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This is a ff..so don't take seriously.

~14/09/2010~

~Han jisung~

                    It's my birthday and i was in the graveyard.

Everybody really loves to enjoy their birthday with their parents, giving parties, having gifts.
Ofc...they do love it coz they have someone with them.
Someone they count on, someone they care, someone they love, someone who admire them no matter how worst they are, someone who is there for them at their worst time.

But do u know how's it feel to visit graves of ur parents on ur birthday?

How's it feel to have no body by ur side?

How's it feel when u have no friends who can help u?

How's it feel to have no loved ones?

I know how's it feel, just sitting at the grave and crying.

I know how its feel to have no one by ur side when u need a shoulder to lean on.

I know how lonely it feels.

I know how's it feel to have no one

5 : 43 PM ~~ 14/09/2010

I came out from graveyard and sits in the car and someone speaks who was sitting in front seat of the car " young master, are u done?.
Mister Christian wants to meet u.
Shall we pay a visit there? It's ur second time there u know? U were really small back then. Do u remember their small kid?" The person sitting at first seat of car is my assistant and my father best friend.
My father used to believe him alot so he gives my responsibility to him. His name is kevin.
Other person sitting at left seat of the car speaks "Shut up, can't u see he just comeback from there. Let him rest we'll visit next time, okay" This is my mother brother, he used to be my mother best brother ever coz he was with her at her worst time. My mother really believes him. His name is Samuel. Sometimes whenever i think about them i feel like I'm not alone. I have two guardians with me.
Kevin speaks while seeing towards me "Okie, let's visit next time"

Mr. Christian Villa~~

A tall and handsome man speaks "Where is minho?"
a maid standing there replies "A very good evening master, young master is packing his stuffs. He will be ready soon. Do u need anything? "
This tall and handsome man is Mr . Christian. He is my father step-brother who used to love him like real one. He used to like my father until my father gets married to my mother. This thing was known by everyone instead my silly father. Mr. Christian adopts minho coz he wants someone to take care of his villas and businesses after his death but he can't marry another women coz he was afraid that he can't love women like he used to do to my father.

>>>Who is minho!?
Ugh...even i don't remember him. I was really small back then when i met him on that time he was in a hurry and left the villa so we can't meet.

~~Now come back from their villa~~

Samuel says to me "we are at home." I got off from the car and goes straight to my room

~~in han bedroom~~

I forget to tell u guys about me.
I'm han jisung. I'm an orphan now and I'm 10 years old. My life story is noth'in special it's just a normal life every lonely have..

I put my knees up and puts my hand on the knees and started wondering.

"Sometimes i wonder is someone glads to have me in their life?
Sometimes it better not to talk with anyone.
It's hurt, but who cares?"
"I'm drowning in the ocean of trust, fake love, loneliness, emptiness.
Pls...Someone saves me..
I just need someone to lean on...to admire my worst.
Pls...."

Knock~knock
A random maid knocked my room "young master, food is ready"
I spoke "yah..I'll eat after some time
I'm not hungry"

I try my best to control my tears but they just come out.

My mom always used to say that ur tears fell down when ur heart and mouth can't speak.

But my crying will not solve anything.

Isn't it weird when ur happiest memories drive u to tears..!?

Author ~~
Biee....I'm tired now~

This is a goodbiee gift~~
Ba~biee~~