Winnie's Pov

I woke up and Ethan wasn't beside me. I took a shower and done my business, I put on undergarments. I put on purple sweats, a black tank top, socks, hair up, jewelry, perfume, and beanie. I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs and Bailey ran up and hugged me.

"We have to go to the studio." she said.

"Why?" I asked and she let go.

"You have to record but I'm coming because the boys have a signing and Ethan and Nick doesn't want to go to either." she answered and I nodded.

"Oh yeah." I said and we ran upstairs and changed, we came back down.

"We'll be back later." I said and walked to my car. I drove to Syco and we got out.

"Simon." I said.

"He's in a meeting right now so you have to wait." she said and I walked down the hall.

"Hey Makayla, hey Bailey." Marcus said.

"Hey, Wiz and T.I. are here?" I asked.

"Yeah, wanna come hang or do you have to record?" he asked.

"No, Simons in a meeting, we can come." I said and we walked in the room.

"Hey, Makayla. Who's this?" T asked.

"This is Bailey, my sister." I said and smiled.

"What? How?" Wiz asked nervous.

"Calm down, they know." Marcus said.

"You two knew too?" I asked shocked.

"Yeah, we weren't suppose to know but we found out." Wiz said.

"How'd you find out?" T asked.

"It all came in a box yesterday." I said.

"Wait, I thought they got burned up?" Wiz asked.

"I thought so too." I said.

"So, how'd Ethan take it?" T asked.

"He threw the book across the room and picked up Billy's book." I answered.

"How'd he take that?" T asked.

"He was too shocked, just like me." I said. "I was more shocked about Alex."

"Yeah, we were too." Marcus said.

"Winnie, Bailey, let's go." Simon said.

"Bye guys." I said and walked out, I finished recording and drove home. "don't tell the boys." she nodded and we walked inside and into the lounge room, we were greeted by a pissed off Louis.

"What happened?" we asked.

"Why didn't you tell us?" he gritted through his teeth.

"What?" I asked.

"Niall." Harry said.

"We couldn't." Bailey said.

"Why?" Liam asked.

"Because, he blackmailed us." I answered.

"But yet, you couldn't tell me." Ethan said from behind me and I turned around.

"I couldn't tell anyone." I said.

"Why?" Zayn asked and I looked at Ethan and Bailey, I looked down.

"I can't." I said.

"Winnie, please." Zayn said.

"No, because bad things are going to happen if I do." I said.

"Angel, what's wrong?" Harry asked softly and got in front of me and I looked at Ethan.

"I can't." I said and tears formed in my eyes.

"Where's Niall?" Bailey asked.

"He left." Liam answered.

"What do you mean left?" She asked.

"After he found out we knew, he left." dad said and I shook my head.

"It wasn't even that serious." We said.

"Princesses-"

"No! You're not getting mad at Niall just because of that." I said.

"He hurt you." dad said.

"It was just discipline." We said.

"So, you expect us to just forgive him?" Liam asked.

"I forgive him, I've has worse." me and Bailey said at the same time.

"Fine." they said.

"Bailey don't say anything about T and Wiz knowing." I whispered so only she could hear and she nodded.

"What are you two whispering about?" dad asked.

"Sister stuff." We said.

"Ok, whatever." dad said and I looked at Ethan and Nick.

"Ethan-" he shook his head and walked upstairs. "I gotta go deal with this drama queen." I ran upstairs and into my room, I didn't see Ethan. Arms wrapped around me. "ah!"

"Sh, it's just me." Ethan said and laughed.

"That wasn't funny." I said and turned around. "you're not mad?"

"Of course not, if you can forgive him, so can I." he said.

"Thank you." I said and pulled away. "you're still freaked out about all that stuff aren't you?"

"Yeah." he said.

"Can I tell you a secret?" I asked.

"Of course." he said.

"I knew I had a sister but I didn't know who." I said and looked down.

"How?" he asked.

"I found that necklace one day." I said and looked down. "I just assumed it was Christina's."

"It's ok." he said.

"Lindsey's the reason he done that to me and Bailey." I said. "I should've handled my anger better."

"Lollie, it wasn't your fault." he said softly and I looked at him.

"Oh, I know it wasn't my fault but I was scared that if you all found out, our family would be messed. Our crazy stupid family but it's still our family." I said and smiled. "I have two brothers I've know since I was 6, a twin sister that was already my sister, you being you know who's son. It doesn't matter to me because, I've had so many ups and downs, goods and bads, drama, and new people showing up. I love it, 3 years of exciting and never a dull moment life."

"I love this family too, I'm glad I came back, and joined this family." he said and smiled.

"I couldn't tell you most of the stuff I knew because it's not the point you would get mad but the point of what you might go and do." I said. "I'm violent but I don't like seeing people get hurt because, east side was difficult but I'll never forget them. I hope you don't mind Hudson's always going to be a friend and only a friend nothing more."

"I know, he protects you like your his sister, I respect him for that." he said.

"I just wish mom was here to see everything." I said.

"She has, she's your guardian angel." he said.

"I know, even though I had a terrible part of my life, I never was scared of you, I just knew you were stronger than me and I know what you can do when you're mad enough." I admitted and he bent down to my level.

"Winnie, everything we went through together, you're my best friend and just couldn't bring myself to ever hurt you. I knew you were strong enough to handle it but I would see how much I hurt you, I could barely watch you fight other people better yet me. I know why you and Chase weren't best friends as kids." He said and I looked into his eyes.

"How?" I asked and he smiled.

"I'm not dumb Winnie, I'm just like Marcus, Chase, and Hudson, I can see right through you." he said.

"You're not mad?" I asked.

"Of course not, we were kids. He still protected you and kept your secret." he said. "I knew you liked me."

"Can I tell you another secret?" I asked.

"Yes." he said.

"Were you mad when you found out Billy was pushed not fell?" I asked.

"Yes I was mad but not at you, you didn't want you and Chase to get hurt." he said.

"Thanks, also Kobe did get a scholarship too and showed up at the practice." I admitted and he raised an eyebrow.

"What'd you do?" he asked.

"I was beside the coach and talking to the boys about who I was, someone asked was coach Carver, it was Kobe. I turned around and he said hey Makayla and I told me don't call him that, he said what about east but I interrupted him and said he wasn't east side. He said you're not the leader and I heard Chase and he said but my brother is and then Hudson said you're nothing anyway. He said what's wrong Makayla and I said you're what's wrong, he said how's your jaw feel and I said the better question is how does your jaw feel because I remember I was the one who punched you out cold, I told him I won every fight we had as kids. He said what about Bil." I started.

"Where's the rest?" he asked.

"He couldn't finish his sentence because I punched him out cold and all of the boys of course except Chase and Hudson were shocked. I told coach that if Kobe played I wasn't going to play, the boys said they'd rather have me than Kobe." I said and smiled. "I lost people and I gained people, I wouldn't let Liam cry over Danielle but I cried over you, it wasn't the main point of losing my fiancé but my best friend."

"The boys didn't see it like you did, they saw it as it had to be bad because of how you acted. Winnie, you wouldn't give up even when Marcus told you too, you fought Alex, you cried in front of Marcus, you didn't show fear when people would have been terrified, Winnie you're stronger than you seem. Not muscle, but on the inside, Winnie you were broken, shattered, scarred, and cuts, but you healed but you couldn't see it because so many people have told you all those things you thought were. I know this because I was broken and shattered, I thought I would never be the same and never be as strong as Winnie Tomlinson. Even though she cried, she was strong and never gave up when others would have." he said.

"The things he said to me when I was little, I felt like I could literally touch the sky and do anything. He was my superhero, king, the one I looked up too. He told me he would always love me no matter what happened and would protect me from monsters and would chase away any boyfriends I had when I got older. I was his little girl and Winnie the Pooh, but one day can turn you life upside down and instead of him being my superhero I would need a superhero, he didn't love me, he was the only monster I knew and wished I would've got protected from, he sure did keep me away from boys but not from men, and I wasn't his little girl only his slut and his toy he didn't get rid of." I said and still no tears.

"You're not crying." he said and smiled.

"I'm not wasting tears on them, Ethan, he beat mom too." I said.

"What?" he asked.

"When Eric came to the gym and put me in that coma I woke up in a daisy flower patch. My mom was there, she told me she was sorry about Owen because he beat her too and I knew it wasn't a dream because she told me that Daniel was going to be there when I woke up." I said.

"I never knew." he said.

"Neither did I." I said. "You wouldn't think that your aunt would ever kill her own sister."

"It was twisted." he said.

"Let's go downstairs." I said and walked downstairs and saw Harry and I jumped on him. "hey Hazzy!"

"Hey angel." he said and hugged me.

"Hey Winnie." dad said.

"Hey guys." I said and smiled.

"Winnie, you have a concert tomorrow night." Liam said and I nodded, someone knocked on the door.

"I got it." I said and opened it to Chase. "What's wrong?" he pulled me outside and I shut the door.

"We had another huge puzzle piece we missed." he said.

"Ugh!" I groaned.

"One, Jake and Ethan, their brothers. Two, Amy's not our mom. Winnie please don't freak out about this last one." he said. "Caden and Jason are alive."

"W-what?" I asked.

"Marcus doesn't know I know, he doesn't even know." he said.

"Blake, that's impossible." I said.

"It's not, Jason and Caden lost their memory and has their own families." he said.

"I thought we knew everything." I said and he shook his head.

"We were wrong, our lives are even more a lie." he said.

"I'm use to people lying to me, so it doesn't phase me. Chase, I'm sorry about what happened when we were kids." I said.

"We were kids, were teenagers now, it doesn't matter because we still have each other." he said and we smiled.

"I never forgot east side." I said and hugged him.

"We never forgot you either." he said and we pulled apart and I laughed. "what?"

"Do you what happened the first time we fought?" I asked and he smiled.

"I'll never forget that." he said.

"I still kicked your bum." I said and pushed his shoulder.

"It was a tie." he said.

"Saying mercy is not a tie." I said.

"I tackled you." he said.

"You caught me off guard and Caleb threw a rock at me." I said.

"You punched him pretty hard." he said.

"It hurt, it was a huge knot on my head." I said.

"Baby." he said.

"Am not, we were only 5." I said.

"Actually, I'm older than you." he said.

"That doesn't matter." I said.

"So, Bailey was the youngest." he said.

"But yet, Daniels older than you." I said.

"Ugh." we groaned.

"I got to get home." he said and hugged me. "bye Makayla."

"Bye Chase." I said and ran inside.

"Hey Winnie, nice for you to join us." Liam said and I looked confused.

"What's going on?" I asked.

"Oh nothing." dad said and I rolled my eyes.

"Does anyone know what this is?" Harry asked and held up two necklaces and I looked shocked. I grabbed the necklaces and looked at them and someone grabbed one of them, I looked and saw Ethan.

"Winnie, is this what I think it is?" He asked with anger.

"Ethan, don't think about it." I gritted through my teeth and he looked at me, he took off running. "Ethan! No!"

"You're not keeping it Winnie!" he yelled.

"Ethan! Stop!" I yelled.

"What's going on?" Nick asked.

"necklace!" Ethan yelled.

"No Winnie!" Nick yelled and I grabbed Ethan's ankle and he fell. I grabbed the necklace and ran the other way.

"What's going on?" Bailey asked.

"Take it and run." I said and gave it to her and she ran and dad grabbed the necklace.

"What the hell is going on?!" Liam yelled.

"Ethan won't let me keep my necklace!" I yelled.

"Winnie, it's the past! you're keeping it because you think it your fault!" Ethan yelled.

"No, I'm not!" I yelled. "She gave it to me and it's special!"

"You know your lying Winnie!" he yelled.

"I'm not lying Ethan!" I yelled.

"You told me you wouldn't keep it! You wouldn't let me keep mine!" he yelled.

"Ethan, you knew you hated me when you weren't east side, didn't ever tell anyone bout it, did you?" I asked.

"Winnie don't." he gritted through his teeth and clenched his fists.

"You know I'm telling the truth Ethan! Did you think I ever forgot what happened but I didn't and I never will! Call me it Ethan you know you want too!" I yelled and struggled whether to say it or not.

"I never meant too Makayla, it wasn't my idea!" He yelled.

"I don't give a damn who's idea it was, you know you ruined it Jake! You three literally embarrassed me in front of the whole school!" I yelled.

"I didn't mean too!" He yelled.

"But you still said it Jake and I won't forget those words." I said and tears formed. "you said you would never hurt me huh? Do I really need to show proof?"

"Makayla, I didn't do it!" he yelled.

"Yes you did, Jake!" I yelled and tears formed.

"I never meant too!" he gritted through his teeth. I got in his face and straddled him on the floor.

"Everybody knows Ethan, but they never knew Jake!" I yelled. "you tricked me, you swore." my voice hoarse. He straddled me and I straddled him but he straddled me with a stronger grip.

"Makayla, we were 7." he said.

"Jake, you think that changes the fact that you did what you did?! Just because I accidentally tripped you and they thought I tripped you on purpose." I yelled. "fine, I won't keep the necklaces, I hope you're fucking happy."

"Winnie-" I pushed his off of me.

"Shutup!" I spat and ran upstairs and just shook my head. I slid down the wall and put my head in my hands.

"Angel?" I heard Harry.

"Hazzy." I said and looked at him.

"What happened?" he asked.

"I can't relive it, I don't want to know Jake, I want to know Ethan and only Ethan. I was mad, it slipped out, I promised to never tell." I said.

"Angel, you can't blame yourself." He said.

"I broke it Hazzy." I said and shook my head.

"Angel, nobody's perfect." he said and kissed my forehead.

"I betrayed him." I said. "I was mad and wanted him to feel what I felt. Guilt and angry."

"Who's Jason?" he asked.

"My oldest brother." I said. "well, I think he's my brother, he passed when I was 8 I watched him get killed but I couldn't moved because I was to shocked."

"It wasn't your fault." he said.

"I know, it's just all these memories always have bad ones, me and Chase were laughing about the first time we fought, I totally kicked his bum. Well until Caleb threw a damn rock at me when Chase pinned me down and I punched Caleb pretty hard and hard a huge knot and headache." I said. "I loved east side, at first I was terrified of Ethan when he joined east side but I didn't show it then I started crushing."

"Fell pretty deep didn't you?" he asked.

"Yeah, now I can't get out. It's not the point of I'm scared Ethan but more of what he can do." I said and looked down. "Ethan's stronger than I am, I've admitted it and he's the first person I lost too. I got hurt so many times but some by the people I trusted most. I actually had a crush on Ethan before what happened, that's why it surprised me, he done it because of his dumbass friends."

"What happened?" he asked.

"Ok, my shoe untied and I bent down to tie it and before I could move my foot Ethan tripped on it. Kimberly poured water all over my white shirt and everyone laughed, Jake called me a punk and a baby. I held back my tears and put on a hoodie, I walked to lunch and Jake bumped into my tray and spilt food all over me and everyone laughed." I explained.

"What'd they do to you?" he asked.

"Let me sum it up." I said and showed him my lower back that had a scar.

"They did that?" he asked and I looked back at him and nodded.

"He cut me but Kyle covered my mouth so I wouldn't scream and Jake did it." I said and clenched my fists.

"He didn't mean too, angel." he said.

"He hated me because me and Chase were east side." I said. "Jake was in that cafeteria the day Kimberly tried to humiliate me."

"You only know Ethan, not Jake." I said and looked at him.