a new kind of lonly 

the kind my heart aches to

as your words hurt me too

i feel like a fool runing circles

but i need to remind myself i chose to run

i still feel like an ass

and ill still feel like an ass

i always do this and once one of us lets go

i fall apart and put myself together with my same dumb advice

'you'll be fine' 'just a little longer' 'if you help them your life was worth it'

i get back up with the same lame shit and try to live

the same life i run circles in the same patterns

'they are worth more'