I crumbled to the ground holding my head in my hand, I felt rage within me. I was helpless as memories came rushing back, HIS hesitancy of not wanting to muddle between the two parties, standing at the sideline to protect what HE valued over human life, HIS betrayal of friendship. I felt a turmoil growing within me and out of rage, I flung everything off the table but that wasn't even enough to contain my anger, I flipped the table over crashing into the mirror by the bedside. I care less about the damages.

The guilty, the regrets and the helplessness I had once buried deep within my heart arose back tormenting me, stinging my heart and cutting its edges in bits while leaving me with an excruciating pain to curtail.