Winnie's Pov

I wake up and hear Cheyenne fussy, I let Ethan sleep because he's sick. I walk in the room and see the last person I ever wanted to see. The baby daddy of Cheyenne and Dakota, he put a chair under the door know so no one could get in, and he turned off the baby monitor.

"What. do. you. want?" I gritted through my teeth.

"I wanted to see my babies." he said and rubbed Dakota's head.

"You raped me and you are not their father!" I snapped.

"This isn't the last time you will see me Winnie Tomlinson." he said and jumped out of the window. I bursted in tears. I heard a knock on the door and moved the chair. I opened the door and ran into their arms, I didn't even know who it was. I look and it was Jake.

"I-I'm s-sorry, I just n-needed a hug." I said and wiped my tears. I hugged him again. Someone cleared their throat. It was Ethan, Oh shit.

"What is this?" he asked. He threw me over his shoulder and brought me to the quiet room so no one could hear us.

"S-someone b-broke in and was holding C-Cheyenne and they jumped out of the window. I started crying and moved the chair and just hugged him." I explained.

"Winnie, did you know who the person was?" Ethan asked, I look at the ground.

"No, I didn't." I said and looked at my shoes.

"Your lying, Winnie." he snapped. I looked up.

"No, I'm not lying!" I snapped back.

"I know when you lying, and you are. Why can't you trust me?!" he asked sounding frustrated.

"I do trust you!" I said.

"Then, tell me who it was!" he yelled and got in my face.

"I don't know him!" I yelled and got in his face. I heard the door open and saw a scary Dad.

"D-Dad?" I called his name.

"What was his name, Winnie?" he hissed.

"I don't know him!" I screamed.

"I can't do this! I'll be back later!" I snapped and someone grabbed my arm but I yanked it out. I grabbed a white shirt, a hoodie that said 'you see da police, warn a brother', some sweatpants, ugg boots, and a beanie that said Liam on it. I walk out and just walked down the street. I went to the store in the baby section, I bumped into someone and their stuff dropped.

"I'm sorry." I stuttered out. I saw Danielle.

"She says 'Winnie' as I say 'Danielle'."

"So, how you been?" she asked casually.

"Dani, leave me alone." I said.

"So, you said all that bullshit and put it in Liam's brain! Your lucky Eleanor was at that party because I was going find you." Danielle said with a smirk.

"I beat Liam, you think scared of you?" I asked.

"He's nothing but a punk and a baby! Let him do what he wants and you stay out of it!" she said.

"Do not talk about Liam, and I'm not scared of you."

"Bring it." she said and lunged at me. I straddled her and punched her and she punched me and I straddled her. I punched her again and she punched me.

"Have you had enough, bitch, stay away from my family." I asked. I got off and ran away. I felt my nose and it bleeding. I walk in the house.

"Hey, Win-what the hell happen?!" Liam yelled and sat me on the couch.

"Danielle's, is what happened." I said and Liam looked at me like I had two heads.

"Why did you fight her, Winnie?" Liam asked.

"Because, she was talking about how I should be lucky Eleanor was at the party because she was looking for me. Saying you were a punk. I told her I'm not scared of you. She lunged at me and I straddled her and punched her, she punched me, I punched her again and she punched me again." I explain. I heard the door open.

"Tommo, is in the house!" Dad screamed. "hey, Win-"

"Liam! Did you do the to my daughter?!" he screamed and looked pissed and so did Eleanor. I sat on Liam to block him from dad.

"He didn't do this, I fought someone else." I said looked down.

"Who?!" he yelled.

"Danielle!" I said and Eleanor got more pissed.

"What?! I thought you said you weren't going to go after her!" Dad screamed.

"I didn't, me and Ethan got in a tiny argument so I went to the store to calm down. Danielle, was there and I was like Danielle, leave me alone. She said So, I was the one who said all that bullshit and put it in Liam's brain! And I should be lucky Eleanor was at that party because she was going find me. I said I fought Liam, you think scared of you. She was like He's nothing but a punk and a baby! Let him do what he wants and I should stay out of it! I told her Do not talk about Liam like that. And I'm not scared of her. She said Bring it and lunged at me. I straddled her and punched her and she punched me and I straddled her. I punched her again and she punched me. All I told her to stay away from our family." I explain. And Eleanor is madder than fire.

"Mom, calm down." I said and she looked at me shocked I called her mom. And she had tears in her eyes and hugged me.

"You called me mom." she said.

"You date my dad, and even if my real mom is gone I still have you." I said. "Now remember the twins need their grandma and I need you. Don't get locked up by fighting her, she's not worth losing you."

"Ok." She pouted and stomped her foot. I heard the door open. It was Ethan.

"Hey, babe." I said but he grabbed my wrist and took me to the quiet room and he locked the door.

"Is it true?" he asked but still holding the doorknob and facing the door.

"Is what true?" I asked confused.

"You and Jake?" He asked and his voice shaky.

"Your scaring me Ethan." I said.

"Just answer question." he said and his fists were clenched into balls.

"The only thing me and Jake are is friends, that's it!" I said.

"I think I have a different opinion." he said and turned around and his face was red. He started coming towards me and I gulped.

"B-Because, when were h-hugging?" I asked my voice shaking because I was scared.

"No, not that." he said.

"P-p-please, c-c-calm down Ethan." I said and hugged him.

"What's this then?" he said and showed me a picture of me and Jake. It was me pinned against a brick wall and him kissing my neck.

"That is when Jake used to hurt me." I said looking at the photo. "where'd you get it from, Ethan?"

"None of your concern." he spat. My mouth gapes.

"Ethan, what did I do to you?!" I yelled.

"It's what you didn't do." he snapped. I shook my head and took off my ring and threw it on the floor.

"That's what I did." I said and ran downstairs and slammed the door. The closed breeze hit me and I should've brought a coat. I saw the park in view and sat on the swing.

"Your crazy being in this cold, Winnie." I heard Logan's voice. Logan has hazel eyes and dirty blonde hair.

"Why do you care?" I snapped and wiped away my tears.

"Just because we fight doesn't mean I think your crazy for being in the cold with capris and a tank top." he said. "And I'm sorry." he said. "I've wanted to come to your house and tell after I found out but I was too scared your fiancé or brother would kick my ass." I laughed.

"It's not the first time I've been in a fight." I said.

"Penny for your thoughts." he said and sat on the swing next to me and he put his coat on me.

"Me and Ethan got in a fight and I took of the ring, threw it at him, and ran out of the house." I said.

"You don't have to tell me but why'd you fight?" he asks. I hesitated on telling him.

"He thought I was cheating." I said.

"Were you?" he asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Of course not. You remember when you, Jake, and Trent would hurt me?" I asked and he gave me a guilty and sorry look and nodded slowly. "Well, remember that day you and Jake took me behind the orphanage and Jake pinned me against the wall and kissed my neck? Someone took a picture and somehow Ethan has it and thought I was cheating. But Ethan's so hardheaded and won't listen." I was frustrated.

"It's ok, you two just need to calm down. You two are a perfect couple, trust me, you'll stay together. And the twins need their dad." he said and smiled.

"Yeah, you know. You act all bad ass but you have a soft side." I said and he looked down and then back at me.

"Don't tell anybody." he said sternly.

"This conversation is between me and you. Got it?" I said and he nodded. "thanks, Logan. I better get back, the twins will be up from their nap any second." and we went separate ways. I started humming over again and walked into the house. I closed the door and turned around and everyone was staring at me. "I haven't been here two seconds, what I do?" I flailed my arms.

"We saw you with him." Liam spoke.

"So?" I snapped.

"Why would you talk to a person who hurt you?!" Dad snapped.

"He said he's wanted to say sorry after I got out of the hospital but he was too scared these two would beat his ass." I spat and gestured toward Ethan and Nick. "I swear, it's not like I hugged and kissed the boy. He wanted to know why I was out in the cold and crying. At least someone was worried about me." I glanced towards Ethan. "I'm going to check on the twins." I bumped into Ethan's shoulder. I walked in and locked the door. I saw Dakota awake and picked him up.

"Dax, why do people have to be so difficult and can't trust me. I thought your dad wasn't the jealous type, I guess he is." I said.

I thought it was too good to be true

I found somebody who understands me

Someone who would help me to get through

And fill an emptiness i had inside me

But you kept inside and I just denied

Some things that we should have both said

I knew it was too good to be true

Cause i'm the only one who understands me

What happened to us

We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely

What happened to us

And deep inside I wonder, did i lose my only?

Remember they thought we were too young

To really know what it takes to make it

But we had survived off what we have done

So we could show them all that they're mistaken

But who could have known the lies that would grow

Until we could see right through them

Remember they knew we were too young

We still don't know what it takes to make it

We could have made it work, we could have found a way,

We should have done our best to see another day

But we kept it all inside until it was too late

And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay

For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...

I put Dakota in his bed and walked to my room. I saw Ethan asleep on the beanbag, it was 1am. I had a jersey that had a huge 23 and had Winnie on the back. I had shorts on and went downstairs. Thank goodness I put shorts on because 5SOS was in the lounge room chilling.

"Hey! What are you all doing up?" I asked.

"Just talking and catching up." Liam said.

"Yeah, they told me about the prank you pulled." Calum said.

"I didn't do even do the prank!" I huffed and ran to my room. I shook Ethan awake.

"Please, get in the bed with me. It feels empty and your half of me." I said and he got up and hugged me.

"I'm sorry I accused you of what happened, I should have asked you first." He said.

"I love you Ethan, I like no one else. Only you." I said and kissed him. We got in bed, covered up, and he pulled me closer. I cuddled into his chest and he kissed my head.

"I love you Lollie." he told me.

"I love you too." I said and started getting sleepy and fell asleep.