"Are you okay...?" I speak in her ear and tuck some strands of hair behind it. "It hurts a lot...I feel like dying..." she leans back to be against me but answers in a little voice full of weakness. I hate to see her like that, I want her to smile, laugh or tease me. "My baby..." I pass the back of my hand over her warm cheek but press a kiss on it. I know what could relieve that pain the most but we're not at a good moment or situation to do it.

She stops playing with the item but turns to the side, to rest her head on my chest and cuddle up against me. "I feel like crying..." she puts her hands over her face to cover it but I slide onto the floor to lean on the wall but hold her tight. "No...don't cry baby..." I run my fingers through her hair and try to soothe her. I know myself too well and if she starts to cry, I'm going to cry too. "Don't cry...this is going to be okay. I promise. I know it's hard but try to think about something else..." I pull her hands down and caress her cheek.

"I want to be in my bed..." she snivels but puts her hood on to conceal her features and maybe not have to deal with the lights. "I know..." I kiss her forehead but hold her close. Since I don't know what to do but want to help, I grab the leather jacket I took off and lay it over her body to pass my hand underneath and slide it under her skirt that is tightened around her waist. "Isn't it going to make you feel better if you eat something?" I rub her lower stomach as she's keeping her head where it is. "No...I feel nauseous..."

I sigh but keep my eyes on her as I wish I could take the pain away from her and have to be the one dealing with it. I keep massaging the same area but never look away from her. "Here is your food guys," the teacher suddenly comes back with the dishes we asked for and places them on the table. I don't remove my hand from y/n's warm skin but continue the motion of it on the perfect spot to relieve the pain with the heat and frictions of my hand as much as possible.

"Thank you!" my three friends dig in the food without waiting but I stay on my spot, taking care of y/n. Mino turns around with an inquisitive look. "You aren't eating?" he chews on his food. I shake my head but see him peeking at y/n. "Why?"

"She's in pain...I'm going to wait a little..." I tell him the real reason of this but he nods with a smile upon his face. "Can you ask for a bottle of banana milk?" I ask him to do for y/n as I know this might help her a little bit and he puts his chopsticks down to raise his hand, and do it. "Excuse me? Sir?" he seeks the attention of a waiter who passed by and this one leans towards him. "Yes?"

"Do you have some banana milk here?" he demands exactly what I wanted to but the man shows some negativity. "No, I'm sorry sir but we only sell simple milk."

"Oh..." he turns towards me. "Is that ok?" he looks at me but I nod. That's better than nothing. "Alright, I'm coming back with it right now," he kindly responds and acts quickly so I thank Mino and wait for the man to be back. I fix my leather jacket over y/n to make sure we don't see anything of what I'm doing underneath and I massage her the best way possible.

In short seconds, the waiter comes back and hands me the drink so I thank him with a smile and take it, removing my hand from her stomach to open the carton and plant the straw in it. "Here baby, drink this," I hold it to my girl's mouth and she clasps the straw with her lips, to sip on it.

20 minutes later...

The behavior and body language of y/n telling me she's asleep, I end the rest of the milk and put the bottle on the floor. I slowly and delicately move towards the table and place the pillow under y/n's butt, to keep her on me and make sure she sleeps peacefully without dealing with the cramps.

I take hold of my chopsticks and eat bit per bit, to not drop anything on y/n and risk to stain her clothes. "Do you want me to hold your baby while you're feeding yourself?" Mino teasingly remarks but I shake my head while chewing on my food. "No one touches her."

He chuckles but finishes his food while I'm only starting it. At the feeling of y/n moving while I'm chewing on some meat and finally filling my stomach that was empty till now, I put my chopsticks down and peek down at her to check if she's alright.

She slightly straightens her back and removes her hood. "How are you, baby?" I speak to her in a soft voice and put her hair properly. "I need to pee..." she pushes herself up with her hands on the cushion but doesn't pay attention where her arms go, causing her right one to press on my crotch. "Is my makeup smeared?" she asks while gazing into my eyes but I smile and bring my fingers to her them, to kindly wipe off some black under them. "Here."

She takes her coat off now that she must absolutely need to go to the toilet and I get my leather jacket away from her. She stands up once it's done but shows some unease in her body language, making me worry as she's grabbing her shoulder bag. "Do you want me to come with you?"

She shakes her head but walks away. "Send me a text if you ever need something," I tell her before she could leave but she nods and heads to the restroom.

I take this opportunity to eat more properly.

"Bro..." Mino turns towards me but speaks in a whispering voice. "Hm?" I don't lay my eyes on him but only stuff my mouth with the rice and sausages. "She's the first girl I see acting like that with you..."

"What do you mean?" I ask with my mouth full, frowning at him. "I mean...she's cuddly with you. From what I've seen today...she's not like your exes. Either she's exhausted or being in your arms relax her but I've never seen any of your exes sleeping in your arms in public or letting you take care of her like a baby."

"If she was like my exes, I wouldn't be here with her," I state but take a look at my phone to check if she sent me a text. "Yeah. I just think she's a good girl."

I nod while smiling but read another text of Sarang I didn't notice.

< is that true you said you would do something with me...? ]

Shit. I bite my lips but make Mino know about this. "Fuck...Look at this..." I show him the text but the expression of his face changes in the blink of an eye. "Holy fu-" he chokes on his rice. "I told you! This motherfucker must have told her what you said...! Dammit..."

"I'm scared y/n could hear some things..." I sigh but answer that stupid girl.

[ no. Who said that? >

< Dohyun ]

[ I told you already this jerk only says bullshit >

< well...am I that unattractive to you? I feel like you find me ugly... ]

[ Sarang, I have a girlfriend. I don't find you ugly, you're pretty but I'm not interested in you >

< you have a girlfriend? Is that why you were so close to y/n today? You told me you were not with her just yesterday ]

[ that changed... >

< yeah. alright ]

I raise my eyebrows but lay my phone down on the floor. "I feel like Dohyun is going to cause some problems...I feel it..." a sigh runs out of me but I don't eat anymore, my stress causing some reluctance. "They're all against me just because I'm dating her dammit..."

He exhales sharply but seems to be thinking. "Why did you say that thing when you left earlier though? You're an dumbass Kook..." he scolds me for this sentence I didn't mean to say but only let out with anger. "I know, I was a dumbass..."

"Yeah you were..." he doesn't sugarcoat his words to make me regret it but I take it in. "Am I really an asshole for what I did...?" I ask him since I know he will tell me the truth even if it hurts. "Honestly..." his eyes wander around the room but he fills his mouth with some food. "I know how you are so no, you're not an asshole. You didn't steal that girl, she's the one who fell in love with you and not Jisung so those morons should shut their fucking mouths and stop the bullshit. That's ridiculous."

Some relief finally takes over me. "Good...that makes me feel better..." I peek in the restroom's direction to check if y/n is still not back but see no signs of her yet. I hope everything is going well. "What I can see is that you really are a damn chick magnet dude..." he chuckles while chewing on his food. "Shut up...I'm not."

"Yes you are, stop denying the facts," he doesn't believe me but hits my arm to make me cease that falsehood. "Have you seen all the girls you could get in one year? We've only started school for two months and you already had your two exes, then Dahee, then y/n, and then Sarang...I hate you and your damn face for attracting girls so easily."

"That's just not my face, trust me," I pass my tongue over my lips but hide a smirk. "No. Your face attracts then your dick keeps them. I know."

"But then they leave me because of my true self...is that really a good thing to be me...?" I raise my eyebrows as the reality just hit me in the feels. I may be attractive but once the girls really know who I am personally, they dump me. "Come on...stop acting like a poor child. You have y/n and let me tell you, she seems to be head over heels in love with you...or at least, very attached. I can see it."

"Oh, 'cause you have the eyes to know which girl is gonna stay with me?" I show my skepticism but say it in a sarcastic manner to make it sound a bit rude. "Yes, I do. I remember the first days when you were dating Seyoung or the others and I can still recall the way they were acting like hoes because they had you for themselves. They kept on bragging about it while y/n seems all in love, shy, and sincerely good by your side. It's obvious she just loves to be with you for who you are...I'm pretty sure she was the first one to be in love and talk about her feelings."

"She was..." I confirm his assumption but still fear I could get dump again, for the hundredth time already. "I just...there's a problem that my mom mentioned. You're the only I can talk to about this so..." I clear my throat but turn towards him. "My mom thinks y/n is the daughter of Sangook when he cheated on her...that terrifies me..."

His eyes widen at my sentence, certainly feeling shocked to hear this. That's not even a surprise, I feel the same way. "And...do you think that's possible...?"

"Unfortunately...a lot of things seem to match but...my mom told me to talk about it with her and ask some questions but I don't dare do it..." I pull my hair back and elbow the table, gazing at him and not away. He barely knows how to react, I can notice it. "Well...that's fucked up. You should talk to her about it right away because...if you don't...I feel like this will be worse."

"Yeah..." I lower my eyes down to the table. "I just...I don't know what will happen if I ever get to know she's indeed his daughter...I don't want to lose her-" my sentence ceases as soon as I notice y/n coming right back. I put an end to this conversation and move back from the table to let her sit down on the cushion between my legs. Once she drops her shoulder bag on the floor, she holds her skirt properly and I put my arms around her to position her on the same spot than earlier.

"Are you feeling better?" I hold her against me as she's taking my leather jacket to cover her legs with it but she gives me a nod of her head. "Yeah..."

"Has the pain faded away?" I brush her cheek with my thumb and she answers in a positive manner, making me happy about it. "Yes...finally...the painkiller worked..."

"Good," I press my lips on her cheekbone and smile. "Try to eat something since you're feeling a bit better," I reach out for my spoon and use it to feed her.

•••

8 pm.

"Goodnight guys," the teacher makes us all enter our respective rooms while I don't want to leave y/n. "And don't forget to sleep well for tomorrow, don't try to stay up all night please or you'll be exhausted without even starting the day," he remarks like an annoying father but all of us listen.

"Sleep well baby," I peck her lips but give her a bear hug. "And text me if there's something wrong, alright?" I speak in a whisper to only talk to her while cupping her face with my hands. She nods and glances down at my lips so I smile but offer her the kiss she's asking for, silently. "Goodnight."

"Goodnight," a soft expression covers her face with brightness and she steps back to go to the room, but I catch her hand to draw her back towards me. I put my lips close to her ear instantly. "I love you," my heart skips a beat when it's not supposed to affect me but her, and my thumb brushes her cheek. I don't dare to look at her from this close but only lock our lips, for a goodnight kiss. Then I walk away to not hear her telling me those words, I know how powerful it can be to me so I'd rather wait for them to leave her mouth and be sure they're sincere. I smile at my blushing girl who froze on her spot but enter my bedroom.

I take my phone out of my pocket and walk up to my bed right on my left, to lie down and check the texts I received from my mom.

< Hey my Jungkookie baby, I'm going to bed because I have to wake up early tomorrow. I hope you're not going to go to bed too late, I love you and hope y/n is doing good as well❤ ]

[ I'm doing well and y/n is too, don't worry. I'm going to bed as well so goodnight, I love you❤ >

< olive you too🤭❤ ]

[ 😂❤ >

I smile but leave the conversation to get to the chat with y/n. However, I stumble upon a text I didn't see yet but only received a minute ago.

< I love you too... ]

[ are you gonna be able to sleep all alone?❤ >

< I have to...❤ ]

[ wait just five minutes then join me in my room, I won't be able to sleep without you❤ >

< are you sure we're not gonna get in trouble? ]

[ we won't and even if we get caught and that it makes a teacher mad, I'll tell them I was the one who forced you to get in my bed. Daddy is here for you my baby😌❤ >

< 🤭❤ ]

My smile never disappears as I must look like an idiot in front of my phone but I move it down to my torso. I drop it on the bed but stand up to take a look at Mino and get to know if he's already sleeping.

"What?" he peeks at me with curiosity, surely wondering what I'm doing right now. "Nothing, just wanted to know if you were sleeping," I grin but get back on my bed. "Wait," he moves onto his just right above me but lands onto the floor, to suddenly bend over and join me. "Look at this," he speaks in a whispering voice since all the guys are here in this dark room and he shows me his phone.

"Are you gonna fuck like two gays now?" Dohyun doesn't shut his mouth but makes a stupid comment. "Do you have a problem with gays?" Mino now raises his voice for it to be at a normal volume. "Yes. I don't want them to fuck when I'm around."

"What an asshole you are," he scoffs with anger as this topic must not please him since he is bi. "And if I want to fuck in here with a guy, I do it. So shut the fuck up and sleep to give us a break."

"You're truly disgusting," he mumbles but stays in his bed, covered by his blanket to show his bravery. He's a real wimp. "What a poor jerk..." Mino speaks while trying back to me but I chuckle. "Read this," he leans towards me and shows me some texts on his screen.

~~

A/N: hey, I hope you liked this chapter but I have something important to tell you so keep reading till the end.

Apparently, a girl has been leaking personal information about BTS and other idols (their phone number or Kakaotalk) on her Instagram (seoulsasaeng). I don't know if they're fake numbers but we never know so please, report it to BigHit. You can do it by sending an email to [email protected] and also reporting her account.

Thank you❤

Also, I know a lot of you are freaking out about Sangook and who he is for Jungkook but don't worry, there won't be incest in my story.