So I've been clean for a good week now :) I kind of found a way to cut myself my nails are really sharp and I scratched my wrist

But I've been clean so yay but I scrolled through some old texts and yeah I'm not at the point of being depressed but I'm not exactly really happy right now SO I'm going to text and work on books to distarct myself from being sad and my hunger cause I really need to lose weight okay I shouldn't probably publish this but this gives my a way to right down everything and I'm rambling