| I'm laughing because you all said Shaun or Timothy, a few even said Christian, James, and Ashton. Literally no one ships her with Taylor, poor Taylor's gonna be single forever. |

Jordan's point of view

I grabbed the pink dress and then put it on. I looked in my bathroom mirror and then smiled. I didn't think it looked too bad, but I didn't feel like myself.

"It's all about how you wear them."

Michael's voice ran in my head and I smiled. I ran to my closet and then grabbed my leather jacket. I pulled it on and then ventured further into my closet where Ashton had put a bunch of girly clothes.

He even bought me heels.

I grabbed a pair of pink flats and then slipped them on. I left my closet and then went back to my bathroom. I put on some chapstick and then brushed out my hair. I left it down and then let my bangs fall in front of my eye.

I smiled and then added my black choker necklace. I nodded at my reflection and then smiled. It didn't look as girly anymore and I felt more like myself.

I put my phone in my jacket pocket and then grabbed a few pencils and pens to put in my jacket pocket because I wasn't bringing my backpack today. I didn't have anything to carry with my really so I didn't need it.

I walked downstairs and then greeted Chelsea and Christian. "Wow." Christian said and Chelsea looked at me. "You're in pink. Like you actually wore it willingly." He told me and I nodded.

"Do I look okay? Should I change?" I asked and then flattened the dress out. "Does it make me look ugly?" I asked worried and they shook their head.

"No! Of course not! You look beautiful sweetheart." Chelsea said and I blushed. "Are you ready to go to school or would you like some breakfast?" She asked.

"I'm fine." I said and she nodded. "I'm ready whenever you guys are." I told them and they nodded.

"You really do look nice Jordan. Maybe you should wear pink more often." Christian said. "Actually wait, then more guys would stare at you, don't wear pink more often." He told me and I laughed.

"Whatever you say Christian." I told him and he finished eating. Chelaea told us it was time to leave after Chris brushes his teeth and I nodded.

-

"Wow, little miss Jordan is in pink." Taylor said and wrapped an arm over my shoulders. "Who are you trying to impress? Shaun?" He teased and I blushed.

"No one. I just saw it yesterday at the mall and thought I should get it. It doesn't look bad, does it?" I asked and he shook his head. "I felt like I should wear pink more often because I'm a girl."

"I am going to slap you." Taylor said and grabbed my face. "Just because you are a girl doesn't mean you have to wear pink. You wear what you like, not what people label 'girly' and 'feminine' okay? I can't loose you to some girly, wannabe, rich chick okay?" He said and I laughed.

"I'm not gonna be some girly, wannabe rich chick okay? I'm also not gonna change just for people. I'm still the same Jordan. I'm still the girl who wears destroyed jeans and band shirts. It's just, I wanted to try out pink." I said and he nodded.

"Jordan." Shaun said and I smiled. "Morning." He said to me and then greeted Taylor.

"Hi." Taylor said and he dropped his hands from my face. I wiped my face and then he laughed.

"You look good in that dress." He told me and I blushed. "I didn't think you were into pink judging by what happened yesterday."

"It was too fluffy and I didn't like it." I whined and Taylor looked confused. Shaun smiled evilly and I narrowed my eyes at him as he pulled his phone out carefully. "Don't."

"This is what we're-"

"Shaun no-"

"Oh my god." Taylor said and grabbed his phone. I blushed hard and then he looked at me. "You wore that?" He asked me and I nodded ashamed. "It's so ugly but it's so funny."

"Teacher is coming." I lied and Shaun put his phone away quickly. They laughed and I just huffed. "I need new friends who won't laugh at me."

"We're not laughing at you, we're merely laughing at you in that dress." Shaun said and I rolled my eyes as them. The bell rang and I made my way to the classroom quickly so they wouldn't laugh at me some more.

I took a seat in my desk and Peter laughed. "Jordan in pink? Wow, the apocalypse must be coming soon." He told me and I rolled my eyes as I laughed.

"Timothy keeps staring at you." Taylor told me as he sat down. I blushed and he smiled at me. "You know, he misses you. He's just pretending that he's okay." He told me and I rolled my eyes.

"You should talk to him. Maybe you can try and make him listen to you." He told me and I sighed.

"Maybe."

-

"James! Timothy! Wait up!" I yelled as school let out and they didn't stop. I frowned and then decided to just run up to them. I set my hand on James' shoulder and he looked at me.

"What?"

"I um, it's my birthday soon and we're gonna have a barbecue. You two are invited. You don't even have to come for me, you can just go for Christian and Chelsea because they're gonna be there and want to see you guys there." I said.

"I don't want to see him."

"Why not?" I asked James and he just stayed quiet. His mum's car horn went off and he just walked away, not answering my question. I looked at Timothy and he was looking at the floor.

"I have somewhere to be." He said and looked at me. "My um girlfriend and I are gonna go out that day. I'm taking her to the carnival happening that night. It's not too far away from her house."

My heart literally just shattered and fell to the bottom of my stomach as those words rang in my head. Just the thought of him with someone else made me want to be sick.

He has a girlfriend now. He doesn't care about you anymore. He's over you. He found someone better than you. He doesn't like you anymore.

"Girlfriend?"

"Yeah, I met her at the um park awhile back. We were uh friends for awhile but I asked her out um yesterday." He said and I nodded as tears filled my eyes.

"Oh, okay. Um I hope you-I hope you two are happy together." I said, a lump in my throat. "I'll see you whenever." I said and he nodded.

He walked away and I ran towards the car Chelsea and Christian were waiting in. "Are y-"

"Fine."

-

I sat in my room, sad songs playing from my iPad as I scrolled through twitter on my phone. I saw someone send me a tweet of a screenshot of one of Timothy's tweets and I read it.

'You looked really good in that pink dress... I wonder who you were trying to impress...'

'I lied, I just miss you'

Right beside the photo of it was a picture of me today in the pink dress. I smiled and then favorited the tweet. I scrolled through some more and then saw photos of me and Shaun at the mall.

I retweeted them and then the photos of me and Taylor from a few days ago. I saw a lot of people tweet me this video of the guys on stage and I clicked it as I turned my iPad down.

"So recently Ashton adopted a little girl named Jordan and she told me she had a favorite song from us. Shocking because she doesn't like our band because we suck." Michael said and I continued watching.

"She isn't like other girls. She despises being told who to be and how to act. She's sassy and she's strong and she is always being herself, even when people tell her to be someone else." Calum said.

"Normally we don't play this song, but since I see a lot of hate and stuff going out to her, we're going to play this song just for her. You're perfect the way you are Jordan and you don't have to change. We love you the way you are." Ashton said and the video was almost over.

"Here is 'Social Casualty'!" Luke said and then the video cut. I smiled and then exited it to see more clips of the performace. I found multiple ones in my mentions and from update accounts.

I grabbed my laptop and then got on to skype. I knew they'd be done with their performance and such and Michael would be on his laptop, so I called him. I waited and as I thought he would, he picked up.

"Jordan! Did you see what we did for you?" Michael asked and I nodded. "We were thinking on adding that song to every future concert during the tour just for you." He told me.

"It's amazing Michael, thank you." I said and he nodded. "It really is my favorite song." I told him and he smiled. "Did you see the ugly dresses I had to wear?"

"Oh my god yes, they were terrible. Did Timothy force you into them for losing some bet or something?" He asked me and I shook my head. "Who was it so I can personally smack them upside the head."

"Shaun, he's a new friend and I made him wear dresses too. He looked terrible aswell." I told him and he laughed.

"Jesus christ Jordan, you're getting more guys than we got girls when we were you're age." He told me and I laughed. "Teach us how."

"It's the blue hair man." I said and he said he was gonna dye his hair blue again. "Do it. We could be matching." I told him and he laughed.

"Aww dammit, I have to go now. I'll see you soon Jordan, okay? I love you." He said and I sighed.

"Talk to you soon Michael. I love you too. Bye." I said and then he ended the call. I put my laptop under my bed and then turned my iPad on to the sad songs again.

I sighed and then scrolled through my twitter again. I clicked the tweet icon and then set a tweet out.

'I hope your happy with her, happier than you were with me, if you even were happy with me'

I knew a lot of people were wondering what happened between me and Timothy but but I wasn't going to say. I hummed and then looked and my guitar.

I haven't played it in quite awhile so I grabbed it and then strummed it to make sure sure it was still in tune, which it was, thankfully.

I absent-mindedly played my guitar, not really thinking about what I was doing or what chords I was playing. I was playing just to play, I didn't want to impress or anything.

I got bored and then grabbed my phone. I recorded myself playing guitar for a bit and then posted it on twitter because I was bored. I was told by a lot of people that I was good but and few told me that I sucked and couldn't play at all.

I sighed and then set my guitar down on its spot against the wall. I'm done playing now. I think I'm just going to sleep because sleeping is good. Reality doesn't exist when you're sleeping.