Jordan's point of view

I sat in Luke's bed with him and Chris. Our arms were around him and we were using him like our pillow. Luke's hand was playing with my hair and I think he was doing the same with Chris, but I wasn't sure. We were just watching a bunch of music videos of bands we liked.

I groaned as I curled up into a ball and then buried my head into Luke's shoulder. I had the most terrible cramp in my lower stomach. "What's wrong?" Luke asked me as he paused the music video to the song 'Kryptonite' by 3 Doors Down.

"Nothing, um, I'll be back." I said and stood up. I went to my room and then groaned as I realized what was going on. I went to my bathroom and then straight to my drawers near the sink.

I pulled them all open and I looked through them all, but I did not see a single pad. I mentally swore and then bit my bottom lip. I didn't want to ask those immature idiots to go buy me some but I couldn't just not have one on.

"Seriously Jordan, are you okay? I mean, if you need anything, I'll get it for you." Luke said and I told him I didn't need anything. If I was going to ask one of them to buy me this, I was going to ask Michael. He actually has a girlfriend and hopefully knows what's up.

"Okay, I'll be in the room with Chris." He told me and then I heard my bedroom door close. I opened the bathroom door and slowly walked to Michael's room because I'd I moved too fast, all help would break loose.

"Michael?" I asked as I opened his door. I peeked my head inside and noticed he was asleep. The damn boy was asleep. "Fuck." I swore and then closed his door. I never swesr too. I would have asked Ashton because he has a girlfriend aswell, but he was out talking to his boss.

It's either Luke or Calum.

I made my way to Calum's room and then knocked on his door. He told me to come in and I opened his door. "What do you need babe?" He asked me and I blushed really hard. "Why are you blushing?" He asked me confused.

"So um, you have a sister right?" He nodded confused and I looked down. "Well, I was gonna ask Michael this but he's asleep so um can you maybe run to the store for me real fast?" I asked him and he still looked confused. I was hoping he'd know what that is code for.

"What does this have to do with my sister and Michael?" He asked me confused. God damn this boy is so slow, I'm about to slap him. "What's going on? I'm confused."

"Okay so I'm a girl and I need you to run to the store for me because some idiots don't know about girl anatomy and didn't think to buy special feminine products." I said, already getting annoyed. He rose an eyebrow and me and I huffed. "Calum, Jesus, has you sister never asked you to run to the store for her? A girlfriend even?"

"Only to buy her food."

"God dammit, I'm on my period and need pads." I said and he 'ooh'ed. "I'm so shocked you don't know what 'I need you to run to the store for me' is code for from a girl. Wow. I thought you'd know because you have a sister."

"She's never asked me to buy her pads or tampons and shit." He said as he pulled a shirt on. "Wait, why was Michael in the conversation? I'm confused." I slammed my face against his door and then shook my head. "Doesn't that hurt?"

"I was gonna ask Michael because I am positive Chelsea has asked him to buy her these things and I thought he'd understand." I said and looked at him. "But then again you guys are idiots so he'd probably be like you."

"Damn you're mean when you're on your period." He said and I rolled my eyes at him. "I'll go buy you're things right now, anything else you need besides pads?" He asked me.

"Chocolate please?" I asked him sweetly and he nodded. He stood up and patted my head as if I was a dog. "Do that again and I'll kill you in your sleep." I said and he removed his hands.

"PMS much?"

"Calum..."

"Okay okay okay, I'm going. I'm going." He said and I thanked him. I left his bedroom and then went to my room. I went straight to my bathroom and then quickly did my business because I had to pee and because Luke was calling me. Dammit Luke, making me rush while I'm peeing.

When I finished I flushed the toilet and then made my way to Luke's room. "Come here, it's so awkward since you're not here." Luke whined and I sighed. I climbed into his bed carefully and then wrapped my arms around his stomach like I did before. "There, now it's even."

"You're an idiot." I told him and snuggled my head into his side. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I bit my lip as I jumped. I hated moving while I was on my period. I bled a lot.

"I um, need to use the bathroom." I said and Luke took his arm off of me. I walked to my bathroom and then checked my phone. I was never one to use my phone while on the toilet, but this was different. I needed to talk to Calum because he obviously doesn't know what to do.

'Everyone here is staring at me like I'm on drugs because I don't know what to grab.'

I told him to just grab some damn pads before I mess up my clothes and he told me he just grabbed something that seemed right for my age. I face palmed and them he sent me a text asking what else I needed. I told him to buy me some cookie dough ice cream because of my cravings and he said he would.

I flushed the toilet after I stood up and then my stomach rumbled. I rolled my eyes and then washed my hands. I made my way to the kitchen and grabbed a bag of chips. "You, little girl." I heard someone say and I turned around. "Ashton's going on tour tomorrow." Vivian told me.

"Is he?" I asked, unaware if I should trust her or not. She nodded and leaned against the counter. "Oh, thanks for the information." I told her, not knowing what to say. All she's ever said to me were insults, so this was kind of new, not to mention extremely awkward.

"They can't hold this tour off anymore. Everyone is getting really pissy about it, especially the fans and management. They missed a total of ten shows now." She explained and I nodded. "Do you know when Ashton is coming home?"

"He's um, he left for the meeting at around noon and it's like three and they usually take a few hours so I'm maybe around five or six?" I told her and she nodded. I heard the doorbell ring and I set the bag of chips down. "Excuse me." I said and then went to the front door.

Well... that was rather awkward.

I opened the door and then saw my favorite boy in the world and Calum. "Timmy!" I said and he gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "What are you doing here?" I asked as Calum scoffed at me and went in the house.

"I wanted to see you, and also Chris." He said and I nodded. I let him in and then closed the door behind him. I went into the kitchen and grabbed my bag of chips. I looked around but didn't see Vivian anymore in here.

"I bought your things," Calum told me and I smiled brightly. I walked up to him since I couldn't run and then wrapped my arms around him. "You owe me. I got so many weird looks, even your boyfriend gave me a weird look."

"Timothy, just remember one day you'll be doing this for me." I said as I took the bag. I took everything but the box out and looked at the two. "Put that away please? I really need to do something."

Calum visibly cringed and nodded as he grabbed the food. I went up to my bathroom and then quickly did my business after I got into the bathroom. I sighed as I threw my dirty underwear in a hamper and then grabbed a spray that masked bad smells in a room.

I was paranoid it'd smell like blood in my room if I didn't make it smell like berries. I think it's it's a period thing, the paranoia of people being able to like smell it when they're in the same room as you. Or maybe I'm just weird. Probably the latter.

I hid the box inside of the cabinet under my sink and then I heard a knock on my door. "Come in." I said and soon Timothy and Chris came in. "What do you need?" I asked them and Timothy tossed me a chocolate bar. "God I love you." I said as I caught it.

"I know." He joked and I rolled my eyes. "Since my baby can't do anything physically active like swimming or skateboarding, want to just watch stuff?" He asked me and I rose an eyebrow at him.

"Jesus christ, not porn Jordan."

"I would have been down for that too." I joked and he rolled his eyes at me. Christian agreed with me and I laughed at how idiotic we were being. Suddenly, I heard yelling from Michael's room and I looked at the two as we quieted down. They must have heard it too.

"No, I can't do this! Chelsea, he's everything a girl wants. He's tanned, he's tall, he's muscular, and he's charming. Fuck, you can't expect me not to get the least bit jealous or upset." I heard Michael yell and it really hurt to hear him so upset.

"You'd be surprised how many times someone told me 'he's just a friend' and they turned out to be more than just a friend. Oh wait, I did tell you and yet here you are with him." He said. "I get jealous too easily? I'm sorry I'm scared to lose the one person I love more than anything and anyone in the world."

"Chelsea, Jordan has a better relationship than we do at the moment. Thirteen and fourteen year olds have more stable relationships than us, and we've been in plenty before." Michael yelled again and I looked and I looked at the two. I felt bad knowing he was proably right.

"Wh-What? You're done? Done with what?" Michael asked loudly since we could hear him in my room and then all of a sudden it was quiet. A few minutes later the sound of something being thrown against the wall could be heard.

"I'm going in there."

"Jordan, he's upset. Don't do it." Timothy told me and I looked at him with a glare. "You know how these guys get when they're upset. Remember the last time one of them got this upset?"

"That was Ashton, this is Michael, different boys." I said and looked at him. "I am in no mood to fight Timothy, and you know it." I told him and he sighed. "Now I'm going in there with my chocolate bar and you and Chris can like wank to some porn."

They laughed despite the heavy atmosphere and I went up to Michael's door. I didn't even knock before I opened the door because I knew he'd probably tell me to leave.

"Go away."

There it is.

"No." I said and stepped inside of his room. I closed the door and then walked up to him. I set my hand on his shoulder and he jerked it away. "Michael, what's up?"

"Obviously you know because if you didn't you wouldn't be in here." He retorted as he wiped his eyes. "What do you want Jordan? I'm not in the mood for small talk, especially with you."

"What did I do?"

"For starters, have a better relationship than I do, or a relationship for that matter. Oh, and because of you my girlfriend broke up with me. Also, we had to push our tour back a little over a week because of you." He listed and I looked down at the floor as I began feeling guilty.

"I didn't choose to have some creepy, stalker guy after me." I told him. "And I most certainly did not mean to, or want to, break you and Chelsea up." I said and he just shook his head.

"Nevertheless, you still did. Now not only do our fans hate us but I lost the most important person to me." He said, his voice strained. "Get out..." he told me again and I turned around as I sighed. I opened his door but before I left, I tossed the bar of candy I was gonna eat on his bed.

"Chocolate helps a lot when it comes to pain in the chest."