Sometimes I feel like I am on the verge of a huge breakdown

People think that I don't feel pain just because I have two powers.

Truth be told the inner circle is not scared of you but they are scared of me, I feel like their is this monster ready to come out.

Once Charles said to my aunt can you control your own power or will you let it control you.
MY ANSWER TO THAT IS I CAN ALWAYS TRY TO CONTROL IT AND NOT EAT AWAY MY SOUL.

She is on the verge of coming out from that caged prison in my mind

I am so sorry but this was the only way

In the end they can't comprehend what you are nobody can understand my powers but truth be told I am a one of a kind mutant.

I AM A CHANGLING.