Jungkook and yoona came back from their date. Well yoona wouldn't exactly wouldn't call it a date as jungkook seemed to be lost in his own trance.

They reached home and jungkook somehow expected taehyung to show up and greet them but he didn't

His eyes searched for him but made no progress.

"Jungkookie let's go upstairs" yoona said

"You go I'll search for tae" he said as he went in the kitchen as yoona frowned

His eyes spotted a letter on the kitchen stand

Jungkook,
Bye,
Taehyung

His eyes widened as he panicked, sweat forming on his forehead. He read the word again and again but couldn't register it.

Did taehyung leave him?

"No he won't" he laughed awkwardly

But he did say bye

Jungkook dropped on the floor, the letter crumpling in his hands.

Tae must be kidding

Did he leave me?!

No he can't

"Jungkookie?" Yoonani called

"Oh my god yoona! Tae went somewhere and he wrote this!" He showed yoona the letter in his hands, shaking a bit from the adrenaline pumping in his body

"He just said bye" yoona said as if it was not a big deal

"He just said bye! Oh my god what if someone kidnaps him, what if he gets lost, what if some stranger gives him candy and he takes it, what if" he took a breath

"What if he never comes back" jungkook broke down

Thinking of the younger just leaving him was so terrifying back then but now as if it was happening in real it was out of his wildest dreams

Oh god, if taehyung never comes back he'll never be able to laugh, if taehyung never comes back he'll never be able to smile, if taehyung never comes back he'll never be able to live.

"Yoona, if tae never comes what will happen to me. Oh my god I can't imagine my life without him. You know the food he cooks, that―that boxy smile, that red hair. I'll never see any of it if he never comes back. Please bring him back, I cannot live without him" jungkook didn't even notice that fat tears were rolling down his eyes as he pulled his hair in frustration.

While yoona she just can't believe her ears. Was this really jungkook?

Was he really saying all of this?

"Jungkook you are ranting" yoona said bluntly

"But yoona, I can't live without him. I―" he was cut off by yoonani

"You love him" she said as she stared at jungkook

Jungkook sat their speechless. He took a minute to register whatever yoona said.

"W-what?"

"I said you love him. Just look at you jungkook, you are having a mental breakdown just because you can't see taehyung leave you. Yes jungkook you love him. Think about it"

Jungkook couldn't say anything but complied to whatever yoona told him.

He thought.

Since the start, when he saw taehyung, his heart felt something that something was love.

When they kissed for the first time. Oh god how sweet his lips tasted as if strawberries sticking onto them. The way his heart pounded, it was love. He never felt it while kissing yoona.

When they went to Disneyland, they way he smiled when he looked at taehyung with that stuffie, it was love

When they went camping and saw Minho and taehyung together the possessiveness and the jealousy he felt, it was love.

When they cuddled and slept together for the first time, the way his heart felt, it was love. It became his favorite thing to do.

He would lie if he would say he didn't like the other giving him a boner and having his dirty thoughts, he would call that love too.

When he heard the heartwarming speech of taehyung and the way his heart melted, it was love

The speech he said was filled with true words and love

The burn when he saw taehyung cry after his breakup, it was love

The pain when he walked away with yoona this morning, it was love

When he read the letter his heart broke and the way he panicked at the thought of living without taehyung, it was love

Being with taehyung, it was love

It was love and it is love.

"Jungkook i know i love you alot and i would do anything for you but you know i love myself more. And i think you don't seem to love me anymore. I think this has come to a point where we both should part ways. I am breaking up with you jeon jungkook" yoona said as she gave a pat to jungkook

"Don't worry, i know he loves you too. Keep patience and he'll come back to you. He's perfect for you" she said and left

"I-i really l-love him" jungkook said shockingly but the shock soon turned into a smile

"I love him"

"I love you kim taehyung"

"Please come back so i could scoop you in my arms and"

"And keep you into them forever"

Finally, he loves him.

So much

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"I realized i was thinking of you and i began to wonder how long you've been in my mind, then it occured to me
You've been there since the day i met you"