"I want a kiss before you go."

She leans over me and presses her lips on my cheek but I don't show any satisfaction. "Not there. I want it on my neck," I stare into her eyes but make it obvious I'm serious. "No feelings, you said."

I knew she would not forget this sentence. "You can't kiss my neck without any feelings?" I smirk as my eyes aren't drifting away but she lowers her gaze to my lips. A sigh runs out of her mouth and she inches closer, to press her soft and warm lips on my sensitive neck.

I smile as my eyes closed for a short second but I cup the back of her neck, and apply some pressure on it to ask for more. "Again..." my faint voice fills her ears and she repeats her action in a more enticing manner, making me bite my lips and feel aroused as hell. "This feels good..." a whisper full of pleasure escapes my smile unconsciously but I run my fingers through her hair, her lips kissing my neck the way I want her to. However, after this sexual tension, she retreats. "Are you happy?"

"Hm...I wanted you to bite me and use your tongue," I smile with some tease but stand up to tower her and look into her eyes. She knows what she's doing, I know what she feels after what happened earlier in my bed and she can pretend to not be affected by it as much as she wants, I'm not going to believe in that crap.

I tuck my hands in my pockets but step forth for our bodies to touch, and her breasts to be against my torso as I'm gazing down at her. "You talked about wanting a sugar daddy some days ago, didn't you?"

"I was joking..." she averts her eyes from me but I keep my eyes where they are. "No, you were not. Why do you feel shy? There's nothing bad about it. We're both done with love and we don't believe in it anymore, why not just doing what we want together without caring about others or what can happen...? I've always dreamed to do that and not give a fuck about people..."

She shrugs but now drops her gaze down to the ground. I wish she could look into my eyes and just say what she wants. "Ahh...gosh..." I lick my lips but step aside to move towards my desk and grab the money I left there. Then once I have it in my hold, I turn towards her and back hug her, to slide my hand in the pocket of her skirt to fill it with the seventy dollars. "You don't want me as one?"

"One what?" she acts dumb but remains still, not daring to move as she knows I'm stuck against her, shirtless with my hand not leaving her pocket. "Your sugar daddy. Stop pretending not to know what I'm talking about."

"Hm...are you gonna leave me once you'll be tired of me...?" she lets dumb things go out of her mouth. "You really think I would do that?"

She suddenly turns around to face me and looks up into my eyes. "How many girls have you done this with...?"

"Honestly?" I raise my eyebrows and show her I'm thinking about the number of chicks. "None. You would be the first one and probably the last."

"Does that mean I'm going to have you for myself? All the time?" she doesn't stay against it anymore but now slowly lets herself hesitate. "Yeah. All the time and not only I'll give you money for you to do what I want but also give you money to do what you want. Like this, we both comfort each other and give some affection but you also get another good thing from it. That means we're both happy."

She crosses her arms but looks down at my lips. "I want to...I want to do this..." she mumbles as if she didn't want me to hear her answer but I smile. "I'm good with this but now you're my sugar baby, no man has the right to have or touch you, alright?"

"Alright," she nods but conceals a smile she's afraid to let appear. "Let's see each other tomorrow. You'll have your first self-defense class," I remind her of what we planned and she agrees. I freaking can't wait. "I honestly think I won't ask anything from you, I'll just give you money if you want and need it, however, I might want to cuddle a lot."

"Good then," she grins but heads towards the door so I follow her. I keep my hands in my pockets and my eyes on her thighs as she's walking to the stairs. I don't look away till we both reach the lower floor. I let her put her shoes on but ask for my mother who's watching TV. "Mom, can you drive y/n home, please? I don't want her to be all alone."

"Yes sure, but I just need a minute," she nods to agree as always and finishes something on her laptop so I move back to y/n to put my shoes on. "Jungkook...I can go-" my finger cuts her complaints short. "No need to say anything," I smile but hear my mother joining us.

"You'll have to lead me because I don't know where you live," she smiles at y/n while both putting their coats on but I step in-between. "I'm coming, you know..."

"Excuse me?" she raises her eyebrows. "You think you're gonna leave this house shirtless? It's freezing outside."

"I'm fine, you'll turn the heater on in the car," I don't care about this detail but set my eyes on y/n, before walking up to her to back hug her. "And I have my fluffy and warm girl here, I won't be cold," I hold her tight but see my mom sighing. "Stop this! You're gonna make her fall in love with you!" she yells like a crazy woman before opening the door to get out.

"Falling in love with me?" I mumble in y/n's ear as my mother stepped out and gaze at her. "A baby girl doesn't fall in love with her sugar daddy, right? No feelings we said."

"I know...!" she huffs rudely and pushes my arms away from her body to stomp out of the house and follow my mother. I can't help but grin while walking along their steps and closing the doors behind me. The garage opening, I step inside of it in a hurry given how cold it is and rush in the luxurious vehicle to be on the back seats with y/n.

"Ugh fuck...! It's cold as hell!" I shake on my spot and complain out loud, but receive a slap on my arm by my mom. "I told you to put a shirt on dummy!"

"Turn the heater on already!" I shoot back but lean over my fluffy y/n, to hug her and get some warmth. "I need you to warm me up..." I whisper in the crook of her neck as my mother finally decided to use the heater for me. Y/n softly cuddles up against me to share her heat but grabs my right hand, to put it between her thighs and cross her legs. "That's what I do when I'm cold."

She's totally teasing me. I lick my lips but look at her from very close, getting her to lay her eyes into mine. Just one move and we kiss each other. "Keep it there then..." I look down at her lips but stroke her skin with my thumb.

"Excuse me for ruining your lovely moment but I need to know where the house is located," my mother cuts the sexual tension between me and y/n so I answer and slightly move my face back from hers. I give her the location but let my hand where it is, feeling it warming up with the contact of our skins against each other.

"Alright, put your seatbelts on," she starts to get ready so we do as told to listen and then both get back in our previous position, for me to be snuggled up against her and have my face in the crook of her neck. It's the side that I haven't kissed so if I want to tease her a little bit discreetly, I can do it since we're in the dark.

"Don't be too clingy with her, she's going to be tired of you," my mom never ceases to talk but I sigh heavily. "Hey. Turn the music on."

"My head is aching," she refuses to do it, making it impossible for me to kiss y/n's neck since this will cause some wet sounds. "Come on! Just a bit!" I insist, and she gives in. I'm smirking like a brat now.

As the music is playing in the car at a low volume, my mom driving and causing some noise, I pucker my lips and press a soft kiss on her neck. She's not reacting, this is something I don't like when I kiss a girl. I go a bit more forth with my body, my bare torso touching her arm and a part of her breast, I stick my tongue out to lick her skin but smile like an idiot at the feeling of her slightly twitching. Since I'm finally getting what I want, I nibble on her skin and kiss it very slowly and delicately, to shiver her and feel the goosebumps covering her skin.

I don't know what is happening with me today but I sexually want her and feel extremely horny. However, I don't want to calm down, I like this feeling I missed inside of me and how powerful it is at this right moment. I make the least noise possible and use my tongue as my breathing is turning heavy and hitting a spot I'm causing to be wet. My hand gives some squeezes to her thigh and I knead it, loving the thickness of it. Her thighs strongly clench against my hand but I push it higher on the inner part of them and kiss her neck with my tongue way more intimately than I should.

Realizing what I'm doing, I stop right away but heave a sharp sigh, to pull away and get on my middle seat properly. I clear my throat but drop my right hand on my crotch and slightly move my hips. I shouldn't have done this, I want to do way more now. I land my left hand on my thigh to not touch her anymore and avoid the temptation.

"Damn, it's raining and my windshield wipers aren't working," the voice of my mom changes the mood in here and I lean over, keeping my hand on my crotch to cover what's too obvious. "Have you tried several times?" I act cool even if my body is going through a hard time. "Yes, I did."

I check the GPS to know where we are but lean back in my seat. "We're soon there anyway, that's fine."

"Yeah..." she answers. I'm currently heating up on my seat, gulping down but moving my legs from side to side in a nervous and jittery manner as my hands on my crotch aren't drifting away.

5 minutes later...

"Here we are," my mother looks at her in the rearview mirror with a smile and y/n unbuckles her seat belt. "I'll call you tomorrow for the class," I speak to her as she's getting ready to leave but she nods. "Okay, thank you very much, Miss Lee."

"No need to," she kindly replies but y/n now finally looks at me. "See you tomorrow..." her lips curve up but she doesn't hug me so I put my arm around her and draw her towards me for an embrace. "Text me before going to bed, alright?" I speak in her ear. "And if you're not feeling alright or need to talk, okay?"

"Yes," she gives me a small hug in return before letting go to retreat. "Have a good end of evening Miss Lee," she shyly speaks before receiving the same kind of sentence from my mom. She then gets out of the car to leave and walk to her house.

"Jungkook..." my mother grasps my attention as I was watching y/n enter the front yard of her house. "Hm?"

"Is she your girlfriend? Do you like her as one?" she turns around to lay her eyes on me. "No. We're just friends but I tease her a lot," my answer makes her sigh. "Hey...you know what happens when you're close to a girl like that. I know you like being cuddly with them but you're going to break her heart if she starts to have feelings for you. She could misunderstand-"

"Mom, I know what I'm doing. We're just close, that's all. We're there for each other and I just want to protect her and make her feel good," I don't say anything about what I and Y/N talked about in my bedroom and reassure her about this relationship. "Yeah...we'll see in some weeks how this goes..."

I look away as she just turned back to her steering wheel. This will go well and I know it.

- Next day -

Saturday, October 30, 2019.

10 am.

"Jungkook? I'm leaving for work so the lunch is already cooked, okay?" my mom knocks on my door as I was busy on my phone, not able to open the door since I locked it to be naked on my bed. "Thanks, mom but I'm gonna go to the gym this evening with y/n so don't be worried if you don't see me once you're back home."

"Alright, see you later. I love you," she doesn't say anything about it but softly answer. "I love you too, see you," I answer her for the last time and hear her walking away in the hallway. Since she's gone, I dial y/n's number and sit up.

"Hello?" she answers in no time and provokes a smile on my face. "Hey, how are you doing?"

"I'm fine, what about you?" she speaks in a soft and shy manner, her voice sounding even more adorable through the phone. "I am too. Are you still up for the class tonight?"

"Well...about this...my stepbrother just came when I thought he would stay at his house so I can't be there today..." she ruins my mood and day when I was expecting to be spending it with her. I'm freaking disappointed. "Seriously...?" I lie down on my back to be more comfortable and exhale sharply. "Yes...I'm sorry...I really wanted to be there with you but my stepbro just had to come and ruin my day..."

"Whatever...it's not your fault so don't be sorry..." I don't complain but deal with this, I have no choice but to do it anyway. "I wanted to ask you something though...when I'll be allowed to be there with you, will there be other people?"

" No, don't worry about that. It's a small building that my mom owns so I'm the only one allowed to go there with the people I want. When we'll be able to be there we'll be alone," I reassure her since I'm sure she wouldn't be comfortable with other people. "But when we'll go there make sure to take some shorts and something light for the top because you're going to sweat a lot with me."

"Alright," she doesn't suspect anything about this advices when I only want to see her in tight shorts. This baby is so innocent. "If you want you can wear a simple white t-shirt with no bra to be more comfortable..."

"Do you want me to kick your shinbone again?" she doesn't react well to it so I immediately correct this. "I was joking, don't get angry or your baby face is going to turn red," I relax the tension and laugh. "I hate you."

"I love you too my baby girl," I shoot back with better words that I know will calm her down. "Anyway...what are you doing?" I change the topic. "Nothing, I'm in my bed. And you?"

"Same. I want to see you....I'm all alone in my house and I wanna cuddle," I smile but wait for her answer impatiently, wondering if she's going to show she doesn't care or express the same want. "I want to see you too but my stepbrother will not let me go out."

"Yeah...I guessed it..." I sigh out of frustration but don't put the blame on her. "Anyway...I'm going to eat right now so I have to hang up," I put an end to it as the bitterness is still bugging me. "Alright...eat well."

"Thank you but eat something too," I think about her first, recalling the things she said to me yesterday. "I know, don't worry."

"Yes, I do worry," I don't let her go away with this type of sentence when I know how she feels. "Come on, go eat now."

"I'll call you again after my meal, you better have fed your stomach," I don't let her have one more word about this and end the call. I keep my phone in my hand and stand up, to step out of my room and walk to the stairs, eager to eat the delicious lunch my mom cooked for me.

— Two days later —

Monday, November 1, 2019.

6:50 am.

"Come on, let's get inside," I hold y/n by her waist and step in the uber that I paid for her and used to come here. She first goes in and I follow, to be next to each other and I let the driver know we're ready to go.

"How are you?" I smile at her and keep my bag over my lap, but she gives me the same gaze. "Fine...I'm just a bit tired but I'm fine. What about you?"

"I'm fine but I don't want to work today," I get comfortable on my seat, looking in front of me to have my eyes on the road. "We're starting with the swimming class so...that's even worse."

"Does that mean you're going to swim?" I put my eyes back on her to smile but she nods. "Yes...my parents didn't want to write a note for me..."

"Oh...what a shame..." I say without meaning it, living the fact that I know I'm going to see her in her swimsuit. "Is that waterproof makeup?" I chuckle but point at her eyes, making her grab my wrist to push it away and acquiesce. "Yeah, it is."

I don't let her put her hand back in the line of her body and take her fingers between mine. That's the least I deserve after the way she ditched me two days ago. She doesn't even complain but looks up into my eyes. "I'm scared..." she suddenly lets out with no smile anymore, worrying me.

"What's wrong?" I stroke the back of her hand with my thumb but get closer to her. "I don't want to be in a swimsuit in front of everyone and I can't swim..."

"You're that worried about it...?" I barely stand to see her in this situation, having an idea to solve this. "Yeah..." she glances down but hugs her bag with one hand. I sigh but take her hand in both of mine. "I'm going to take care of this, you won't have to swim. Alright?"

"Uh? How are you going to do that?" she looks up into my eyes with her puppy gaze but I give her a smile. "You'll see, I have a lot of authority at the school and I know the teacher very well so don't worry my baby girl."

"Not only at school..." she smiles but tightens her hold on my hand as I'm caressing it with my fingers. "What does that mean?" a chortle escapes me, my mood finally getting back to a delighted state at the sight of her smiling. "Nothing..." she avoids my eyes but comes closer to rest her head on my shoulder. "Don't say 'nothing', I know you don't dare to say it," I lean in to have my face close to hers but she shakes her head. What a liar.

"Are you sure you don't want to swim though..." I approach my face from hers. "I wanted to see you...in your swimsuit..." my whispers tickle her cheekbone but she punches my arm with her frail fist. "Stop it..."

"I'm not stopping. I would have wanted to see you walk in your swimsuit in front of everyone and show them all your body of queen without caring about their opinion," I speak in a cute voice as she's getting shy. "And then I would yell to everyone 'That's my girl, look how hot and sexy she is~' I giggle but keep my voice low.

"You're giving me too much confidence, I'm going to regret it if I let you have this effect on me," she grins but stays close to me. "Let me have this effect on you..." I press my lips against her forehead. "That's how you're going to gain confidence and tell everyone who dares to judge you, to go fuck themselves with their ugly self," I whisper for the driver to not hear me and she gazes down at my lips. "I'll see what I do on the bus."