i had music for my comfort, as an embrace when nothing is there. but it makes me more quiet, letting anything else taking away my voice and trying to comfort me. im such a fucking wimp- so pathetic- they are my new music, my new voice, my comfort.

i find myself listening to it every second of every moment, always about to fall apart. but hey the music can't leave, ill always have it to my command. and even as im told i can do it, my head still rings failure. it hurts-

please, anyone who reads from this

never read this again

i need something to leave me

please

never come back

i need solitude

please...

leave