Alexandra's point of view

"He's so hot," Jennifer said as she showed me a picture of Dean Winchester next to his Impala. "I'd say something really inappropriate but you're like fourteen."

"I say go for it, I live with 5 Seconds of Sexx, do your thing. I don't judge." I said and she laughed a bit, pushing her glasses up a bit.

"I don't know what I want to ride more, the car or the guy."

"That was the dirtiest thing I've ever heard, and I've caught Calum talking about a blow job he was given." I said and stood up. "I'm going to go pray to God like the good child I am." I said and she laughed a bit, her cheeks really red.

"Sorry, you said to say it." She said and I sat back down beside her. "Bryana and um Arzaylea are coming in a bit right?" She asked me and I nodded.

"Yeah, they said they're pulling money out of the bank so we can go shopping and stuff." I told her and she nodded.

"Yeah, I might pass it up. I'm not the shopping kind of girl." She said and shook her head. "Not only that, but I don't shop at the stores they go to."

"You don't?" I asked and she shook her head. "How about I tell them to shop at the stores you do go to aswell? Come on! It'll be fun."

"I can't," she said. "If I have an asthma attack, or even an axiety attack, It'll be so embarrassing." She told me and I frowned.

"Please? It'll be so much fun, I promise. We can help you pick out cute clothes to wear on your dated with Mikey." I told her and she blushed.

"I don't know..."

"I'll buy you anime shirts and Supernatural shirts?" I bargained and she hummed, thinking about it.

"Deal." She said and I laughed. Michael came downstairs in a pair of sweats only and I nudged Jennifer. "Shh!" She said to me and Michael looked over.

"Jenny! I didn't know you were here! You should have said hi." Michael told her, his cheeks going red as he pulled his sweats up. "I just woke up." He said as he rubbed his eye.

"Wouldn't be able to tell, you never fix your hair. It always looks like bed head." She said and I laughed. "No um, Alexa just texted me that Bryana and Arzaylea are all going on a girls day and they're practically forcing me to go."

"Oh, I see." He said and looked at me before looking back at her. "Well, buy some cute clothes babe. We're going to an award show soon and you're my plus one." He said and I looked at her.

"Ooh, now you have to go!" I said and she swore under her breath. The doorbell rang and Michael told us that he was gonna get it.

"I can't do an award show! I can't even do a concert!" She said, her eyes wide. "I don't even know how to wing my eyeliner! I'm a mess!" She told me.

"You can do this and as for the eyeliner thing, I'll show you." I said and she nodded. "Come on, we're gonna go buy you a cute dress, if not, a cute shirt and accessories to go with skinny jeans. It has to be Arzaylea and Bryana at the door." I told her and she nodded.

"You have your inhaler?" I asked and she held up her purse. "Phone? Keys? Money? All of it?"

"Yes Alexandra, I do." She said and I chuckled. "Come on, let's go before I change my mind." She said and I nodded, following her to the front door.

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"I'm not comfortable in this store," she muttered as Bryana tried on various dresses, asking which one Ashton would like the most. "Makes me insecure."

"Just because you're not as skinny as a model, it doesn't mean that you're not as beautiful." I said and she looked around. "Now, what size jeans do you wear because you love black skinny jeans, it's all I see you wear."

"You've only seen me like twice," she said and I nodded. "And um..." She mumbled a number under her breath and I hummed. "I said..." She mumbled it again.

"I can't hear you," I said and she looked around. "If you don't wanna tell me that's fine, just grab some in your size and try them on."

"Yeah..." She trailed off, looking around and cringing slightly. "S-Sorry, I'm not like you three. I do my shopping online or with Michael, sometimes with my sister." She told me.

"Don't worry about it, it's okay." I told her and looked around for Bryana. "I don't see her anywhere." I said and shrugged after looking for awhile. "Oh well, I lost my guardian... I always have Ash." I said and she laughed.

"Look, black jeans, pick one out." I said and she nodded as I turned away, knowing it'd make her uncomfortable if I stood here and watched her.

I grabbed a cute hot pink shirt with lace on the top and then put it over my shoulder. "Got them," she said and I looked at her. "Should I try them on?"

"Yes," I said and nodded. She nodded and I followed her to the dressing room, closing the door once she stepped in.

My phone rang and I pulled it out, answering the call. "I see you!" Bryana sang and I laughed as someone wrapped their arms sround my shoulders. "What are you doing over here? Where's Jenny?"

"In the dressing room." I said and she nodded as I hung my phone up. "Where's Arzaylea?"

"Arguing with some girl over the last leather jacket." She told me and I laughed. The dressing room door opened and I looked at Jennifer.

"They fit perfectly," I told her and she shifted awkwardly. "Are you gonna buy them?" I asked and she shrugged, picking at the area by her thighs.

"My thighs are huge..." She frowned and looked at them, pulling her shirt down to go past her thighs a bit.

"Big thighs make great earmuffs." I said and Bryana gasped loudly as Jennifer blushed heavily. "I saw it on tumblr!" I defended as Bryana scolded me for being inappropriate in public.

"I-I don't know what to say." Jennifer said and I laughed. "Should I buy them?" She asked and I nodded.

"Totally." I told her and she nodded, going back into the dressing room to take them off.

"I got the jacket," Arzaylea said asked she walked over, holding up a cropped black leather jacket. "I only had to bribe her with concert tickets to see the band."

"Evil." I commented and she nodded. Soon Jennifer walked out of the dressing room and she had the pants over her arm. "Come on, let's get you more clothes because Mikey loves you and you wanna impress him."

"I do?"

"Do you?" I asked and the other two looked at her. She blushed again and I laughed as she nodded shyly. "Thought so, come on." I said and she nodded.

-

"You're close to Jennifer." Michael told me as I painted his nails. It turns out he liked it, and I wasn't going to object to painting them.

"She's awesome." I said. "She's so insecure however, its like... why? What are you doing?" I said and he chuckled.

"I tell her that, I tell her that all the time. I guess there isn't really a way to warp the way someone thinks about themselves." He told me and I nodded.

"That's kinda true." I said and chuckled. "So, when is your next date?" I teased as I wiggled my eyebrows at him.

"One, don't ever do that again, you look creepy. Two, you're twelve, please don't. Three, maybe next week because we have a day off and I could take her somewhere nice." He told me and I nodded.

"If she doesn't come to me for fashion advice then someone is going to get hurt." I said and he laughed. "Plus, I'm fourteen, get it right."

"Still." He said and I rolled my eyes. "Bryana left?" He asked me and I nodded.

"Her and Arzaylea went to go hang out by themselves before Bry has to go to work."I told him and he nodded. "She dropped Jennifer and I off and then left."

"She dropped her off at her house?"

"Well she's not here is she?" I asked and he scoffed, pushing me. "Your nails are wet! Stop!" I said and checked his hand, making sure it wasn't too messed up.

"Hey Mikey have you s-oh god," I heard Luke say and I turned around. "I lost my best friend." He cried and then ran out of the room.

"Idiot." Michael said and I chuckled. "Anyways, how's school and shit? I hated it myself."

"It's not that bad. It's just the girls there keep asking if I'm friends with Ashton and a majority talk to me just because I bring designer clothes and shit to school. It sucks. I have like one real friend." I said and he laughed.

"Who?"

"His name is Jaylen, he's asexual." I said and he nodded. "He's chill. Ashton likes him because they FaceTimed once."

I put a layer of the matte top coat on his nails and then closed it. "Let them dry now, that's all." I told him and he nodded.

"So, do you have an outfit for the award show?"

"I'm me, of course I do." I said and he chuckled. "It's gonna be punky and cute, to me. I think the dress is a little much, but Ashton picked it out so-"

"Yeah don't wear it if Ashton picked it out." He said and I rose an eyebrow. "Ashton dropped the bandana, don't trust him." He told me and I laughed loudly.

"True." I said and nodded. "Bandana Ash was prime right?" I said and Michael nodded.

"Hell yeah it was. I loved bandana Ash so much, that's when we were just starting to get big." He told me and I nodded.

"The She Looks So Perfect era." I told him and he cringed harder than he'd ever admit.