im so emotionally tired and depressed. i can't even write till im happy. i can't pick up the paper, and it's painful forcing myself to write anything. i feel so heavy. i've got a good 1100 words down for one of my new pages but i regret making myself work. i shouldn't have pushed myself again. 

but thank the weebs for aizawa's comfort audio making sure i get up for the day.

man im a pathetic piece of trash.