"BLAH! BLAH! BLAH!" I woke up to a load annoying noise. Ugh. The alarm. I roll over and shut it up. Has it been 3 days already? It went by fast. I felt like yesterday was just the day I met Lucian. I get to see him again, Is this what it feels like to have a crush? As I think about it the door swings open.

"Hope? Come on! It's school day!" He said exsidely. I sat up and looked at him.

"You're just happy I'm leaving the hours for a few hours." I crossed my arms. He runs over and hugs me.

"Never! I'm just excited my little girl is starting school." He lifts me up and swings me around."

"Ugh! Joe too eary!" I yelled. He puts me down and rubs my head.

"Can you keep it down! I'm trying to sleep!" Yelled Caspar in the other room. Me and joe gigled.

"Ok get ready and meet me up stairs." He whispered. He left the room. I went to my dresser thinking what would be a good outfit for today? Hummmmmm. I decided to go simply. With a pink lose shirt and black leggings. I put some make up on, put black/white Convers on, and grabbed my bag. I headed up stairs and the next thing I know there's a camera in my face.

"First day of school!" Joe said. To early for this shit.

"Joe, stop!" I covered the camera with my hand and pushed him out of the way. I don't really want to be in Vlogs anymore, Iris found me so what's the point? Joe talked to his viwers about stuff and then we were out the door.

"Are you excited?" He asked me as we pull up to the school.

"I don't really know, mostly nervous." I said looking at the school.

"Don't worry Hope, just be yourself. They will love you." He said. I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back.

"Ok, here I go." I left the car and went to the front door. I had to go to the Office to get my schedule.

"Hi um I'm here to pick up my schedule." I said.

"You must be Hope, take a seat. I'll tell Mr. Gray." Said the lady behind the desk. I nodded and sat down. I worried how everyone will reacted when I talk. What Mr. V said had got to me. What if they kids don't like me because I'm American.

"Hope?" Said the lady. I looked up and stoped spacing out. "He will see you now." I nodded and walked to his desk.

"Hope, nice to see you again." He said.

"Nice to see you too Mr. Gray." I said quietly.

"Now, because you are new, I decided you need to be shown around. Lucian will be doing that." He said. Lucian? I look to the side and he was stand there the whole time. I jumped a little.

"Hey, did I scare you?" He laughed a little.

"Um no, I just didn't know you were there." Oh my god I'm a dork.

"Well Lucian, here's her schedule. Show her to her classes, thank you." He handed him my schedule, and he looked at it.

"Hey looks like we have some classes together." He smiled looking up at me. We do? Damn. The school must of done that. Great, I can make myself look more dumb in front of him. I smiled.

"Now you two go or you'll be late." Mr. Gray said. We left the Office and went to our first class. It was math which is the worst class ever! Not to mention when we walked in late everyone was looking at us. Lucian show the teacher a pass and we sat in the back.

"Class it looks like we have a new student. Would you please stand up." The teacher said. Oh my god, really? This shit really happens. I stund up slowly and waved. I was to scared to speak, what if the treat me differently because I'm American.

"What your name child." She said. Oh no. I looked around the room as everyone looked at me. I guess I have no choice but to speak. As I was getting to say something Lucian stands up.

"Hope is her name." He said. I could see so girls were laughing.

"Thank you Lucian, but I was asking her." He just smirked at the teacher. We sat down and the class went on.

"You didn't have to do that." I whispered. He lead closer to me.

"You weren't going to say anything." He sound mad. "Do you think we really never heard a American accent?" He was sounding like a douche.

"Sorry, I didn't think that at all. I was just nervous." I said upset. The only person I knew made me feel like I did something wrong.

"Don't worry what they think, if anyone has a problem with it, I'll deal with it." He winked. That made me blush. The class went on and we went on with the day. All the classes seem to be the same. "We have a new student." But when I said my name no one reacted like I thought. Maybe because I said it so quietly no one heard. Then it was lunch time I would follow Lucian, like I do, but then he stopped when we got our food.

"This is where we separate." He said. I was confused.

"What?" I asked.

"Where I sit you can't, there's no room." He said. I thought he was kidding but he didn't say jk or AH gotcha!

"Why can't you just sit with me for one day till I get friends?" I asked.

"I would, but my girlfriend wouldn't be to happy about it." He said. My heart dropped. He had a girlfriend!?

"Lucian!" I heard someone call. It was a girl waiting for him at a table. Must of been his girlfriend.

"Sorry, go find some friends now, see you later." He said as he walked away. I couldn't believe it, I thought he was supposed to be with Me the whole day. Wasn't that the point of a babysitter? I watch as he walked over and kissed his girlfriend. So many feelings were going through me. Heartbroken, angry, upset, confused. Then I got pushed and snapped out of it. I look around the lunch room and saw people looking and laughing at me.

"Look it's the shy girl." Some girls say. "Is she even from here?" "I heard her name was Hope." Some guy said. "Hope? More like Hopeless" people laughed. I walked away fast to the back of the lunch room. I sat on the floor eatting my lunch. I cried a little. Eveything I was afraid of happened. Soon lunch end. I didn't even wait for Lucian. I just headed for gym. Some how I got out of gym because of my stab marks, I got stabbed in the lung so I couldn't really do gym. So I sat with the Mr. v. He probably my favorite teacher.

"How is you first day going?" He asked me as we sat on the grass.

"Shitty." I said.

"Why is that?" He asked.

"Because you were right, none of these kids like me because I'm American." I curled into a ball and watched the kids run.

"I didnt say that, I said it be interesting. Besides, they think you're weird. Speak up maybe that will help you." He said. Hum. He has a point, Lucian was doing all my talking. No wonder I have no friends. And me just sitting here not doing what everyone else is doing is helping.

"Mr. V, can I go with the other students?" I asked.

"I thought you had breathing problems." He said.

"I'll only walk, I'll be ok." I got up and started to walk to the track.

"Ok." He said. I was already half way there. Maybe someone else is lonely like me. Lucian was with his people and I wasn't going to bother him. So I just walked alone beside everyone. I could hear their whispers, and as people ran they laughed.

"Hey" someone said. They sound out of breath. I look see it was Lucian. "What you doing?" He asked smiling. I looked forward still mad at him.

"Walking." I said.

"Maybe you should run." He said getting closer. Psh. Really, now you Want to be nice now that your girlfriend is on the other side.

"I don't run." I said crossing my arms.

"Come on, I'll race you." He puts his hand on my shoulder. I shack it off.

"I said no." I was pissed.

"Sorry, I'm not taking no for answer." He grades my arm and starts to run.

"Agh!" I screamd. I had no choice but to run with him. "LUCIAN! STOP!" I yelled. I tried to get my hand back but he was strong. Then I tripped over myself and fell to the ground. Lucian finally lets go. I fell on my knee and rolled. Ow! I'm now facing up to the sky, it was a nice day with some clouds, doesn't happen that much. Then I see Lucian he looks worried.

"Are you ok?" He asked bending down. I sat up and noices some other students looking at me. Then I looked at my knees, one was bruised up and one was bleeding. I was so done with today, I just want to go home. I got up, kinda limping, and walked away.

"Wait Hope let me help." Lydian tried to help, but I pushed him away. I looked at him at his stupid worried face.

"You have helped enough." I turned and walk to the gym teacher. Hope he feels shitty.

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Whoa. Damn. IKR. So this is great right :)? I could of made this a good first day, but that just isn't how Hope's life goes ;). I hope you guys like this story