She doesn't raise her eyes up just for one second but once I reach her, I bend over and speak in her ear. "Can I talk to you?"

My voice startling her, she glances up at me in a surprised manner but locks her phone before nodding. She stands up and follows me to the outside of this room since I want to be there, away from the others where we can get some calm and quietness.

I close the door after her and keep her before me. "What's wrong?" I ask straightforwardly, feeling and seeing something isn't right with her. "Nothing..."

"Y/n..." I sigh after this fake answer. "I don't want to get mad or get in a misunderstanding so...just explain to me what happened last night for you to leave me without even saying anything. You know you can talk to me about anything."

She steps back to be against the wall but links her hands together, dropping her gaze down to the floor. "I...I couldn't sleep..." she tells me. "And...I felt like you were mad at me when we fell asleep...so I concerned myself about this and couldn't fall asleep..."

"Mad...?" my eyebrows narrow. "Why would I've been mad at you baby?"

"Because of the way I reacted...I wanted to do some things but felt too nervous and uncomfortable with the others in the room...I thought you were mad at me..." she now explains everything but relieves me. I thought this was something serious but that's clearly for a small matter. I look into her eyes, feeling truly amazed by her brain and what it can make her think.

I step forth and put my arms around her body to hold her close to me. "You know you're an idiot, uh?" I look down into her eyes but smile. "Why...? I didn't say anything dumb."

"Yes you did," I squeeze her against me but lean in, to rest my forehead on hers. "I would never be mad at you for not wanting to do anything. If you don't want to do it and don't feel ready, tell me and I'll understand it. I'll never get mad, angry, or upset because of this, I'll just wait and cuddle with you till you tell me you want to do it."

"Are you sure...?" she gazes into my eyes with her baby ones and I nod. "Very sure," I press my lips on hers. "So don't feel pressured with me, just tell me when you want something. I don't want you to keep it to yourself, I'll always be for it anyway. Alright?" I smile at her but she does it too. "Yes."

"Now stop being worried," I put my hand on the side of her face and kiss her lips for the last time before stepping back. "And don't lie to me again, I hate this," I give a squeeze to her hips while staring into her eyes but she acquiesces. "Promise me."

"I promise I won't lie again," she doesn't glance away or shows any type of little habit that betrays her so I reward her with a kiss. "Good girl," I smile at my cute baby. "Now daddy deserves a kiss," I whisper close to her lips but a grin appears on her face instantly and she stands on her tiptoes to give me what I asked for.

I smile like an idiot but peck her in return. "Let's go eat now," I grab her hand and drag her back inside the room. Instead of bringing her to the seat she was occupying some minutes ago, I head to the table where Mino is and sit down on a chair to have her on my lap.

"Ah, good morning little miss," he smiles at her but gives her a name I don't appreciate. "Don't call her that," I don't even let her speak back but point my long finger at this guy. "What? Little miss?"

"Exactly," I nod but land my hand on y/n's thigh, loving the uniform skirt and large sweater she's wearing. She's my cute baby girl, I swear to god I want to cuddle her just by seeing her dressed like that. However, I cannot help but wonder why she's so different in real life and in her videos. She never wears sexy clothes outside of her videos, that's a shame.

"Ya, Kook," he snaps me out of my thoughts. "Are you sleeping or ignoring me?" he glares at me as I couldn't get out of my thoughts. "I was ignoring you," I smirk like a moron but provoke him, getting him to not like it but still see I'm joking. As my hand was rubbing y/n's hip, she stands up but has to stay with her butt a bit stuck out in order to step away from the table.

"What are you doing?" I lick my lips while checking her thighs out from behind with this enticing position but she turns around and forces me to look up at her. "I need to pee," she answers. I nod and let her leave to focus on the meal already served with some fruits and more on the table. I grab an orange and peel it off.

"Dude," Mino brings his chair closer to mine and leans towards me. "Hm?" I peek at him while removing the peel from my fruit and he lowers the sound of his voice. "Have you...you know...already had sex with her?"

I chuckle in a cocky way but shake my head. "Not yet," I tell the truth with bitterness but shove a wedge of orange in my mouth to glance up at him. "Seriously?!" he raises his eyebrows. "You haven't done the dirty with her and she's already clinging onto you? That's a good sign."

"I want to do it though, like...a lot. I already did some things with her but...that's not as good as having sex..." I speak to him in a low voice while enjoying my sweet food but think about what we're talking about. "I see, you're eager to pound her," he rolls his eyes as he just uttered this randomly. "What did you do though?" he grins with his curiosity but asks for more details. I smirk at the memories of that heated and long moment but bounce my leg nervously. "I used my fingers and also ate her out...then she gave me head and we continued...she grinded onto me and all."

"Oh, just at the sight of your face I can see that was hot as hell," he points his finger at me, discerning through my features all the pleasure I still feel from this. I put another wedge of orange in my mouth but look up at him. "That was. I can't stop thinking about the way she was reacting, seriously, that was the first time I was facing this."

"What do you mean?" he steals my fruit to eat a part of it. "Well...I don't know if she's like this naturally but I was making her shake like crazy with some simple touches. That was insane and so damn satisfying but then, once I went further I couldn't get enough of her moans. She really does it the way I love it, she doesn't scream or try to turn me on with her exaggerated moans like my exes did but she was all soft and sweet, she was blushing and trying to hide her face and hold her voice back..." I smile while remembering everything.

"Ah yeah, I swear to god I hate girls like the ones we see in porn," he rolls his eyes but understands what I meant by my sentence. "I already had to deal with that type and they ruin everything, even when they flirt they have to be vulgar and that turns me off so bad, that's why I'm more into guys. The whiny and cute ones," a chortle runs out of his mouth but he grabs a banana to eat more. "I know, Ava was that type of girl. She would always moan like a bitch, stare at me in a provocative manner, and try way too hard to turn me on even more while we would have sex but I don't like that. I was like...girl, just look into my eyes to connect with me in a strong manner but not look like I'm watching porn. Seriously. When she was on top of me...that was even worse, I don't know how to explain but she seemed too much to act a bit...'bitchy' or something like that when I just wanted to look in their eyes to make it more powerful...they didn't seem to feel the love or passion but more the lust into this...as if i was just a toy...I don't know but that often happened with my exes."

"I understand you," he nods and gets what I'm saying. "That often happened with some girls as well but never with guys, the guys I had sex with would always look cute while the girls...hell no. I don't like them anymore. There's something I don't like in the way they act most of the times when we fuck them...but that's maybe because I didn't find the good one..."

"That's what was different with y/n, I loved the way she reacted so much that it got me even more excited," I lick my lips but try not too think about the details too much to not have a boner. "She looked all weak and so sensitive to my touch that I didn't want to stop, even when she was giving me head, her gaze was so cute and sexy at the same time...her cheeks were beet-red...that was incredible to look into her eyes. And when she was riding me she could barely open her eyes, that was adorable as hell. I could see she was nervous to not make me feel good."

"Was she good at doing it though?" he doesn't stop asking for more details like he likes to do once this is about something sexual. "She was fucking amazing. She got me so weak I couldn't believe it," I don't hide it since I can talk about what I want with him. "I could feel my legs and chest shaking at every breath...I can't stop thinking about it since that happened."

"Why didn't you have sex if that was good?" he asks a question I can't even answer clearly but I shrug. "Well...I don't know. I was dying and really praying for her to let me do it but my mom arrived at a certain moment and...kinda ruined it."

"Oh, alright," he laughs but keeps quiet with his banana in his mouth. I lean back on my chair to stretch my body but groan while throwing my head back. "There's something that makes me feel weird about you two though," he comes back to it while chewing on his fruit but I keep my linked hands on the back of my head to stay in my position, with my legs spread. "What is it?"

"I can't imagine you both having sex," he gives me his opinion but I frown. "Why?"

"Dude, you would destroy her gentle and little body," he finally tells the reason why he thinks that way but I burst into laughter. "Bro, I'm serious...! Have you seen your size difference? I know that's your kink but she won't ever handle your dick. I swear, trying to do it with her will be like..." he prepares a sentence to get ready to let something stupid out. "Like, you take your leg and try to fit it in a Pringles can or try to park a truck in a small garage, you know what I mean?"

I guffaw uncontrollably but remove my fingers from my hair to land them on my thighs. "Stop exaggerating like that you dumbass."

"I'm not! Your dick is thicker than her arm-"

"Shut up," I cut him off at the sight of y/n coming back from the restroom. He turns around to check in the direction I'm looking but I act cool and glance away. "Just don't do it with this small kitten, otherwise she will never walk again."

I complain in a quiet manner but kick him in the calf to make him shut it. Y/n who's now close to us gazes at me but I take her hand and bring her back on my lap, on one thigh exactly. "Eat something baby."

She listens and does it.

•••

5 pm.

"You can stay in your rooms or downstairs to play or read for one hour guys, the dinner is going to be cooked," the teacher tells us in front of the hallways as I'm holding y/n's hand like I have been doing since we left this morning. "You come with me?" I check on her but she nods her head. While the students are joining their rooms for this break, I walk up to the one I'm sharing with the other guys and walk in, to head to my bed and take my shoes off to let them on the floor with y/n's ones and lie down. Once I end on my mattress, she takes her coat off but comes closer to be on her back as well.

"Baby..." I comb her hair but look down into her eyes. "Hm?" the soft sound vibrates through her mouth and after thinking about something for long hours, I dare to bring the topic up. "You told me you changed your first name to have the one of your stepfather...right?"

"Yes," she nods without showing any unease about this. "Why did you do it...?" I turn towards her and put my arms around her neck while she's encircling my waist. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to but...I'm just curious."

"It's because of my real dad, my mom told me he left her when I was ten only to go back to his ex so...she's never been able to handle it and...didn't want me to keep his first name..." she reveals everything but makes it even more difficult for me to believe that what my mother said isn't true. "Oh...and...do you know the name of your dad?"

"It's...Sangkook," she gets me to freeze on my spot. This cannot be possible. I stare into her eyes but feel my heart aching. What is my mom going to think if she knows this? How the hell is she going to react?

"Why?" she asks without realizing what is happening in my head. I clear my throat and remove my arms from her.. "I...just like that..." I break the eye contact without willing to do it but feel suddenly extremely nervous. I cannot believe that is happening right now, I shouldn't have mentioned this here but wait for us to be home. I don't know what to do.

She doesn't notice anything but puts her head in my chest. Why did this have to turn into such a troubled situation?

While she's staying in her position with her face hidden in my hoodie, I take my phone out and text my mother right away. I can't keep it to myself.

[ mom...I talked with y/n about her dad...this is Sangkook... >

< You're joking. Right? ]

[ Do you really think I would joke about that? Wtf do I do now? >

< so that girl you're dating is the daughter he had with another woman when he cheated on me? I don't know why but I'm not going to be able to see her the same way again and I can't freaking believe this is happening. This can't be real... ]

[ mom...y/n has nothing to do with this... >

< tell her about what you know. ]

[ what?! I can't! That would make us feel awkward and distant as hell if I was telling her that! I'm not gonna say anything >

< Yes you are, Jungkook! You can't date her without telling her this! How can you hide such a thing to her! If you don't do it I'm going to take care of it and let me tell you that I will not ever want to meet her mother. ]

I bite my lips but lock my phone, feeling anxious and losing my mind. It's so intense and terrible that I'm almost feeling dizzy.

"Is something wrong...?" she glances up into my eyes as she must feel that this isn't going well. I roll on my back to feel her arms sliding away from my waist but I look up at the bed above us. I nibble on my lips but cannot answer anything.

"Jungkook...?" she elevates herself with the help of her elbow and gazes down at me. "Y/n..." I set my eyes into hers, fearing the seconds coming. "I-I need to tell you something..." I gulp down but feel my heart skipping a beat as she's keeping her eyes into mine.

She doesn't say anything as she must be scared of the words that are about to leave me. I straighten up on the mattress but she does it as well. I lick my lips and pull my hair back, doing my best to keep calm.

"Y/n..." I don't dare to look into her eyes. "I...I know your father very well..." my hand touches the other one to rub my skin and help me to not faint from pressure. "I don't want to lie to you or hide anything from you so...uhm...I don't know how to explain..." I struggle to find a way to speak properly.

"Tell me Jungkook...please..." her tremulous voice hurts me so I stop keeping everything to myself, I look at her. "Y/n...when I was two years old, a man cheated on my mom and had a baby with another woman...and...he then came back ten years later to be in a relationship with my mother again but...his name was Sangook..."

Her facial expression darkens but in a bleak manner. I don't even know how she could believe this when I just came with this topic in a sudden and never mentioned it before. "J-Jungkook...what are you talking about...? You..." her eyes glisten when I didn't expect or even want to see this occurring because of me.

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