"Hope? Why are you crying?" He asked. I didn't have answer for him. I just shock my head.

"No one should of made you feel that way." I said trying to dry my tears. He looked down.

"Well, That what happen." Then his phone rang. He took it out and looked at it.

"Its her." he showed me. Alice was calling him and texting "Lucian I didn't mean it" "Come back baby!" "ILL RUIN YOUR LIFE!"

"Lucian, If your not happy  with her then don't go back to her." I said. He seem hurt by this.

"But I was, no one made fun of me, it was great. You wouldn't understand." he said. huh? I got closer.

"What?" i said. He looked down at me. 

"I mean, you just moved here from american, not that its not hard and leave all your friends, but your always seem happy and innocent, I don't feel you been through anything like me." He said. How dare he assume. How could he say that! Just like Devon. I grew angry, but tears fill my eyes.

"Get out." I said not looking at him. He was confused.

"What?" He asked.

"I said get out." I grew move angry.

"Was it something I said?" He asked. Wow.

"OF COURSE!" I turned to him.  He backed up. "YOU DON'T KNOW THE HELL I BEEN THOUGH TO GET HERE! You have no right to assume! I'm finally happy and just because i am doesn't mean I haven't gone through anything like you, or worst!" I yelled. Lucian just looked at me.

"Hope I didn't mean-" I cut him off.

"don't say anything, just leave!" I ran to my room and slam the door. I buried my head in my pillow and cried, like I never have. Letting it all out after 14 years.

10mins later.

"Hope?" Lucian knocked on my door. I said nothing. "i'm coming in." He said. Before i could do anything he walked in and closed that door.

"Go away." I said with my head still in the pillow.

"No, I can't just leave you like this." He said. I looked up at him.

"Why not? Can't I just cry in peace." I asked him. He shook his head. I just looked down and my hands. There was lots of make up on them. weirdly the black turned into red. My hands were all bloody, like that day so long along. I closed them and my eyes. Lucian came over and hugged my so tight.

"Its ok, Just let it out." He said. I buried myself in his chest.

"I miss my mom, my brother, even my dad." I said. He didn't question it. he just kept me their in his arms.

5 mins later

"I'm sorry Lucian." I said.  He looked down at me.

"For what?" He asked me.

"for yelling at you, ruining this day, and ruining your shirt." I said. He laughed a little.

"It's alright, I could always wash it. And you did help me after all." He said. I let go of him and faced him.

"Really?" I shifted. He nodded.

"Not just with math, but to understand that i'm not the only ones with problems, I'm sorry that I said all those things." He said. I smiled.

"Its ok, I'm sorry about what happen to you, but you shouldn't hide who you are anymore, to be honest, I might of still like you if you were a Geek." I said. He smiled at me. Then there was a knock on the door.

"Hope you in there? I heard crying, everything alright?" It was Joe.

"Shit." Me and Lucian whispered.

"what do we do?" He asked me. I looked into his eyes. I think its ok for him to know. I went to the mirror in my room and got make up removed.

"What are you doing?" He asked. I clean myself up and turn to him.

"Hope?" Joe asked one more time.

"Hang on." I yelled. Lucian was so confused and scared it seem.

"Can you keep a secret?" I asked. He was really confused, it showed.

"Um Why?" He asked. I went to the door.

"because, I want you to never tell a solo what you saw here today." I slowly open the door and looked at Joe.

"Hope? Everything alright? Is that boy still here?" Joe asked. I nodded.

"I want you to meet him." I said. Joe surprised, But smiled. I opened the door fully. Lucian's mouth was open. He looked starstruck.

"Lucian meet my..... father-" Lucian Cut me off.

"Joe sugg?!"

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Hey everyone, I almost cried writing this chapter, and Its hard to make me cry. I kinda can connect to Hope, people call me sweet, innocent and other stuff but know really don't know what I go though. Nothing like Hope though. But I hope you are still enough this :)
11/5/16