So I've had a weird relationship with my name.

Growing up, I resented my parents for choosing it because it wasn't a typical Muslim name. Like I knew no Anushas until two years ago (honestly, I thought I was missing something by never stumbling upon someone with the same name as me but it wasn't even that big of a deal when i got to experience it). I didn't like how it sounded for a long time either. 

But I'm pretty neutral with it now. Almost everyone irl just calls me Anusha and I  always used to be like, "When I make new friends, I'm going to go by a nickname" But that never happened. Everyone's always referred to me as my name and nicknames don't make me feel like myself.

Literally, just one person used to call me Nushie (except they spelled it like Nushy) and we're not even friends anymore. I just thought it sounded cooler than my actual name and made it my username here.

Anywho, the point of this chapter is, should I change my username?
I kinda want to but then I think, what if someone I met on this website sometime ago won't recognize me bec I have a different username? Like idk.

Also anushawrites sounds pretty dumb. I'd read it as "anushaw" if I didn't know myself. (that actually has such a cowboy ring to it yee haw)

So yeah idk.