"I—I'm sorry—" her sentence ends with my lips against hers and my hand on her jawline. My body is on fire and my heart is pounding me hard, I part my lips to create soft frictions and move a bit forth to kiss her passionately while feeling her skin heating up against mine.

This feels satisfying as hell. I put a lot of love in this kiss for her first one and let myself do it amorously. The seconds flying by, I keep going and love the way she's returning it with softness as if she was too shy to do it. I kindly stop the actions but don't separate our lips, I open my eyes and dive right in hers, causing my pulse to never slow down.

I stare into her soul, making this moment linger for the connection between us to never break and for me to see the sparkles in her eyes. I slide my fingers down to her throat and cup the side of it, before slightly pressing my tongue on her upper lip to embrace it with both of mine but keep my eyes into hers, to intensify the way this touches us emotionally. Then I gaze down at her lips to recreate the same sensations, feeling the hateful butterflies in my stomach but not caring about it since I want more.

I exhale sharply in her mouth but close my eyes to not stop and as I could feel she didn't dislike the sensation of my tongue on her lip, I tilt my head to the other side but go a bit forward to slide my tongue inside her mouth once she parts her lips and now turn this in a sensual french kiss. I take more of her sweetness, taste it, love it, and crave for it. "Baby girl..." I whisper between the frictions but glide my fingers over her neck to reach the back of her head and play with her hair while kissing. This makes me feel so good and relaxed that I just want to keep my eyes close and do this slowly for it to not end soon.

I said 'no feelings' for our relationship that was supposed to be only based on a sugar daddy thing but I'm reluctantly going against it. I know this feeling in my chest too much.

To not make it too long for her, I stop myself and lick my lips to look at her. Her eyes still remaining closed, I land my hand on her thigh and stroke it with my thumb to scan her features while we're both calm but wild inside. I end this with a tender kiss on her neck. "Don't worry about me."

She doesn't answer but squeezes her swollen lips together while I'm totally feeling better after this. Soft making out like that always soothes me and helps me to releases stress. I smile but glance away like a stupid and weak guy.

I lie down on my back but place my hand on her lower back. "Come here...I want to hug you..." I demand needily but she does it without waiting, to climb onto me and rest on my body with her head on my chest. I press a kiss on her forehead but move us up to the pillows, to hold her tight and cover our bodies with the blanket.

To chill and try to release the tension I caused, I grab her by the waist to bring her higher on me and slide my hands down to her butt, to pat it. "You're being a good girl," I chuckle but don't even feel her removing my hands. "Is it bad?"

"Well...you can be a bad girl but I'll have to punish you, you know it," my fingers glide down to the back of her thick thighs as she spread her legs to be more comfortable on me but I gaze down at her. "So that's up to you to decide what you want."

"I want kisses and hugs now," she smiles but thrusts her body forth onto mine to wrap her arms around my neck and have her face against the side of mine. I hold her close to me with my strong arms and leave a kiss on her jawline. "Then stay like this, I'm not letting go."

This is bad how hard my heart is racing.

— Next day —

Wednesday, November 3, 2019.

8:20 am.

I run to my classroom as fast as I can, rushing up the stairs to be there as quickly as possible since this teacher is going to go berserk. All of this only happened because of a terrible wet dream, I cannot believe this made it so hard for me to wakeup while y/n was occupying my mind at that moment. My mom had to yell to wake me up but thank god she didn't come in my bedroom, otherwise, she would have seen the mess I caused on my sheets and blanket. Why did I have to sleep naked? Dammit.

I try to erase those thoughts of y/n doing a lot of pleasuring things to my body and I knock on the door. "Yes?!" he already shows his wrath but I still walk in and bow to him. "Mister Kim..." my breathy voice makes it harsh for me to speak properly. "I apologize for being late but my alarm didn't ring this morning," I use the excuse I prepared before coming but see in his expression that he isn't taking that crap. "Get on your seat right now."

I nod and hurry to walk up to the desk where the girl I feared to face, to sit down on my chair and put my stuff on the flat surface. She's wearing a tight top today, this isn't going to help at all given what I have in my head. However, I'm shocked at the sight of a pair of glasses over her nose. Round and perfectly shaped for her face, I never saw her wearing those. She looks like a hot teacher.

The real teacher continues his lesson as if nothing happened but I take a look at y/n's book to see which page I have to be at in order to follow the course. The first thing my eyes want to focus on is her hand, and breasts. That hand who made me feel weak as hell in my dream. I gulp down but look back at my book to turn the pages.

I trap my pencil between my fingers and take a look at y/n as I noticed something different a few seconds ago. She's wearing red lipstick. This is sexy on her but way too sexy for this day that is a bit weird for me. I'm pretty sure this wet dream was caused by what I did some hours before sleeping, I shouldn't have thought about her and let the erotic images go through my mind to arouse and touch myself.

She suddenly makes eye contact with me, her different makeup catching all my attention in a good way. She usually wears lip gloss and focuses more on the eyes but today, she decided to tease with a red color over her lips and soft tones on her eyelids with that mascara that sharpens her gaze. Lots of things are going on in my head, I need to calm myself but she did everything to stir my mind up today.

"Are you okay?" she asks in a whispering voice, not mad at me about the fact that I couldn't be there to take the subway with her since I texted her to warn her. I nod and run my fingers through my hair. "What's that?" I whisper but point at her glasses. "I have to wear them...unfortunately..."

"That fits you..." I smile but glance down at my book. The more I look at her face and the more I see it between my thighs the way it was in my imagination and see her when she was under me, while I was inside of her...goddammit I should stop.

I pass my fingers over my forehead but slide my fingers down to my mouth, to bite my nails. The teacher is talking and explaining the lesson but I cannot stop replaying the scenes in my head. That was so intense in effect that I was shocked once I woke up and took a lot of time to calm my body down. I'm still not okay.

A soft hand touching my hand startles me. I dart my eyes towards y/n as she's pulling my hand down to drift my fingers away from my lips when I was trying to relax. "Stop..." she keeps my arm on the table but I shake my head and put my fingers back in my mouth to not listen, making her kick my foot but get one kick back.

I think she's going to test me a lot today.

•••

12 pm.

The bell ringing for us to be free, I put my bag around my shoulder and step back from my chair, to clear the way out for y/n and let her pass before me. We both walk out of the classroom and head to the lower floor in short steps, to get out of the building.

"Do you want to eat outside today?" I peek at her but follow the path she's taking. "No...did you want to?" she looks up into my eyes while I can't help but still be soft by seeing her with her glasses. I shake my head but smile unwillingly, glancing away to reach our bench together. I sit down once we're there and drop my bag on the floor but grab her arm before she could be by my side. "Wait, don't you want to sit on my lap?"

She grins but puts her bag next to me, to come right on my thighs and satisfy me. I wrap my arms around her hips and pull her as close as possible to my torso. "I'm gonna be straightforward...if you feel something hard and don't like it, tell me and sit down next to me, alright?" I make it clear since I know I might not be able to restrain myself from thinking about my dream again. "It's fine. I don't dislike it."

"I knew it," I speak under my breath but turn her to the side, to have her body on one of my thighs and have her features in sight. "You're coming to the trip tomorrow, right?" I bring this up while holding my arms around her hips with my right one laying on her thighs. "Yes, and you?"

"Yep," I acquiesce with a smile upon my face. "Can you come to my house today though? I want to see you, absolutely."

"Do I even have a choice to say no?" her sweet smile brightens up but I reply in the negative. "Hmm...not really 'cause daddy needs some affection today. A lot of affection."

"I'll give him a lot of it then..." she reacts with shyness as always and glances away, blushing and trying to hide it. "Come closer..." I keep my eyes fixed on her and ask for some more contact, getting it easily and feeling her leaning over me. "People are going to think you date the fat girl..."

I slap her thigh without thinking twice. "Do not say that again. I swear I'm gonna punish you if you say such a dumb thing again. You're sexy and pretty, alright?" I stare into her eyes as she inched closer but she nods to me. "Okay..." she rests her head on my shoulder and cuddles up against me, certainly asking for some comfort.

"You're beautiful..." I whisper against the tip of her nose and pass my hand under her fluffy coat, to brush my fingers over her waist. "My baby girl is beautiful," I gaze at her without glancing away, pressing a kiss on her forehead but then pressing another one on the tip of her nose. "What are you going to eat?" I speak in a soft voice to soothe her and cannot help but kiss her forehead. Kissing a girl always brings comfort to me as much as it does to her, especially a girl like her. "Two snacks and a banana because there weren't any apples anymore in my house..."

"Have you eaten something for breakfast?" I ask with hope to get a positive answer. "No..."

Since I want her to feed herself after spending the beginning of the day with nothing in her stomach, I grab her bag right by my side and bring it to us to open it. I look for the food she left inside and take it out to place it on my lower abdomen and put the bag back on its spot.

I first take the banana and pull the peel down, cut a part of it and head it to her mouth. She takes it without any reluctance. "Aren't you eating?" she slightly straightens up on my lap to look at me but I nod. "I am but I'm gonna feed you first and then eat my sandwich."

"You like sandwiches, don't you?" she smiles but chews on her fruit, making me smile. "I do."

•••

1 pm.

"Jungkook," the teacher calls my name. "Come to the whiteboard and complete this with all the good names," she indicates the picture of the female reproductive system that is projected on the board while walking away to leave the space for me. Why did this have to be me?

I keep quiet and grab my sheet of paper to stand up and step to the board while everyone is watching me. I'm not shy or else but this thing is annoying and I was having a conversation with y/n, dammit. She ruined it.

Since I have no choice but do it, I grab the black pen and write the words one by one. "Guys, I had a question in another class about this so since I don't want any of you to stay uneducated about it," she talks while I'm being busy and concentrating on the letters I'm leaving on the flat surface. "About the cervix, remember that cannot be penetrated by anything. So for the boys who have sex with girls, no, you cannot penetrate it so don't believe what the internet says about this."

Who doesn't know this shit? And I know exactly what this feels like, with a length like mine I cannot avoid bumping into it all the time. "Ma'am?" a guy asks for her attention as I'm trying to finish my job. "Yes?"

"Is it possible to feel the cervix when having sex?" his stupid question gets me to chuckle quietly. "Yes and no. Girls are all different so some will have a canal way smaller than others but in most cases, if a girl is aroused this will require deep penetration since the size of a normal penis is five inches when erect, so...that is not possible."

Excuse me? Five inches? I'm twice bigger at a normal state.

"Alright, thank you ma'am," he answers now that this little boy is informed but I put my pen down, to go back to my desk. I sit down and the teacher checks my notes. I hate to admit it but biology always turns me on lately, human reproduction class isn't good for a dirty-minded guy like me.

"Everything is good, Jungkook," she heads back to the board while I'm proudly smirking. I knew I didn't make a mistake. I lean towards my desk and peek at y/n who's keeping her arms crossed with her hand formed into a fist. I lick my lips but notice something. I don't wait but let my nasty self move, to slide my long middle finger in the hole she caused with the position her thumb and index finger are in, and push it back and forth. "See, I'm good with what's inside," I whisper but tease my shy little girl.

She chuckles but pushes me away, making me giggle as quietly as possible. "Let's change the groups for today," the teacher suddenly brings my attention away but not for a good reason. "I want the usual groups to be different this time and want you both to work on the next two exercises."

"What?" I complain in a low voice but dart my eyes in y/n's direction. "You're my partner...! No one is going to work with you other than me," I grab her hand but intertwine our fingers, before raising my other one up. "Ma'am, can I stay with y/n? I don't want—"

"No," she shoots at my face. What a bitch. "But I don't like changing my habits, this disturbs me and I can't—"

"I don't care," she brushes me off. How many times is she going to cut me off for fuck's sake? I am not working with another person. "You're not going to work with y/n for the rest of your life so deal with this."

First, I'm going to kill this old bitch and second, she doesn't know about my future. "I made the groups myself so you listen to me and change of partner for once," she speaks before lifting her sheet of paper up to enunciate and reveal the damn groups.

"Y/n," she now arrives at her. "With Jisung," she gets me mad as hell. That's the name I absolutely didn't want to hear at this moment. "Ya. No...!" I give my opinion but only in a whispering voice and y/n smiles at me. "Why are you complaining?" she frees herself from my grip to stuff her bag. "Why?" I raise my eyebrows. "Because, daddy doesn't allow his baby girl to—" my mouth gets slapped by her hand. "Shh! Don't say that in here," she scolds me in the cutest manner but stands up, running her fingers through my hair while walking behind me to leave me.

She knows this arouses me.

"Jungkook, with Hyunae," she mentions me but I heave a sharp sight to express my discontentment. Since that girl is going to join me at my desk, I check y/n's space but notice she forgot something, I steal her chair to have a better sight of her next to that dude and I grab the fluffy coat she left here. While Hyunae, the shy girl is sitting next to me, I grab the coat and place it over my lap and a part of my abdomen, to hold it against me.

I turn to the right to have the wall against my back and I lay my eyes on y/n. She's at the other side of the room and that annoys me. She seems to already have fun with her new mate. "Now, you can all go back to work," the teacher orders us. I don't pay attention to her but get into eye contact with y/n. I bite my lips but raise my eyebrows, showing her coat and holding it against me to tease her and put myself on her mind for the rest of this course. She's going to try to focus on the exercises but I'm sure she's going to keep thinking about me and how much I'm staring.

Once she hides an amused beam and gazes down, I chuckle but look at Hyunae. I don't want to be a jerk and let her work all by herself so I focus a little bit. I know she's too shy to speak to me first so I do it myself.

"So," I lean towards her and peek down at her book. "Can you focus a little bit and stop being so distracted?" I play with her, aware of her timidity and how impossible it is for her to speak without thinking twice. Since she doesn't seem comfortable, I brush her ear briefly. "I'm joking, I just wanted to make you smile."

She does allow herself to offer me a soft grin but looks down at her piece of paper, so I check on y/n to see what is happening there, then force myself to go back to Hyunae. "Alright...let's work..." I say with reluctance. She nods but gulps down as if I just made her nervous. Her cheeks are catching a red tint, just like y/n's ones do once she's getting too shy. My heart feels warm, this is too cute.

"Do you want to...to start?" she stutters but finally peeks at me, her eyes landing on my lips as if my big eyes were too dangerous to stare in. "Girls first," I make her begin it and she goes for it. "We need to take a piece of paper," she gets her notebook and uses the first blank page. "The first question is..." I help her to not leave her alone and I wait for her to get ready to write, in order to enunciate the question. "How many sperms will be produced from ten primary spermatocytes and how many eggs will be produced from ten primary oocytes?"

Once this is pronounced, I check on her hand and where she is. "Now, you have five hours to answer," I playfully speak but retreat to rest my back on the wall. She smiles but does her job. "I don't need so much time."

"I know but everything is long with me," I say without even realizing how nasty this sounds. If she was y/n, she would have scoffed like a dirty girl and then look at me to tell me this sounded wrong but right now, this shy girl just blushed and acted like she didn't hear me. "Do you have a red pen...? Mine is broken..." she stops tracing the line under the question but I rummage through my pencil case, to hand her what she asked for. "Here you are."

"Thank you," she gently grabs it and uses it. I stay with the fluffy coat I'm keeping on me but take a peek at y/n, seeing her smiling and gazing at Jisung while he's beaming. I'm not liking this, they might be talking about something dirty and I can't hear it, that pisses me off to see them together which is something that didn't happen before.

I have to focus on the work and Hyunae.

•••

2 pm.

I walk home with y/n, both alone at this hour since we ended school a bit earlier than usual. "Let's pass by the kitchen before getting into my bedroom," I take my shoes off with her and take her with me to the kitchen, opening the door and hearing her follow me as I'm heading to the fridge.

"Holy shit," I gape but make fast to grab the eclairs my mom left in there. There are three of them, I'm going to feel happy with these pastries. I take two banana milk and close the door to turn towards y/n and show her what I got. "Look at this, we're going to fill ourselves with delight," I smile but get out of the room with her.

"What if I don't want to eat it?" she follows me with her small steps. "I'll shove it in your mouth," I make it sound wrong because I like it and climb up the stairs. "And if I don't open my mouth?"

"I'll easily make you do it," I keep going in this game, heading to my bedroom not far away from me anymore. "How?"

"With the use of my hand and some caresses," I answer straightforwardly and finally get to my room, turning around to peek at y/n. "Alright? So don't test me."

She smiles but I open the door to walk in and drop my bag on the floor to land on my bed. "Ahh...that feels good..." I put the food on the blanket and see y/n joining me to be right before me. I don't wait before opening the pastries wrapping and taking one, to bite into it. "Oh...this is so good," I chew on it and take another big bite to have my mouth full.

"You eat like a kid," she giggles at my face but grabs her phone while I'm being blessed by the delicious snack. "Come and cuddle me instead of wasting your time on your phone," I gesture her to come and without even a single word or sound of complaint, she crawls up to me and puts her legs and arms around me, to be clung onto me like a koala.

I smile but encircle her waist with one arm, to press a kiss down on her neck. "Hmm...you make me feel good," I give her another peck on the same area but she bends her head back to giggle, making me still hold my food but lean over with my head to kiss the front of her neck and cause a twitch of her body. "Your neck is very sensitive, isn't it?" I lick my lips and look into her eyes.

She nods and gets back in a proper position to have her face close to mine. After the wet dream I had this morning, having her in my bed is turning me on. "But it's very sensitive to your touch...in particular..."

"Hm..." I smirk but hold my snack close to her red lips. "Open," I order her to do and slide the long thing between her lips. "Keep it like that," I remove my hand as she's holding it still with her mouth and put both of my arms around her hips, to push her closer to me and move forth. I stare into her eyes and open my mouth to take the length inside and make sure our lips touch, before biting into the pastry to eat it. "Eat what's in your mouth."

She does as told as her cheeks turned red. I smile at this baby face but look back inside the wrapping of the pastries, to wipe some fresh cream with my middle finger and head it to her lips. Without the need to say anything, she parts her lips and lets me slide my finger inside. Her tongue skims it but I cannot restrain the sensations happening into my body, I slightly push it back and forth and bite my lips at the memories of my dream and what she was taking inside her mouth instead of this small thing.

"You're a real tease..." I lick my lips but pull it out. "I'm not...!" she hits my abs but I catch her wrist right after. "And you're being a bad girl on top of that," a smirk draws the corner of my mouth up and I move forward to lay her down and take her other wrist to hold them against the blanket. "You know what I do to bad girls who deserve a punishment?"

She smiles but gazes down at my lips. "You said you caress them...but you're not going to do that to me...right?" she forgets the type of man I am and believes in this desperately. "I might do it to correct you."

Her teeth nibble on her lips but I lean in, to apply some pressure on her neck with my lips, for a kiss. I make this soft touch linger and then skim my parted lips down, for another same endearment. "My little y/n," I whisper against her shivered skin and move back up to reach her ear, then start giving some pecks to it.

"Do you know what you cause to me...?" I speak in her ear with softness but she wraps her arms around my neck. "No...tell me..."

"You release my stress..." I peck her ear. "And make me feel calm."

"You do the same to me..." she smiles against my cheek but tightens her hold around me, to press a kiss on my jawline. "One more..." I ask greedily and she repeats her action. "Now you're being a good girl."