Read title then you'll realize why I haven't been updating.
(I'm so sorry (╥╯﹏╰╥)ง)

But I wrote a poem that you might like (just saying)

Mark

A savior.
A rolemodel.
A hero.

Heroes can be many things,
They can be everywhere.
Next door.
A city away.
In your own home.
Mine, mine is on my phone screen.
My TV, my computer, YouTube.

Not many know of my story.
A story I hold close but yet so far.
This story has left scars on my heart, my mind, my life.

He was there, when no-one was.
No-one would listen, so I made sure they wouldn't hear.
He. Was. There.

He comforts me when I'm sad.
He sits and listens to me.
He has only heard my story.
He is only on my screen.

He doesn't know of me.
He doesn't know of my existence.
But HE cares.

He knows what to say to make me smile.
He can brighten up my day with one word.
one glance.
one video.

A YouTuber can't be a hero, you might say.
That's where you're wrong.
If it weren't for YouTubers I wouldn't be who I am today.
I wouldn't know what to say or
Even say anything at all.

He doesn't or maybe ever will know my name but I know who to say bye to at the end of every video...

Mark