"Lina Grange, my mother, Camilla Quintin! What have I done!  What the hell have i did? I gave Lina a straight ticket to suicide!
The gun that caused Emily's death was one of my weapons and mom! God what have i done!"
It's strange how catastrophic events make you remember the smallest details, isn't?
All of this hunt me in my dreams although my dehydrated old body desperately beg for a rest but I barely slept, all i could do was to watch the ugly roof of this half destroyed hospital room, yup i'm in hospital by the way you know why? because when you pass out in the middle of nowhere don't expect that the f#### nowhere will do nothing to you, no!  i woke up with almost five scorpions bites on my left arm and don't make me talk about the right arm because you know what ?  The last time i check, it was gone! Yes !some m#####(probably Smith)  cut it off so that the poison wouldn't spread all over my body .
So now,  after i lost precious years of my life (thanks to the f#### time traveling  rules, you haven't forgotten what happened to me when i surpassed the time wall have you guys? ) and you can add to it that now i have officially turned into a special needs person A K A (that poor fellow that you usually see outside the market after you finish shopping, and because you're a good sensitive human being  you'll give him the remaining four quarters you still have after you bought food and drinks ) petty hah!  Well guess what no way i'm gonna be that guy!
I jumped off the stupid bed,  my back cracks the second i did it but who cares! I slowly reach to the window hoping to see a wonderful view that would make me forget all the struggles i've been through and the scene i saw didn't disappoint me at all,  in fact i couldn't even clinch for a second. 
Green fields rised while the air moved the golden cereal field nearby,  for a second i almost thought that it's fake, i mean i was in the middle of nowhere and now there is a freaking Iceland view just from the hospital room i'm setting in, i opened the window to have some fresh air while I tried to process the scene ahead me,  this is not possible guys,  unless...
"don't "a familiar sound screams before my hand could reach the window (who do you think it is?  Smith of course! ) the freaking demon show up out of nowhere just the same as he always do and rushed to close the window.
"if you surpassed your hand you'll lose it"he told me then practice his favorite habit (any guesses? ) it's leaving the place while I'm still in it that's what he does most of the times.
"hey,  wait! "i've tried to catch up with him as he walk through an empty hospital.
"Seriously,  what happened here? " i though while going out, it was a ghost town , and the worst of it all it smells of a nasty dead meat,  a human meat to be exact! Looks like what ever has happened here everyone was so rush to leave and forget about the dead bodies in the fridge until the F### generator system fail down,  i covered my noise but that didn't work two minutes and i've throw up , seriously throw up!  I haven't had food since two days maybe,  how is that even possible!
Any way i'm missing the point here, i have one arm now and an old man's body( i know i know i really should stop repeating that all the time but pardon!!!  Don't expect me to just said it's okay,  because trust me,  things are NOT okay.... Okay guys. )
"hold on you F### bastard! "i yelled then moved slow,  the feeling that i get to feel at that moment was horrible you know why?  Because although having a
Fifty years old man's body which i haven't get used to it by the way but my body became few pounds lighter than before , moving becomes much easier and all of this thanks to the arm that i've lost earlier, my tears fell down while I've followed my only guide out off the nasty place.
At this point you would say "Darian! explain to us what Smith meaned when he said that i'll lose another hand if i opened the window,  you guys want explanations from me!" go to hell or better go ahead and ask Smith!

Smith POV:

Year 2135, As the Snider device says,  we've surpassed the first zone,  Although all my doubts the boy did it and survived the first transformation,  one wall is done nine more ahead us, i just got to take this idiot straight to the zero point, there he'll take my place , the F#### dump almost ruined everything when he was about to open the window, he didn't know that we were at the edge of another time wall, if i haven't stop him he would lose another hand, one part at a time one organ at a time, it was a good idea to throw him into a scorpion's nest when he passed out, now he'll follow me for sure and the questions will stop,  just a little bit longer and i'll tear this little thugs to pieces, just more time and I'll have what i want,  soon enough he'll try to have a man to man conversation with me and I'll be prepared for this emotional  breakdown , sociology! Huh so easy to predict people!!!!
The reason I'm documenting this is not to have a reader for it the reason I'm documenting this is to know what have I done after the end of this, after i lose my memory so that my life would mean something this time maybe not good but at least something.
One zone behind us, nine to go...