So you still reading hah? that shows that you really have a lot of time to waist that or you man or woman are a completely book warm, i guess it's the word you use in your time hah that what happen, you see i've use a lot of "THAT" but i've got away with it haven't i!
Okay after this small rest i'll take you back to events.
The last time we stop was when i was about to go through the​ wall of time, here it is.
i closed my eyes and hope for the best, a small heat run through my body in seconds and for a second my breaths stopped, seriously i couldn't breath!my heart beats ten hundred time in a second it was freaking nightmare."shit i shouldn't follow this crazy old."i thought to myself but it was too late now my muscles stretch like a gummy candy shit i mean the real candy here guys, the pain was all over my body and i couldn't even scream to release all this amount of harm no it all sited in my chest.you see guys when you read all of this as you are comfortably sitting at your ugly couch or bed you can't imagine all this pain no, so to make sure that you'll get the feeling i'll describe​ it in a better way.
Just imagine that it's thanksgiving and you're on table and there is a roosted hot turkey in the middle, now imagine if the turkey is still alive and making noises and screaming so what you do is you stand up hang him with your bare hands as the smell of your burned skin spread of the hot turkey, it's a horrible scene isn't?i mean if you are the human here but imagine if you get to be the turkey,hah!no answer? well this was me at this case i was like a burned turkey here i hope you get the idea now.
After struggling for minutes in the previous condition i finally could take a breath.
it was old grouse breath but i took it anyway what can i say a chance to live is a chance to live no matter how ugly It look or taste.
The next event that will happen to my past self then is nothing like ordinary, really.
I opened my eyes and feel that i'm colder then usual my heart beats in a different way and...
"holly shit!"i screamed while there was an old version of me screaming at the same time, it's me you idiot!i turned from age 23 to 50 in less then a second.
i checked my hands my ugly old face my billy, my hear become white and even my #####, you get the point now i have the body of an old man, this was the second shocking thing that happen to me in my journey you know besides Camilla's prophecy mom's death and not forget the man i've killed who is now very much alive, sometimes the hero have to go through a lot of shit just because the writer decide to torture​ his characters well guess what!i'm not going to be this kind of characters no, this is definitely not one of Steven KING's books i mean seriously man just kill the poor creature and spare him of all this suffering.
Back to events, you can imagine what i did after i've realized that more then 25 years of my life slip of my hands in seconds, i kneeled for the next five minutes and try to understand what happened, no answer! i couldn't even make a sound.
After it i understand it, i have get old because here behind the wall it's not year 2110 no it's year 2137 and no matter how many time traveling films you've watch i tell you one thing, it all shit, really!the real thing about time traveling is that you have to get older in order to see the future, our mortal bodies does time traveler to the future at every second we surpass, well !the difference here is: i have surpass a quarter decade in seconds SHIT!
"wait! i can get back through the wall and the whole thing will reverse itself?"i thinks to myself, hah it's a clever idea hah, I told you i hate gambling but i still have a chance to get back to normal so maybe it's not gambling after all, i thoughts to myself as i turn around to face the wall but he was right there Standing, it's Smith you F### idiots who else would it be!
"it can't be!"i screamed, do you know why?come on take guesses?i'll give you a minute to think...
Okay time is up so?nothing hah fine! i'll tell you.
Smith was standing a front me but he didn't change at all, he stayed the same as i saw him behind the wall, my clothes are now rusty and smells after surpassing 25 years but his, no change!
"the wall didn't affect you?"i said to him while he look at me and replied "you can't get back."
"what?"
'i said!you can't get back to the field."
"??" i couldn't replies to him, shit it's gambling after all and i've just lost many years of my life and for what?to escape of Quintin and his mob!
"back off."i screamed at Smith, no way i'm staying here!i thought to myself, you can tell that i was determine​ to get back to the field, no matter what it take.
"i said back off old!"i screamed
'' are you deaf? What you think all those who comes from The field did? exactly what you went to do, they went to get back and look where they are?only few of them had the guts to carry on the journey."
Oh shit i told myself, so this is why nobody comes back wait! Jem found a way through this and if he could so do i!
"you're lying."i screamed at the crazy old.
"my friend jem found his way back."
Smith keep his mouth shut for few seconds but.
"that guy hah i've meet him he almost full fill the whole thing but give up at the last moment and choose a side way that lead to the field but he lost his mind in the process, idiot i've warned him but he didn't listen"
"warned him of what?"
"of going on his own, if he waited a little bit he would now be young and could live a thousand year."
"a thousand what?"
Piss off no one can live all those years right! right!unless this is some sort of sci-fi story, holly shit we are in the future, it could be a sci-fi!no what am i thinking? This is real world not some J J Harper's novel, i really should stop reading that, anyway back to our point, i was hesitated a bit when i think about what the crazy old said, seriously anyone would have doubts isn't?
"prove it."i demanded​ and wish that i didn't.
"fair enough."Smith said then took a small rock from the ground.
"here."he said to me then slow throw the rock to me and while i catched it he added "hit the wall with it."
Well it's really fair as he said, all i have to do is to throw this piece and i'll prove that this butthead is wrong? I hold the rock with my new shaking hands, my arms lost there flexibilities a bit, the feeling was grouse​, every breath i took is worst then it previous, seriously how does old people live?god help them!at this point a humble touch goes through my vines, i'm sorry for all those words i've said to the older ones it nasty to be helpless like this but...who care! just throw the damn thing! well i did and guys i wished that i didn't.
"holly!"i screamed while i've watch the poor thing turn to ash the second it touch the wall.
Oh shit, the man was right there is no way to the field alive at least, shit!this is what you get when you F#### gamble hah.