"Jungkook..." my name leaves her mouth with delicacy. "Yes, my baby?" I don't restrain myself but glide the tip of my finger along her lips, to follow the shape of them. "Do you like me...?"

My finger stops its movement, her question freezing me on my spot. I curl my finger to make it end on her chin but gaze at her into the eyes. "Yes I do...who wouldn't?"

"No...not this type of 'liking'..." her head lowers but I bring my hand down to her waist. I remain silent as this type of question always destabilize me a lot. A sharp exhale runs out of me but I delicately join our lips. The contact remains simple for some short seconds as none of us are moving our lips to make it passionate, however, I then do it to show her I want more from her.

She returns it to my greatest relief but makes us both kiss each other softly. "I like you a lot..." I whisper against her lips, encircling her waist with my arm to hold her. "You know I told you I didn't want to fall in love again because I don't believe in this anymore...but...I don't know..." I bite my lips and peck her lips before nestling my head in the crook of her neck. "I know I freaking like you more than I should...I'm just scared of that feeling I have...I didn't want to have it anymore..."

She doesn't say anything or move at all. I wouldn't want her to be distant, neither feel like I'm not being serious so if I don't use the right word, this could destroy our relationship that means a lot to me. She's really the only one I wouldn't want to lose, we both have something special together and I feel it.

"You mean a lot to me y/n...I'm serious..." I press a kiss on her shoulder, the strap of her nightdress touching my lips. "And not as a simple friend only..." I add to make sure she knows it. "But not as a girlfriend..." she slides her hands and arms away from me but I look into her eyes as this sentence just hurt me. The sound of her voice was so full of sadness that I fear she could not trust me from now on. "How could I call you my girlfriend if you don't want to be one for me?"

"Why do you think I said you're the only one I want to give my virginity to...?" she reminds me of this sentence as if I forgot it. "But we talked about the 'sugar daddy' thing....and...I thought you wouldn't mind having sex with me even if you're not in love with me...even though I told you to wait for the good one..."

"Yeah..." she breathes out but rolls on her back to create some space between us while I'm not letting go. "Hey..." I place my hand on the side of her face to have her eyes into mine. "I..." a gulp ruins my sentence. "I like you and I don't want to have you as a friend only..."

"Don't feel forced to say it because of me..." she turns to her side to now end with her back against my body when that's not what I wanted to see happening. "If I didn't want to, I would have told you that I'm not in love with you or just don't want to date like I did with the others. And I don't want you to think I'm saying this to not hurt you, I wouldn't make you believe in something that will maybe not happen. If I tell you I like you, I mean it and want you to be mine."

"I want to be yours too...and I've been for a long time already..." she confesses when I already knew about it but only ignored it. I didn't have the same feelings when she already had them but the more I got to know her personally, the more I started to feel that warm and fizzy sensation in my chest.

I draw myself closer to her body and stick mine to the back of hers, to look over her shoulder but rest my head on it. "Then now you're mine. I don't want you to belong to someone else anyway..." my thumb caresses her stomach but my lips press a kiss on her arm. "Or else I would be sad...and would have to leave to not have to see you with another man..."

No words leave her, the room staying silent but pleasant. I have her against me, I can hear her breathing, feel her skin against mine, that's all I wanted. "Are you sulking...?" I mumble in a quiet and sorrowful voice while rubbing the tip of my fingers over her stomach. "I'm not..."

"Then why is your back turned to me...?" I squeeze her in a tender manner. "I want to have your face close to mine..." I peck her shoulder but ask for her attention. She turns around again to have the front of her body in contact with mine and she snuggles up against me, for my arms to envelop her. "You don't want to talk to me...?"

"I do..." she mumbles in my chest. I keep the side of my face on her head and never find the strength to stop fondling her curves. I love feeling them, scanning them, and learning them inch per inch. "Don't be mad at me or sulk...alright...? I don't want my girlfriend to be upset on our first day..." I speak in her ear to send shivers down her spine and she smiles against my skin.

- Next day -

Thursday, November 5, 2019.

6 am.

The alarm echoing through the room, I come back to consciousness and leave my sleeping state. A pair of arms encircle my neck even more as I can see the light is lacking in here. I'm totally pressed against y/n's body with my face in her chest and my arms clinging onto her thighs.

Only two seconds after the beginning of it, I sigh heavily but quickly put an end to it without moving. "Alexa, stop alarm!" I react with some irritation and pull the blanket higher on us, to cuddle some time with my baby and enjoy the first morning with my girl by my side. My face is perfectly placed against her breasts, making me feel how thin her lingerie is under that nightdress is while the morning hood I'm dealing with is squeezed against her leg.

I delicately move and emit a moan, before going forward to make her lie down on her back and be on her, to then push up with my body and bring her clothing up in my movement. My body now between her thighs, I pull the blanket over my head and nestle this one in the crook of her head before hugging her again.

I kiss her neck. "Are you awake baby?" my husky voice scratches my throat. "Hm..." her legs slide up the sides of mine as I can feel my hard member being crushed against her core. I smile but force a bit forth with my pelvis, grabbing her skin with a gentle bite. "We're gonna have to take a shower and get ready..."

"Yeah..." she feebly answers while showing some sleepiness. "Are you taking a shower with me?" I ask without opening my eyes or moving but she replies with the same word. My lips curve up at this satisfying answer from her and I finally push myself up with the help of my hands on the mattress. I smile while staring at her keeping her eyes closed and I tease her with my hips. If she just dived back into her dreams, she's for sure still going to feel those rubbing and this might turn her dream into something dirty.

Since I don't want to arouse myself more than I already am right in the morning, I lower myself to her body and press a kiss on her lips before straightening up on my knees. Her breathing is dainty and slow, her features expressing nothing but peacefulness, I grin while looking at her but at a sudden idea invading my mind, I move back and bend over as the sight of her spread legs and exposed underwear are tempting me. I lie down on my flat and press a kiss over her white panties.

I glance up to check if she woke up but clearly see she's still asleep. With this position of her, this is perfect, I know the sensations are always better for a girl once her legs are pulled apart like that so this could easily trigger orgasmic feelings inside of her if I touch her. I want this first morning to be the most pleasing one for her.

Seeing no reaction yet, I keep my eyes on her face from down here and push my lips on the same spot again, to then start to do it more frequently and more deeply. As she's still not reacting, I decide to use my right hand and rub my thumb between the lips.

"Hmm..." her voice vibrates through her mouth cutely and I continue with the motion of my finger going up and down. Now that her body is moving in a gentle manner, I smile but focus on the spot I knew was very sensitive to touch yesterday and I give some little movements on it with the tip of my finger. Her head moves to another side and her hips give a little thrust, making me smirk but ask for her. "Baby girl..."

Another small moan escape her as she's not waking up to the full yet. "My baby girl..." I press my lips on her panties getting wet. "Aren't you waking up?"

Her lips part and as my finger is never ceasing the motion, she slowly opens her eyes and realizes what is happening to her body. She bites her lips but peeks down at me. "J-Jungkook..."

"Does that feel good?" I smile but move up without stopping my finger to go up to her level and kiss her lips as she now gently clenched her legs. She returns the kiss with weakness so I cease touching her and flatten my hand on the sheets, to passionately kiss her now that she woke up.

A smile grows on my face the more this is getting heated right in the morning but I bring my right and throbbing hand to her thigh, to slide it up her skin, reach her underwear and pass my fingers under the side of the fabric for a little squeeze. Since I can feel the excitment rising into me when I know we won't have the time to even get a quickie, I give one last peck full of tenderness on her lips and move up on my knees. "Let's take a shower," I glide my hand along the side of her thigh to remove it from where it is and smile at her who is now blushing. She must not ever have been woken up that way.

"Take it, I'll take one once you're done..." she changes her mind when she said she would take it with me. I stand up but mention it. "What about the 'yeah' you gave me when I asked if you'd take a shower with me?"

"I was half asleep..." she uses a pretext for it but I let go. "Yeah sure," I grin but fix my sweatpants while heading to my closet. "You can take a shower in the next room, like this we don't lose anyt-"

"Jungkook?!" my mom knocking on the door interrupts me. "Yeah?!" I answer but don't open the door. "Are you waking up? You're going to be late if you take too much time."

"I know, I'm getting ready," I reassure her about it. "Good, I'm cooking the breakfast for you two so make sure to be as fast as possible," she still remains anxious, knowing me too damn well to not be worried. "Yes!" I smile but take a look at Y/N standing up and pulling on the bottom of her nightdress.

Now we both have to do everything and not be too lazy no matter how tired we are.

•••

7:30 am.

"Hey!" Mino lifts his hand up to me as we just reached the school and I clap it, but he does it to y/n too and I smile at the sight of her small hand repeating my action in a shy manner. I stop my way with the two suitcases I'm carrying behind me with one hand, and y/n. "Are you ready for the trip?" I place the heavy suitcases before me but see him already complaining. "Not at all. I didn't want to come but use a note of my doctor...but well...he didn't want to do it so...here I am..."

I chuckle but notice he's still smoking. "Hey...stub it out..." I ask him to do, rubbing my neck in a nervous manner but seeing him smiling. "All suddenly you're against it?" he takes a last puff while smirking, peeking at y/n next to me who's hiding in her fluffy coat. "Yeah..."

"Alright then," he throws the cigarette in the storm drain by kindly leaning over y/n but placing his hand on her arm and causing some weird sensations in my chest that I don't like. "There you go," he retrieves his spot but smirks at me. "I wouldn't want to ruin your girl's lungs," he understands the reason why I wanted him to throw this away but I grin and comb my hair back.

"Anyway..." I clear my throat but take hold of the suitcases' handles. "Let's get on the bus," I lay my eyes on y/n and touch her back to make her go first and walk up to the vehicle at some feet away from us while I and Mino are following. As soon as we get on our way, he nudges me. "Are you two a thing now?" he gives me a playful grin but makes sure his voice is low.

My lips grow into a smile and let my teeth appear. "Maybe..." I don't answer with a clear answer, feeling shy about it. "Yeah sure, 'maybe'..." he figures out with no hint given but I keep quiet to reach the bus waiting for the students and once y/n stops in front of it, she gazes up at me with her hands in her pockets and her hood on. "You can get inside, I'm putting the suitcases in there," I let her walk in the bus to not be cold and she nods to go.

"You two are cute...not gonna lie," Mino stays by my side to put his stuff in the compartment as well. "But if I have to be honest with you, I knew you would end up falling in love with that girl, that was too obvious," he straightens up but speaks facts. Why does he know me so well?

"She was just a friend at the beginning...that wasn't obvious..." I pretend to not know what he's talking about but moves back in a more proper position too, to face him. "Yes it was, I know how you act when you like a girl," he closes the compartment but gives me one last smile before walking up to the inside of the bus. I grin like an imbecile but follow his steps, to get in the warmth as well and look for y/n. I check each faces in here but quickly notice her, slouched in her seat while keeping her eyes on her phone.

I join her a bit abruptly but place my hand on her thigh I love to touch a lot. "Are you okay?" I caress her skin but smile, getting her eyes into mine easily. She locks her phone but grins, to nod to me. I lean over her for a kiss on the neck and tuck my free hand in my pocket. "I hope this isn't going to feel too long..."

"Does that mean I'm annoying?" she takes it the wrong way but I give a squeeze to her thickness. "Stop saying stupid things," I turn my head in her direction and look into her eyes. "I'm gonna give you an amazing ride, don't worry."

She slaps my thigh but giggles. "I should sit down on that thick thing then," she lets go of her shyness to tease me too but I grab her thigh to place it over mine. "Which thick thing?" my lips curve up into a smirk but she puts her other thigh over mine since I'm taking more space than she does with my spread legs. "I'm not going to answer you."

"Come here," I lean towards her and she lets me take her on my lap, I remove her shoes and place them down to allow her to stretch her legs on the seat while I'm stroking her thighs with my hand and holding her close to me. "The ride is going to start in some minutes so we have the time to cuddle," I smile but gaze into her eyes, pecking her forehead and whispering against her lips. "You can sleep if you want, I'll hold you the whole time."

"You won't let go?" she raises her eyes up to tingle my heart but I wrap my arms around her waist. "No, I'm gonna hold you like a little baby."

She smiles but hugs me back. I love this type of intimacy, not sexual but soft and comforting.

•••

8:40 am.

My phone vibrating again, I check the texts from my mom but try not to move too much in order to not wake y/n up.

< how is everything going with y/n?😊❤ ]

[ good. She's sleeping on me😄❤ >

< aw. But didn't you sleep last night?🙄 ]

[ we did...we spent some time speaking but quickly fell asleep❤ >

< but she's still tired. I told you to go to sleep earlier you brat ]

[ it's fine! She's sleeping now anyway >

< yes but once again I was right ]

[ 🥱 >

I smile but change the conversation chat to check what Sarang sent me since she's in the other bus. I missed lots of them but I was busy getting ready with y/n so I didn't have time to waste on my phone.