Have you ever felt complete darkness where it stucks you right in the mud, well my parents died in a car crash that was all my fault.  My mind is broken and I can never be fixed just like my aunt. I think that is what my mother was afraid of that I will turn just like my auntie Jean. It is all Charles Xiaer fault that he kept this huge secret from my auntie Jean I  mean she deserved to know that this darkness and this hated was inside of her just like it is inside of me. It is better to be alone so that no one never gets hurt from me.

Somebody please help me I cannot control the power and I don't want to unleash it -cries-