

"Winnie, don't lie to me." he said sternly.

"Ethan, I'm half and half. I can hold over." I said smiled.

"Ok, because I don't think he wants to see a unhappy Winnie when he wakes up." he said tickled my side and I laughed. "I got to see the smile and hear the laugh I love." he said and pecked my lips. He put his hands on my waist.

"Thanks Ethan." I said. "can I ask you a question?" He looked at me.

"Anything babe." he said and smiled.

"Why do you do this?" I asked.

"do what?" he asked.

"Deal with all this drama, everyone has left me." I said. He looked me straight into my eyes.

"I will love when your happy. I will love you when your sad. I will love you when you smile. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when you sleep. I will love you when we argue. I will love you when your healthy. I will love you when your sick. I will love you when your mine. I will love you when your not. I will love forever and I will love you always Winnie Makayla Tomlinson and don't ever forget that." he said. "I know your past, I lived in your past. I'm still here with you to this day." he hugged me. "don't ever think I would leave you for that." I hugged him and looked into his eyes.

"I won't, ever." I said. I licked my lips and I stared at his lips. I put my arms around his neck and I kissed him, he licked my bottom lip and wouldn't let him in. He squeezed my bum and I opened my mouth. He kissed my neck and let go of my bum. I walked past him and he hit my bum again and I walked out of the closet. The doorbell rang and I ran downstairs. I opened the door and there stood Caleb looking at the ground.

"Caleb? What's wrong?" I asked him and he looked up and had watery eyes. "what happened Caleb?"

"Monty, he got shot." he answered.

"Is he ok?" I asked him. He shook his head no. Tears started forming in my eyes.

"He didn't make it, the bullet hit his heart." He choked out. I hugged him.

"Something's going on." I said.

"Yeah, be careful Makayla. Please." he said and left. I closed the door and ran back to my room with tears flowing.

"Who wa-what happened?!" he asked and hugged me.

"Monty." I said.

"What happened?" he asked.

"He got shot and didn't make it." I said and tears flowing.

"Winnie, I'm so sorry." he said and played with my hair.

"Something's wrong Ethan." I said.

"What is?" I asked.

"Why did Marcus get shot and then magically another one of east side gets shot and killed." I said. "he wasn't my big brother Ethan, he was like Marcus, another dad to me. Out of all people."

"Hey calm down please." he said caressing my cheek. Someone else knocked on the door. I opened it and saw Chase. He was looking down, he had a cut on his leg and he had on no shoes and had a swollen ankle.

"Chase, what happened?!" I asked frantically and he looked up. He had a bloody nose, black eye, cut on his cheek, busted lip.

"I got jumped." he barely got out. I brung him inside and closed the door and sat him on the bottom step.

"Who done this?" I asked him.

"It wasn't east side and it wasn't west side. I don't know who it was." He said his voice cracked and groaned.

"Well, what the hell is going on? Marcus gets shot and it in a coma, Monty gets shot and killed, you get jumped." I said. I took him to the bathroom and sat him on the toilet.

"I don't know but they done it behind the alley." He said. I got rag and put peroxide on it.

"This might burn a little." I said and wiped his lip. He winced.

"Sorry. You didn't see their faces?" I asked.

"No they had masks on." He said and I wiped his nose.

"Your going to need stitches on your face and leg. Did the cut you?" I asked.

"Yeah." he said. I stifled a laugh.

"Did they steal your shoes?" I asked.

"Yeah, they were my blue, white, and black brand new air forces." he said and I chuckled. "it's not funny." he pouted.

"Does anything else hurt?" I asked and he pulled up his shirt and had a big bruise.

"Damn. You have to go to the hospital, I'll take you." I said and he nodded. "Ethan!"

"Wha-what the hell happened?!" he asked.

"He got jumped and I'm taking him to the hospital." I said.

"Do you want me to come?" he asked.

"No, I'll be ok." I said.

"Be careful." he said and I walked to my car and drove the hospital.

"You can go home. I'll call my mom, she needs to know anyway" he said and he yawned.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"Yes, go." he said and I left. I drove home and went inside and had blood on me. I walked upstairs and ran into Bailey.

"Ok, I know you get mad but you didn't have to kill anyone." she said.

"No, I had to take Chase to the hospital and Monty got shot and passed." I said.

"Oh, I'm sorry babe." she said and hugged me.

"What happened to Chase?" She asked.

"He got jumped." I said. "I'm going to bed." I walked to my room and crawled into bed. Ethan climbed in and as always he put his hand on my bum and pushed me up and kissed me.

"You know, I think you do that just so I'll touch your bum." he said and raised an eyebrow.

"Not in the mood Ethan." I said and turned over and he turned me back over.

"Look at me Lollie." he demanded and I looked up. "please don't lose that twinkle on your eyes."

"I won't. I love you babe." I said and cuddled into his chest.

"I love you too Winnie." he replied and we kissed for about a minute and I fell asleep.

~4:00 in the morning~

I was sleeping good till I was dragged out of bed and pinned against the wall. I looked and saw a pissed off Niall and I could smell the alcohol on his breath.

"Niall, get off of me!" I gritted through my teeth struggling.

"You done this! This is your fault!" he yelled.

"What is?!" I yelled.

"Kenzie's pregnant but since you had to go and fight her, I can't see my baby!" he yelled.

"Why do you also take peoples sides over me?!" I yelled.

"Because usually, your a two faced, lying, backstabbing, bitch!" he yelled. He punched me and slapped me.

"Get off of her Niall!" Ethan yelled and pulled him off and I fell on the floor. Niall swung at Ethan but Ethan caught his fist.

"Niall, don't make me do this." he said.

"Why does it matter?" he asked and punched Ethan and Ethan punched him back. I curled up and watched scared. Ethan straddled Niall and punched him. Niall straddled Ethan and punched him and Ethan flipped back on Niall and Zayn and Harry ran in. Zayn grabbed Niall and Harry grabbed Ethan. They were both struggling to get loose, I walked in front of Ethan.

"Please get out of scary mode." I asked with pleading eyes, his face softened and hugged me.

"I fucking hate you Winnie!" Niall yelled and my heart shattered. "you don't even deserve that kid in your belly."

"Get. out. of. my. room. now!" I gritted through my teeth. "because if you don't I'm going to make it where you sneeze out of your bellybutton." they walked out. I laid back down and turned away from Ethan.

"Baby, come on." he said.

"No, he hates me." I said. "It's m-" I got interrupted by being turned over and came face to face with a mad Ethan. He grabbed my face.

"It's not your fault Winnie." He said calmly but anger in his voice.

"Please calm down." I begged. His face softened and touch my face and I flinched and he looked hurt.

"You flinched." he said with hurt in his voice. He sat up and I sat on him.

"Your not leaving." I said and he laid back down.

"You thought I was going to hit you?" he asked. I looked down and cuddled into his chest and fell asleep.