Vanessa's point of view

"My chick she's a little bit punk rock, can't stand it when I listen to my hip-hop." I said as I matted my lipstick down with my finger. "She prefers Whitesnake over Drake, but I make her listen to it anyway."

"Can you stop serenading yourself and hurry up?" Luke asked and I shushed him as I washed my hands. "You're not gonna wear your band shirt, right?"

"Do you want me to be the embarrassing fangirl from before I knew you?" I asked and looked at him. "I will. I'll do it. I think I still have the 'but you're not 5sos' t-shirt."

"Please don't." He said and laughed. "I've seen your old tweets, that was very cringe worthy." He said and I nodded.

"Exactly." I said and then tied my bandana before putting my make-up away. "I feel punk, I'm ready." I said and he nodded.

"Go see if Calum and Ashton are ready, yeah? I still gotta get dressed." He said and I nodded as I walked out of the bedroom.

I left our hotel room, making sure to grab the key on the way out, and then went to their room. I knocked on the door and a shirtless Ashton Irwin opened the door.

"You guys aren't ready yet." I said and he nodded.

"Not aren't all. Hold on." He said and I nodded as he closed the door. "Put some fucking clothes on Calum, I'm not letting Nessa in when you're ass naked."

I rolled my eyes and the door opened again after a few moments. "Come in." He said and I nodded as I stepped into their hotel room.

"I don't even bave pants on!"

"You never have clothes on. Why do you hate clothes?" I asked him as he grabbed his black skinny jeans.

"I was born without clothes, so I don't need clothes." He said and then yanked his jeans on.

I rolled my eyes and ran a hand through my wavy hair. "I should go check up on Mikey." I said and they nodded.

"Knowing him, he's either dressed and lounging around, or he's still asleep." Ashton told me and I nodded.

"While you guys get dressed, I'm going to see what Mikey is up too." I said and Calum laughed, saying that he wasn't going to promise anything.

I left their room and then went to Michael's, knocking on it. He opened it quickly and I gave him a smile. He let me in and then shut the door behind me.

"Cashton aren't ready yet, too busy having sex to get dressed." I said and he laughed as I sat on his bed.

"Figures, Ashton always seemed fruity too me." He said and I agreed. "Can we talk?" He asked and I nodded.

"We are right now, aren't we?" I asked and he nodded as he sat down on the bed too.

"I'm proud of you for yesterday, for telling Calum you were uncomfortable." He said and I nodded.

"I knew you saw it. You didn't question me not being hungry despite my love for food." I said and he nodded as he laughed. "I feel like he hates me."

"I bet you he doesn't." He said and I shrugged. "I'll even talk to him about it because if he's going to talk to anyone about you two, it's me. I've been like supportive the entire time." He told me and I nodded.

"You're not wrong." I said and he chuckled. "I think I just need to stop thinking about it." I told him.

"Probably." He said and there was a knock on the door. "It'll get it." He said and I nodded.

I stood up and then pulled my jeans up. I looked in the mirror and I actually felt a little self-conscious because I had these huge thighs. I hated them, and I think besides for my tummy rolls, which don't bother me as much, that was the only thing I hated about myself.

"Hey Cal." Michael said as I pulled my jeans down around my thighs. "What are you doing?" Michael asked and I looked at him.

"My thighs are eating my pants." I said and he shook his head at me, calling me a dummy. "Hey Calum." I said and he gave me a smile before sitting on the bed with Michael.

"Don't get mad at me, but big thighs are great." Michael said and gave me a thumbs up. I rolled my eyes and then pulled my jacket down before crossing my arms.

"I guess." I said and Calum agreed with Michael. I put my hands in my back pockets and then an awkward silence fell over us.

My phone rang, How To Be A Heartbreaker by Mariana and the Diamonds played loudly a d Calum rolled his eyes. I blushed and then answered it as I looked down at the floor. "Hello?"

"Hi." Jack said shyly and I smiled as I flipped my bangs out of my face. "You said to call you when my dad left?"

"Yeah, I need you to get ready for the concert. Luke pulled some strings and said yeah, you can tag along." I said and it was silent.

"Are you-Are you kidding me?"

"What heartless monster plays with a concert?" I asked and he agreed with me. "Go on, when you're at the venue, stay by the merch stand and I'll go and get you."

"O-Okay." He said and I told him bye before hanging up.

"Who was that?" Michael asked and Calum looked jealous. "Who pissed in your cereal Hood?"

"No one. Who was that Nessa?"

"A big fan of yours. Luke said I could bring him even though he can't afford tickets. That makes me a good person right?" I asked and Michael laughed. "Because like, not being able to go to your favourite band's concert sucks."

"Yes, that does make you slightly more of a good person." Michael said and I nodded. "What's wrong with you Calum?"

"Nothing. I'm fine." He said and Michael tackled him in a hug. "Mikey get off." He said but Michael shook his head.

"No, not until you tell me what crawled up your ass." He said and Calum laughed.

There was a knock on the door and I got it since they were too busy making love. I opened it and it was Luke and Ashton. "They're having sex on the bed." I said and Ashton scrunched his nose up.

"Calum! You cheater!" Ashton cried and ran inside. "I trusted you!"

"Those are your friends." I said and pointed at Luke, who shook his head with and weireded out expression.

"I don't know those guys."

-

"Hey." I said and saw Jack by the merch stand. He looked at me and I smiled. "Come on, show starts soon." I said and he seemed so excited.

"Thank you, you seriously have no idea how much this means to me. I've been wanting to see them life for so long." He told me and I chuckled as we walked up to the front.

"Don't worry about it." I said and smiled at him. "It's fine. I'm all for helping people meet their idols." I told him and he nodded.

"What's your favorite song besides for Broken Home?" I asked him and he chewed on his bottom lip.

"Vapour, I adore that song." He told me and I nodded, agreeing with him. "It reminds me of my ex though, which sucks, but she's out of the picture now."

"I'd agree but I've never had an ex." I said and he laughed, telling me it sucks to like someone a lot and have them dump you out of the blue. "Seems like it, I'm sorry."

"Don't be." He said and shrugged. "Oh my god." He said as the boys came out, instruments in hand.

"The piano is prettier in person." I said and he nodded, agreeing with me. I smiled and crossed my arms a bit since it was kind of cold, but I had no doubt that it'd get hotter as the concert went on.

Michael nodded at us and I gave him a thumbs up. Girls beside me figured out who I was and I spent approximately fifteen minutes taking pictures with a bunch of girls I didn't know.

I smiled to myself and sang along to the songs that's they played, enjoying the fact that I'm finally getting to see them live, in an actual concert instead of a short, 20 minute set or playfully singing it around the house or whatever.

I grabbed my phone and then went to my camera, recording some of my favorite songs since not everyone was able to come and see it. When I wasn't recording, I was snapping pictures and being a moron with the fans around me.

We're idiots but you gotta love the fam.

-

"You guys did great." I said and gave Luke a highfive. He smiled and thanked me.

"Feels good to play a gig after that break." Ashton said and stretched a bit. "That was so much fun!" He said and Calum nodded.

"I'm all sweaty." Michael said and I laughed. "I smell like balls too." He told us and Calum nodded.

"You do, trust me." He said and I sat down on a couch as Calum took his sweaty shirt off. "I need to shower."

"You all do." I said and Ashton asked me to repeat what I said. "I said you all need to shower." I told him and he smiled evilly.

Oh no.

"Hugs!" He yelled and I was suddenly smashed between all four of them. "There we go, much love."

"You're all disgusting and I hope you all get herpes." I said and they laughed as I managed to get out of the hug. I took my jacket off and wiped my hands on my jeans. "Get herpes, all of you."

"Too late."

"What?" We all asked Michael, who just changed his shirt with a straight face.

"You play too much!" Calum said as he shook his head, laughing at his best friend. "Shut up Michael."

"No!" Michael shouted and threw his shirt at Calum. "Don't tell me what to do when I'm older than you!"

"Shut up." Calum repeated a little bit more sterner and Michael nodded as he pulled his phone out. "You're such a little kid Mikey."

"Fuck you." Michael said and flipped Calum off. "Control the boy toy Ms. Heartbreaker." He said and I looked at Luke.

"Control your best friend Mr. Lead Singer." I said and Luke looked at Ashton, who just looked at us wide eyed and slightly confused.

"Control your roommate Mr. Drummer Boy." Luke said and Ashton looked at Calum, his arms crossed and a stern tint to his voice.

"Control yourself son."

"No."

"I tried." Ashton said and shrugged as we all laughed. "Maybe Nessa should try."

"Maybe she shouldn't and I will." Luke said and Calum went wide eyed. He ran straight into the closet and then closed the door, hiding in the small space. "I didn't mean to be scary?"

"It's okay. The problem took care of himself." I said and we both nodded. "Don't be sorry, Calum's in the closet. Just waiting for Mikey to help him out."

"You ship Malum more than you ship Calessa!" Michael exclaimed and I nodded.

"Who doesn't?" I asked and Calum stuck his arm out, waving his hand around. "Says the boy who is inside of the closet."

Luke highfived me and I smiled to myself as Calum flipped us off. "That's my girl, Malum is real." He said and then took a drink of his water.

"Pass me a water?" I asked him and he handed me a bottle. "Thanks Hemmo." I said and he nodded as I took a drink.

"They even stand the same way, what the fuck?" Ashton asked and told us to stay still. He took a picture of us as we flipped him off and Ashton rolled his eyes. "You're too alike."

"You're just jealous." Luke said and I nodded as I chewed on my bottom lip. "We gotta go guys, we need to be in the bus with everything packed by ten, it's seven."

"Okay, I'm coming." Calum said and tumbled out of the small closet. I rolled my eyes and he jumped up.

"Idiot." Me and Luke said at the same time and I laughed as we walked out of the dressing room, ready to head back to the car.