I know that you're probably never going to read this, but I just feel like I need to say something. I'm not going to say your name, not even your first name, because this is on the website I write my stories on. I also won't go into too much detail since I don't want to put any of our family's dirty laundry on the internet.

I know that I'm just a fifteen year old girl and that you're a grown man, so I wouldn't be the first person you would go to for advice. But even I know that our family has gone through some rough times.

I don't know much of what happened since my family wanted to keep me out of it, which I understand. Just know that I love you and I will do my best to be there for you when I can.

I also know that you're probably not a Christian, but I'm going to be praying for you anyways. If you know me, you know that you won't be able to talk me out of this.

I love you.