As I made my way home with the ice cream, I saw the one person I wasnt in the mood to see. The one person that any other day, I would have been ecstatic if I saw him, but today I dont want to see him.

"Go home, Bolby. I dont want to hang out right now." I said as I walked inside. I closed the door behind me and put the ice cream in the freezer. However, he didnt seem to get the message considering he walked right inside.

Maybe if I give him the same breaking and entering lecture the cop did, he'll go away. You know, after giving me a fake name and calling me by half of what my actual name is. Maybe he'll even throw in the smart ass remarks.

"But why?" He asked, clearly playing dumb.

It was at this point that I could no longer contain how mad I actually was. You see, I've been trying to play moderately cool, which Ive clearly been failing at, but that little bit of chill was just thrown out the door. My blood was more boiled than an egg. I had less chill than a sauna. I'm upset and I just want to go off on him, but at the same time I just want him to go away so I can sleep my sadness away.

"Because I cant stand you! I cant stand you and I cant stand the just kiddings and I-" I had finally snapped, and just before I could  completely go off on him for the just kiddings, he cut me off. He actually had the audacity to cut me off.

"You know, I cant stand a lot either..." With each word his voice gradually faded.

Dear Colby, if I cared I would have told you.

"Like I cant stand how tired I always am. I cant stand college. I cant stand those soggy cheetos at the end of the bag. I cant stand how the first drink of soda burns. I cant stand failure. I cant stand when people ignore or avoid me. I cant stand when people are upset with me. I cant stand how you always turn the heater up when we hang out here. I cant stand how short you are, even if its only like an inch difference.. It still hurts neck when I try to kiss you. I cant stand how quiet you are sometimes. I cant stand how you're allergic to literally everything. I cant stand the random times you eat... I really cant stand a lot, but I dont think I could ever say I cant stand you. Not entirely"

That went from innocent things, to tearing down my self esteem really quickly, to being somewhat sweet.

I was speechless. I couldnt say a single word. Who goes all out like that to make a point? I mean, obviously him, but its just so weird.

"Though, there is another thing I cant stand. I cant stand it more than anything else..." He trailed off and I waited impatiently for him to continue. "I cant stand that we're not together."

I furrowed my brows at him and crossed my arms. He stepped closer to me. He took his hat off, ran his hand through his hair, then placed it back onto his head. I instinctively took it off his head and went to put it onto mine, but he grabbed my wrist and pulled the hat out of my hand. He let the hat fall to the floor and traded it out with his own hand. "Golbach, why arent we together already?" he asked as he pulled me closer to him.

With our lips only inches apart, I was so tempted to kiss him. However, I held back. He definitely wasnt about to hold back though, considering he turned his head to kiss me. As he did so I had began to panic.

I mean, I couldnt take it if he said just kidding afterwards. It would tear me to pieces and I really am not ready for that. What if this is all just a giant prank on me and I fall into his little game. It would all be just like high school.

"I want to kiss you" he bluntly stated. I could feel the vibrations of his voice on my lips and the feeling made me breath heavily. I looked at his eyes to see if maybe, just maybe I could see some sort of emotion in them, but at this point they were closed.

I couldnt hold back, not anymore. I closed the small gap between us, and caressed his cheek as I did. I could feel my hot tears as they began to stain my cheeks.

If this turns out to be a prank after all, then at least I had this moment, This incredibly sweet moment.

He held onto my waist and pulled me closer to him. Sliding his hands from my waist, to being snaked around me. His tongue grazed my bottom lip and I let his tongue enter my mouth. It felt just as weird as it did the last time.

Youd think that since their was tongue, it was sloppy and messy and intense, but it wasnt. It was sweet and simple and there wasnt too much tongue. However, the second I could feel my salty tears enter my mouth as we kissed, I pulled away. He leaned forward as I did, trying to make the kiss last, but I didnt let it. When he finally accepted that the kiss was over, he bit his lip and smiled.

I let his cheek go and wiped away the tears on my own. As his eyes opened he saw the mess I was and he furrowed his eyebrows. His smile dropped as he cupped my face. He ran his thumbs across my cheeks, wiping any excess tears away.

"Why are you crying?" He asked, as if he didnt notice the disgusting taste as we kissed.

His hands fell from my cheeks to my shoulders as he waited for a response. The concern I could see in his eyes was the most emotion I think I had ever seen in them. I smiled lightly, happy that I had finally been able to read him and how he felt, but it fell just as quickly as it had appeared.

"Because I feel like this isnt real"