(This chapter is from Mark's point of view)

I was such an idiot. Why did I let her stay home. She should have come with us. She would have been safe. And now she's gone. Without a trace the police don't even know where she is. Somebody had Mason right now, and they killed a cop to get to her. There's no telling what he'll do to keep her.

The last night has been horrible. My parents have been a wreck, and so has Joey. He just keep saying that its a repeat if last time. If he would have ridden in a different car than his friend and his mom to the competition there would have been an extra seat for her in the car.

Jackson has even been really sad about everything.

Me? I'm a mess. I feel guilty and sick and scared and helpless. And I can only imagine how Mason feels.

She is my little sister. I just got her back, and now she's gone again. This time, maybe for good.

I was the first one to be reunited with her. I'm her big brother. I'm supposed to protect her and keep her safe, but I can't even do that.

I spent two hours in the shower last night. I sat there fully clothed and just cried. It was the only place I could cry by myself and be alone. It was the tiniest piece of refuge I had.

Now that I think about it though, Mason is my refuge. Ive never felt happier than I have around her.

I was the first one to be reunited with her. She came to me, and found me by herself. Now its my turn to find her.

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Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been posting, but I just got back from my spring break. I'm sorry this is such a short chapter, but I will be posting more often now! Also if you like this story check out one of my new fanfics about BTS

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