"the second you start to ask for answers is the moment where you actually start to care about it" said by...? Well i don't know who said it but hope you guys still there but if not!! Well you can just go to hell... (just joking... Not really )
So as we speak to each other, me and the priest who showed up out of nowhere i got to know several things, okay here it is guys:
After the great tsunami acidic incident (you remember that right!) the drugs supplies AKA coco box was out of questions, when i said out of questions i mean that the F#### company turned into a green grouse liquid with everyone in it, the employees the scientists and even the damn guardsman, yup it turned out that the only survivers from this sh##### were, come on take a pick,  any guesses, no! Okay here's a clue the man I'm talking to right now is a priest, have you get it yet you idiots! No!  The only F#### survivors of this F#### tsunami belong to the Saint alcoholic​ community! Yup! (F#### Quintin's methods lived after all, Sh####), of course the priest didn't know how frustrated i was from hearing it, trust me guys it took me a supernatural power to keep my mouth shut while the old man a front me talked about how his community had saved humanity from extinction, dude are you serious? 

The only reason you guys survived is because you've hided in the mountains because you were too afraid from the drugs war that happened at that time!  And you think you are heroes!!!  F##### you,  just F#### you,  by the way all these cursing was inside my head while outside i was laughing and smiling because i haven't get my doze since a week, you can said guys that i have officially lose it and the reason I'm in this hospital is due one thing!  Petty!
Yes!  I can't believe I'm saying it but the F##### peoples who lives in this world (and which one of them killed my mother few days earlier, i mean few decades earlier ) had feel sorry about me and gave me a sleeping doze so i won't suffer from the addiction symptoms that I've mention earlier (you remember the list right! ) and that's why I'm laying here with all these people who were addicted to coco pills like me(who am i kidding none of them is like me! None of them had to see his mother being slayed by a F#### saint alcohol member, none of them had to see his dreams turn to ash just in a second, you have no idea how much smuggling stealing and sometimes bribing i had to do just to keep my shop open, trust me none of them had to experience the #### i've been through(okay that was a little bit  narcism i admit that okay.)
And while the priest carry on and talked about his methods i could only wonder one thing, why is he wearing blue?  Hold on a second the woman I've met at the borderline had a blue clothes on her too oh my!!!  My eyes stretched because the whole room i was in turned to blue!  The only color i can see now is blue? After few seconds of thinking i knew exactly what this means, it means that the side effects of not taking pills has started the second i've met that hot employee at the entrance of this city, S#### ! Are you F#### serious? I took a look at my hand and it was blue?!
"father! "
"yes my son"
"is it possible that you have pills around here? "i asked him like an idiot! What?  Don't look at me like that what i was supposed to do anyway? First seeing all blue then who knows maybe loosing my eyes playing safe was out of question,  i need my doze guys, sorry what i mean is,  give me my F#### pills you Piece of S###! I was supposed to say all of this in my head and not out loud but oops! I had the poor priest's uniform stretched with my arm an angry sick expression covered my face and...i was black out when all of this happens when i knocked the poor man on the ground and start running in the wide room, searching all the place for a tiny little piece of drugs,  anything man just to stop the side effects from going on.
And has anyone stopped you?  That's probably the question that runs through your minds right now! Right!  And the answer is yes! A F### team of six men beat the s### of me , ten minutes with these guys and i had three broken rips, a half opened scull and of course my balls... You get the point suckers.
It was a really nice experience to have!(what ? you didn't expected me to say this hah? ) the reason I'm saying this is because i couldn't feel the pain at all thanks to,  well thanks to the side effects but unlike me those guards had some ruff time,  i was able to knock out the S#### of two of them before they nailed me, what ?I'm not going to leave these F#### saints without a small show to tell there wives when they get back home with a broken mouth,  yup i did that ladies!  Your husband should change his career, just being funny but what the priest said after it was not funny at all.
"take this disbeliever straight to execution! "
Oh S#### i shouldn't piss them off  (too late to say that buddy!) later on i know that the reason why the nurse was freaking out of me is because the treatment they gave me didn't work and since there are no drugs supplies  around here that means that i have become a danger to this society the second i wake up! 
What can i say two men drags me through the hallway while everyone around took a pick at me,  humiliation!  That's what i feel at that moment, not because i've got beaten up by these guys,  not because i was wearing handcuffs,  no!  It's the looks that were around me at that moment,  the nurses and doctors didn't gave me a single piece of sympathy here, nothing!  As like i was a F#### animal drags to be slay, it was a normal day for them but not for me,  now once again me Darian Picker have an appointment with death,  at the hands of these saints alcoholic, Suckers######, they took me out of the hospital and straight outside where a huge radioactive wall was right there.
"what? The time wall? where the hell are they taking me" i thought to myself but in the outside i couldn't spell a damn word,  i could barely see the orange wall ahead of me, oops i mean the blue wall ahead of me since i can only see blue now(i wonder what color this wall took,  well i guess I'll never have the answer to that question ) by the way i have forget to mention an important information here,  are you ready for this history lesson?  Okay here it is:
The reason that M.s Cocoma(you remember her right!  I guess this is my catchy phrases,  hi! if anyone took it out i'll sui you guys!  Just jocking!  Not really ) was get killed after she entered jail is not because the covenants​ wants her dead,  well maybe they did but some addicted young man killed her before they finish her off ( sorry guys but there was no conspiracy here!) this guy who was an addicted person did it for one reason, the side effects of stop using pills in our world are eternal, what i mean by that is the second you have a side effect it will go with you to your grave) okay guys lesson is over and yup ladies and gentlemen no more seeing other colors than blue for me, you might think that(so what ! you can only see blue it's not a big deal) and that's what i though in the first two minutes but i was wrong,  this is F##### nightmare.
All faces were blue, shadows and even the damn nowhere had the same color!  But i was calm down,  in fact too calm then usual.
F Y A: the F#### human brain seems to feel relaxed when seeing  blue color, that's​ why you fell happy when you go to the beach(by the way i haven't go to this place you call beach in my entire life thanks to the apocalypse ) i only saw a scene of it in a book i used to read, anyway if this comfortable feeling last for too long your brain will make you smile even if there is a hot bar on your a####, i can't feel pain anymore! That's the side effect of seeing blue all the time, does that sound big deal to you now hah tell me you #########, because to me it did, it's a big deal!!!!!?