Again
A dream
Of him

Loving me
Touching me
Telling me how important I am
How much he feels for me....
To what extent he can go for me.

Boom......
The jeeb blast.........
He is gone

"Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

She woke up with a shriek.....
Sweating and panicking
Not able to breathe
Grabbing for oxygen......

Feeling congestion in chest....
And just his face in front of her eyes.

He is no more .... Because of you naina
He died for you.......

He is not with you ......

And she sat curling up on bed crying like a small girl who is afraid of monster under the bed....
The only difference is
Her monster that haunts her resides within her
And not under the bed.

Teri Yaadein,Mulakaatein,Wo Raatein Aur Baatein,
Teri Saansein,Wo Baahein,Ab Mujhko Yaad Aayein,
Tere Bina Mera Jiya,Sataaye Kyun Piya,
Yaadon Ne Teri Mujhpe,Ye Jaadu Kiya Re,

Teri Saasein,Wo Baahein,Ab Mujhko Yaad Aayein,
Wo Adaaon,Ki Ghataayein,Mere Dilko Chhu Jayein,
Pyaari,Ye Duniya Saaari Maine,Hai Tujhpe Vaari,
Dil Ne,Mere Dil Ne Tujhse Yaari Ki Baazi Haari Re,

Tere Khayaalon Me,Khayaalon Me..Bus Tum,
Meri Nigaahon Me,Nigaahon Me..Bus Tum,
Waapas Aa Jaao.....
Mere Paas,Tum Sada,
Waapas Aa Jaao.....

Mere Paas Tum Sada..

Suna Mera Jahaan,
Bhoola Main Hun Kahaan,
Jaana Hai Jaane Jaan,
Tera Rahoon,
Piyaa.....Piyaa.......

Waapas Aa Jaao..
Mere Paas Tum Sada,
Waapas Aa Jaao,
Mere Paas Tum Sada..Piya Tera Jiya..Piya Tera Jiya..Piya Tera Jiya..
Tu Hai Kahaan..

Tera Karoon Intezaar,
Tu Mere Dil Ka Karaar,
Itna Hai Aitbaar,
Maanoonga Na Main Bhi Haar.

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He has not winked his eyes for a second last night.....
Sleep far away from his eyes.....
As what he witnessed today has blown his mind.

What was that
Who is having all the answers

Whom to ask.....
What exactly is the truth.
His head bursting with pain....
And he finally opened the bottle of appy fizz.... His alternative of daru.....

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Mount Abu army base
Rajashthan

"Captain Rajeev Singh reporting sir"
He saluted and stood in attention in front of his co.

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Alekh made a call to huda.....

Alekh - sun
Ek locha hai shayad

Huda - kya Matlab Qaidi

Alekh - tu yaha mount abu kab take ayega....

Huda - kal rat tak ... Hua kya

Alekh - aur naina?

Huda - wo shayad agle hafte.... Par pooja kal mere sath a rahi hai....
Par bat kya hai...
Itne sawal kyun puch raha hai.

Alekh - Facebook pe....
Ek nam check kar.....

Captain Rajeev Singh....
Phir call kar mujhe

Huda kept the call and opened his Facebook......

Typing the name

And earth beneath his foot slipped ....

"Iski maa ka"
He uttered in astonishment